"Baby... please..." I said softly almost a moan.
I felt the tip of his shaft teasing my folds. He slide it up and down. I heard his low chuckle as I moan out of frustration and lust. The hell!
"Stop teasing me..." I pouted.
"Okay baby, I'm sorry." He kissed me and entered me.
Fuck. That feels so good. I closed my eyes as he try to thrust up and down. I could never get tired of him.
-
I woke up and it's already four in the afternoon. I feel sore since we did it thrice. I think we both hold back for a very long time.
He just started courting me and this happened. My God! We're both making a bad decision. Whatever, It's not like I'm planning to reject him or anything. I like him and I consider him mine. I just want to know how it feels being officially courted.
I have a lot of suitors, but none of them was my type. They give me gifts and food for sure, but that's just it.
I smiled as I look at Caleb who is sleeping peacefully beside me. He's hugging me tight. What did I do to deserve this guy? He's just... perfect.
I removed his other hand on me to get my phone beside my bed. I went back on his arms, I turned my back on him and texted Laura.
Me:
Have you seen Raven? I forgot that he asked me today to have a lunch with him.
It didn't took a minute for Laura to reply.
Laura:
He came here and I told him that you're sick.
Thank God. I'll talk to him tomorrow. I need to reject him since Caleb's courting me now.
"He asked you for lunch?" I flinched and looked back.
Caleb is awake! I thought he was sleeping? He hugged me tight and lean on my chest.
"Don't talk to him again." He said in a serious tone.
"I won't." I smiled and caressed his hair.
That night, Laura sent me the notes of today's lesson and the home works. Caleb helped me finish all of it, he finished most of it. He seems to know everything on every subject. He's smart and I won't be surprised if he's in a dean's list before or a summa c*m laude.
-
The next day, he drove me to school. I told him not to wait anymore and just go straight home. Of course, it wasn't that easy to convince him but I still managed to.
"You're blooming! What happened yesterday Ms. Young?" Laura smirked.
"Nothing! Caleb was sick and I took care of him since it was my fault."
I couldn't tell her something already happened between us. She doesn't even know Caleb is a my one night stand in New York.
"Really? Why did he give you flowers then?"
I wrinkled my forehead, confused. I looked at my desk and saw a nice bouquet of flower. Other gifts are gone in my desk.
I think Caleb bribed Laura to remove everything on my desk everyday.
"He's courting me." I said.
Her eyes widened. Of course she's shocked, even I was too. I never gave permission to anyone to court me, Caleb is an exception.
"Wow! Celena Young finally accepted a suitor officially?"
I slapped her arms when all of our classmates looked at us because of her loud voice!
I haven't heard anything from Raven yet. I really want to tell him and apologize. I must reject him, of course. I agreed on Caleb, so I must not entertain other guys.
"Does Raven have a training today?" I asked.
"Actually, they have a game later. Should we watch?"
Well, that's the only way I could talk to him. I'll just text Caleb that I'll be staying a bit late today at school.
Me:
Pick me up at 6. I just need to finish something.
Caleb:
Sure baby *wink emoji*
I can't help but to smile. He doesn't text me that often and I didn't know he's also this cheesy in texts. I find it attractive and his voice is so... I don't know, hypnotizing? It's so deep and sexy.
"Let's go?" Laura called me after class hours.
Good thing I have an extra shirt in my bag. Our uniform is kinda hot especially when you're inside the gym.
We're still a bit far from the gym, but I could hear Raven's name. Almost everyone is cheering at him. I had an eye contact with him the moment we went in, I looked away out of embarrassment. His jersey number is fifteen.
-
We've been watching for about an hour now. How long will this game's gonna last?
"The game is about to end, right? Can I talk to Raven after?" I asked Laura since he always wait for his varsity boy crush.
"It depends if they scored a lot than the other team and you can talk to him after the school hymn ends."
I nodded and look at my phone. Caleb already showered me with texts.
Caleb:
Hey. Is everything alright? I'm here already.
Shit. It's six in the evening.
Caleb:
Are you having a hard time on something? I can help if you want.
Ako:
It's fine just a few more minutes. Did you ate already?
I admit, exchanging text with him gives butterflies to my stomach. I look up to watch the game again and I met Raven's eyes. I smiled and waved at him, but he ignored me like he didn't saw me at all. Is he mad?
I understand if he is. He asked me twice, I agreed twice and bailed on him twice.
Caleb:
Not yet. I want to eat dinner with you.
I smiled.
Me:
Okay. Let's eat together after I finish this.
He's getting active on texting. The game ended with a win after a few minutes. Raven and his team is really good.
"Hey, I'll just talk to Raven real quick. Wait for me here." I said to Laura.
"What? Just do your thing and I'll do mine. I'll ask Dan to go on a date with me." She said sounding very excited.
I laughed and waved at her as I walk towards the court. Dan is her varsity crush and she doesn't talk that much about him just like how I don't talk much about Caleb.
I entered the court and saw Raven wiping his sweat and drinking water.
"Uh... Raven..." I said to caught his attention.
He turned around, but didn't say anything.
"I'm really sorry about yesterday. I got sick and I wasn't able to contact you since I don't have your number or social media accounts."
"It's fine. It was my fault for not giving you a way to contact me."
It's good that he know it's his fault too. I don't know why he's getting angry though.
"If you're really sorry then let's go out together, now."
"H-Ha? I'm sorry I can't-"
"Then why did you wait for me, Celena?" He said sounded so cold.
I want to apologize and turn him down. I'm sure I gave him hopes when I accepted his offer, but that was before. I don't want to hurt anyone, so I want to reject him as nice as possible I can be.
"The hell are you talking about? She's waiting for me." I turned around to see Caleb's angry face.
Shit. Why did he go inside? And who told him I'm here?
Laura!!
Our eyes met and I can feel the coldness in his eyes. He looked away. Now he's really angry. I feel bad. It wasn't my intention to hurt him, I just really want to reject Raven.
"Stay the hell out of my girl," He said.
I flinched when I felt his hand on my waist. We walk away from the gym and I couldn't even turn around to see Raven's reaction because of how Caleb's walking so fast.
"What the are you doing, Caleb?"
"What the hell are you doing?" He asked back.
"I was about to apologize about yesterday and reject him!"
He looked at me like he doesn't believe what I'm saying. Is he doubting me? Really?
"Why did you have to lie, Celena?"
I don't know what to say. I just want to keep it private and he was mad yesterday. He told me not to talk to Raven anymore so I thought he'd be mad if I tell him.
"I-I'm sorry," I said, stuttering.
It wasn't my intention to lie. I just don't want him to worry about it. We're both quiet the whole drive. Our dinner is probably cancelled 'cause this is the way to home. He's driving the car so fast so we got home early
He left me inside the car and walk straight inside the house.
I understand.
It was my fault, but isn't this too much? He left me here without saying anything and he's being mad at the little things I did today. I already said sorry!
I dialed Laura's number. She's not answering my calls. Is she having a date with Dan now?
I ended the call and sighed.
I'm still inside the car. Tears fall down to my cheeks. I never really fought with anyone before except for my parents so I don't know how to fix things.
Why is he so mad? I already told him I was there to reject Raven. He should be happy, at least that's what I expect him to be. I haven't eaten anything yet since lunch, so I feel a bit hungry.
I feel sorry for lying. He thought I was doing or finishing school works and he caught me talking to a guy who's trying to make a move on me.
I don't want us to fight and I didn't expect this at all. I only did that so we won't have anything to fight for. I sniffed and wiped my tears, but my tears won't stop from falling.
I remembered how cold he was earlier. What if he's still like that tomorrow? or the next day? Will he leave me and change his mind?
Lucky me, I have a lot of tissue in the car. My beautiful car is now filled with wet tissues.
Should I go to his room and say sorry again? Ahhh! I don't know! I don't know what to do! What if he kicks me out or say some hurtful words?
I searched on how to deal with love quarrels. It says that we shouldn't talk if we're both angry. He's the only one who's angry though, not me.
'Confess your lies and make him understand it.'
I already told him! This doesn't make sense. This is why I'm afraid of relationship, it gets complicated when things are doing good. We're not even together yet.
I throw my phone to the backseat and wiped my tears again. I'm really sensitive and I cry easily especially if it's about someone I love.
The car door opened and I know it's Caleb, I can smell him all over. I felt him sat on the driver's seat, but my face is still covered with the tissue.
I don't want to say anything. I'm afraid he'll ignore me.
"You won't say anything?" He said.
His voice is still cold. My tears still won't stop from falling. I sniffed and took another tissue, but he stopped my hand.
I looked at him with my swollen eyes. He sighed, he took a tissue and wiped my tears. He placed the other one on my nose. I looked at him, confused.
"Blow. You won't be able to breathe properly if you keep sniffing that."
I cried again and blew my nose. The tissue was thick so it won't stick on his hand.
"Why are you crying? Am I the one who lied?"
"I never fought with anyone like this except for my parents. I don't know how to fix this."
I sniffed again. He placed another tissue on my nose, but I took it from him. I don't know what to say. I heard him sighed.
He tilt my head to face him and put away strands of my hair away from my face. He wiped my tears and my face.