15. Forgive me.
Matheo.
Sebastian stares at me, the expression on his face says enough about what just happened.
I f****d up.
I f****d up with Defne.
I f****d this up to the bottom, from the deep, from the root and I think with no return.
"I didn't know you could be such a son of a b***h" he growls at me with his jaw set in granite and I don't think I've ever seen him so angry, not at me.
Getting no reaction from me, he nods as if to himself with a sharp movement and then walks out of there closing with a loud slam of the door that reverberates in my ears. The emotions inside me rack me until all I see is black, a deep black hole that threatens to swallow me whole.
"f**k!" I sweep my arm across my desk and empty it, sending everything to the floor in a resounding crash.
Erick Jame
