My Rogue Luna

Chapter 9

When we get back to my apartment, Xavier let me go just long enough to unlock and open the door before pulling me back into a passionate kiss. We made out way into my room, not breaking the kiss once, I then feel the softness of my bed as Xavier lays me down gently. I start unbuttoning his shirt before he pulls back and looks at me while hovering over me.

“Are you sure this is what you want? Once we start, I won’t be able to stop.” He asks in a husky voice. Just hearing his voice right now turns me on.

“I want nothing more than to be yours, in every way. This is what I want, I am ready.” I tell him confidently.

He doesn’t waste anymore time with talking as he crashed his laps back down to mine, while his hands start removing my clothes. It doesn’t take long before we are both naked and under the sheets on my bed, still kissing, only breaking apart for air. Xavier breaks the kiss again but this times starts trailing light kisses down my neck. As he is suckling on my neck, where his mark is, his hands are roaming all over my body, until they reach to my sweet spot. He starts playing with me and I instantly feel him, and oh my. He. Is. Huge.

I can feel the pressure in my stomach building, making me moan out loud. Just as I am about to release Xavier positions himself to my entrance, still not removing his hands from my body. As my body starts to shake from the pleasure, he enters me, causing me to cry out in pleasure. After the pleasure subsides Xavier starts thrusting into me hard, and I can feel the pressure building again. My hands make their way to his hair and I pull slightly so kisses me, he grabs both my arms pinning them above my head while kissing me deeply. He has full control over my body, and I love it. After what seems like hours of pure bliss, I once again feel the pressure, and somehow, I can feel his too. As if on instinct, as my orgasm takes over my body, and I feel my canines extend and I bite onto his mark making him orgasm at the same time I do.

We both lay there for a while catching our breath, tangled within each other while coming down from the high.

“How was that?” I ask shyly. Suddenly aware this was my first time, and so I probably am not very experienced.

“It was amazing, you are amazing. I never thought being marked would feel so good.” He says, turning to face me.

“Are you sure, I mean, I don’t have any experience.” I whisper, why does it feel weird talking about it.

“Baby, one thing you will learn about me is I love control. Especially in the bedroom, and by the way things went, you love giving it. Experience means nothing.” He replies. I hide my face as I blush at his words, I definitely enjoyed him being in control.

A thought occurs to me and I look back up and look into his midnight blue eyes. “I just realised; we don’t really know anything about each other.” I say while sitting up slightly.

His face changes like he is thinking about what I said. “Hmm, your right actually.” He agrees laughing. “Well, let’s change that, then shall we?” He adds.

“Ok, but first lets shower and order some food.” I say. I suddenly have a huge appetite; I wonder why I laugh to myself.

“Ok, I will order us some food while you go jump in the shower.” He tells me. I give him a quick kiss and run into the bathroom.

While I was washing the shampoo out of my hair, my eyes shut, I feel warm hands on my body.

“Hmmm.” I moan out.

“How do you know it wasn’t some stranger?” Xavier asks me seductively, making me smile.

“Oh baby, I could smell you the moment you walked in.” I say back, matching his tone. I reach behind me and let my hands lower to just above his area, instantly making him stiffen behind me.

“Mmm, naught girl.” He whispers in my ear, then giving my lobe a small nip. I lean back into him and his hands move up and down my body. I move my head to the side giving him access to my neck, he quickly follows my lead and starts kissing and nibbling my neck. His hand moves lower to my sensitive area and he starts rubbing and playing, making the pressure build quickly.

“So sexy, and mine.” He whispers, then bites down on my mark causing me to release the pressure.

After we have both eventually managed to shower after have some more fun, we both got dressed and ordered food. We are now sat on my bed with pizza and nibbles, ready to get to know each other. I cannot believe we marked and mated before even knowing anything about each other, other than parts that everyone knows about anyway.

“So how shall we do this?” Xavier asks. I guess he hasn’t had to do this before, but neither have I.

“Erm, 20 questions?” I ask back.

“Sounds good, I will go first. What is your favourite food?” He asks first.

“I think it would have to be Chinese food. Yours?” I reply, this could get interesting.

“Good choice, mine is pizza.” He laughs.

I laugh back. “So that is why we are here eating pizza. Next?”

We spend the next hour or so asking each other silly questions, like favourite colour, subject, film, and other random things. We haven’t really asked anything too serious yet, until now.

“Erm, please don’t take offence. I had heard you are ruthless and kill a lot, is that true?” I ask warily.

“Partly yes. I keep up appearances, so people do not cross me, but I do not kill without reason. Are you scared of me?” He responds gently. He almost looks afraid of the answer, but am I?

“Ok makes sense. I was scared of you, especially when I first met you. But not anymore, and I don’t think I ever will be.” I answer him honestly. This makes him smile and he pulls me into a loving hug.

“So anyway, tell me about your childhood.” I say pulling back from him slightly.

He stiffens slightly before relaxing. “Well I was born and raised in the Black Moon pack; I knew I was different when I first shifted. All my friends shifted before me and I saw all their wolves, hell, I saw everyone’s wolves. I had an expectation, then when I eventually shifted I noticed that I was a pure colour, and I was larger, stronger. That is when we went to the council, they recognised me as a Lycan and instantly submitted.” He explained.

“What about your parents? How did they react.” I ask.

“They were thrilled. And Amy she is a year younger than me and was thrilled too, then there was my older brother. He not so much, he was jealous but eventually accepted me and we were close.” He said, his face falling slightly.

I knew something bad must have happened, just the way he spoke. “What happened?”

“He died, along with my parents. Not long before my nineteenth birthday, we were attacked by a neighbouring pack, they wanted to challenge my father for the Alpha position, but they didn’t know about me. You see, the other thing about Lycans, we are gifted. When I saw my mother, father and brother lying there lifeless, I looked for Amy. They had her and was seconds away from killing her too when I lost it. I cried out and with the pain I felt came the power within, killing all those that were a threat. From then I became Alpha, and it was better that people feared me, so they wouldn’t try and attack again.” He explained sadly. He looked defeated, like he had just relived it all.

“Oh baby. I am so sorry.” I whisper, pulling him back into me.

“Once word got out, a few tried to challenge me. It didn’t end well, and the rumours stared. I started to think I had no mate too, after reading up about Lycans I quickly realised that the chance of meeting you were slim.”

“But you did.” I add. He smiles and pulls me into a deep kiss.

He quickly pulls back smiling, a little too happy. “What?” I ask hesitantly.

“We should go for a run.” He replies excitedly. “In wolf form.” He adds. Now I am intrigued.

“Ok lets do it.” I say jumping up from the bed.

We make our way to the nearby woods, as we make our way I notice it is getting dark and we skipped a full day of classes.

“This should be ok here.” Xavier announces, stopping us walking.

“Ok, so since I haven’t shifted since my first time, how does this work?” I ask. I am nervous, I remember how much it hurt the first time, and with how long it has taken to shift again I am worried it will hurt just as much. But again, I have no idea how to force a shift.

“Easy, speak to your wolf.” He answers, like it was obvious this whole time.

“Speak to my wolf? I am my wolf.” I say confused. Am I missing something.

He looks as me just as confused. “Wait. Freya have you ever spoken to your wolf?”

I burst out laughing. “What like in the books, I thought that was a myth.” I answer him still laughing.

“We have a problem then. Freya, you should be able to speak to your wolf.” He tells me seriously.

Oh. I suppose growing up with no other wolves may have clouded my knowledge, but I would have thought I would have seen something during my research.

“What is wrong with me?” I ask him, I have been a shifted wolf for over a year now.

“Hmm, I don’t know. But don’t worry we will find out.” He reassures me. He takes my hands in his and gives my knuckles a kiss, then starts walking back.

“Wait, so I cannot shift at all because I cannot speak to my wolf?” I ask confused. I thought I would still be able to.

He stops and turns to me with a sorry look on his face. “I am afraid not baby. As a Lycan you need the communication with your wolf to shift, which is why I am so surprised that you cannot speak to her considering you have shifted already.” He explains.

“Oh right. I mean I was 17 and freaked out, maybe I scared her away.” I whisper looking down.

“Baby, she would not just leave. In fact, I’ve never heard of it before. I know a few witches that might be able to help.” He says reassuringly. “Come on lets go get some answers.” He adds.

“Ok.” Is all I could say, what would happen if I don’t have an active wolf. Would I be classed as human, but with the supernatural abilities. Thinking about it all, what good would being a werewolf be if I cannot shift.