We got home and he insisted to carry me all the way to my room. I didn't stop him since my knees still kinda hurts.
"Am I not heavy? Why do you always carry me like it's nothing to you?
"You're not heavy at all, you're so skinny."
I hit him, but he only laughed. I didn't hit him that hard though.
"What are you saying? Everyone says I'm sexy!"
"I know that you're sexy, I'm just saying you're not heavy at all."
Now that he's with me, I feel safer. I was longing to touch him and I really miss the way he smells. I lean my head on his back and smiled.
So this is what home feels like, Caleb? I think I wouldn't able to pass a day without him anymore. I take my own words back. I don't want him gone.
He dropped me right on my bed.
"I'll just take a shower." He nodded and sat on my bed.
I can stand up and walk since the bathroom is just near. He really treats my room like it's his. Why does he like it here?
I showered and changed into my sleepwear. I'm wearing a shorts and still wore Caleb's shirt. It's still clean since I didn't wear it that long. It's dry and I find it comfortable.
When I went out of the bathroom, Caleb's still in my bed and he's now laying down scrolling through his phone.
"You're still here? Why don't you sleep on your room?"
"I'm bored in my room. I'd rather watch you fall asleep." He smiled.
My felt my heartbeat racing. Why is he so romantic? I faked a cough and sat on the other side of the bed.
"You missed me?"
"You wish! I was so happy when you left." I lied.
I rolled my eyes at him, but he only laughed at me.
"Really? Then why are you imagining me? hmm?"
"I-Is it bad to imagine?!"
I put on a pillow between us. If he's going to sleep here, then this would stop me on clinging into him while sleeping.
"Not if I'm the person in your imagination."
"Then did you miss me? Why are you in my school?"
"Of course, Celena. I was about to die after not seeing you in four days."
I feel like my cheeks are getting so red right now.
"Whatever! Just sleep!"
He released a bark of laughter and raised the comforter to put it on me. I somehow... missed him. I dont know why I'm feeling this way. I don't feel any anger and hate on him. I'm developing new feelings.
-
I woke up in the middle of the night when I heard Caleb weeping. He's dreaming and he looks scared! I removed the pillow between us and checked his temperature.
Oh my god! He's burning. He has a fever. I stood up and went to the bathroom to get some water and a towel.
"Caleb... Caleb!"
He opened his eyes weakly. He smiled at me.
"I'm sorry, I woke you up."
So he knows he has a fever? He's stupid! Why is he apologizing when I'm the one who caused this?
"You didn't even get wet like I did." I pouted.
"I'm sorry. I get sick easily." He smiled.
I was about to call our family doctor, but he doesn't want me too.
I looked at him. He looks so peaceful when sleeping. It took almost two hours just to convince him not to drive me to school. Such a stupid guy.
I'll skip school today. I also told Laura, who is teasing me because of it. I never had an absent, not even once. I don't get sick easily and I'm not too lazy to study.
The more I look at his face the more I realized why I fell in love with him. Love? such a big word. I'm not sure if it is, but I know I like him. He's always there for me and I know he will never leave me.
Thick eyebrows, long lash, natural red lips and clear skin. I put away the strands of hair on his face and placed the wet towel on his forehead.
He moved a bit and looked at me with his half eyes opened.
"You should sleep."
"I will. Don't worry about me." I smiled.
"I won't sleep until you do." He insisted.
I sighed and lay down on his side. He opened his arms and pulled me closer to him. I lean my head on his chest and close my eyes.
In the end, I swallowed my own words.
-
I woke up with a flash of camera. I opened my eyes and Caleb's taking a picture of us with a polaroid.
"Caleb!"
"I look ugly!" I pouted.
"Who said that? You're the most beautiful woman I've ever met." He smiled and showed me the polaroid pictures.
He took a lot! I mean a lot lot! I feel like he used his one year supply of films. I looked at the pictures and take what I wanted especially where I look good at.
"Hey! That's mine!" He said.
"I want this!" I pouted and was about to stand, but he hold my wrist only to pull me back down to bed.
He smells really good even in the morning, I swear. I could do this everyday without getting tired of it.
"Are we dating now?" He seriously asked.
What? He caught me off guard I didn't expect him to ask such question.
"W-Well... we shared bed and we f****d--" He stopped me by putting his index finger on my lips.
What? I'm just telling the truth!
"Don't you ever call that fucking..."
"I don't know! You didn't even court me, so I don't know."
After that night he just appeared here two weeks after. It happened so fast and I don't know what to say, but I know I want him by my side. I don't want him to go no matter what happen. It's the first time I'm committing myself to another person, but I'm afraid he doesn't feel the same. I'm scared he'd leave me.
That's how relationship works for others, right? The beginning will be full of greatness and happiness, but you'd end up breaking each other's heart that will cause you to find someone better.
This is why I don't want to commit, because I don't know how to move on or completely cut the ties to the person I'll love. I think that's just easy to him since he grew up in New York. I'm pretty sure having a girlfriend and breaking up is normal to him.
"Courting? Is that still necessary? And am I not courting you everyday?".
Of course not! He just annoys me everyday. I pushed him away from me, but he pulled me back to his chest.
"I'm sorry. Okay, I'll court you." He smiled. He put the strands of my hair on the back of my ear and said, "I don't know how that works, but I'll try my best." He added.
I smiled. I don't know why I'm so old fashioned, maybe because I don't have experience when it comes to serious relationship. Wow old fashioned, Really Celena? I f****d him the first time we met. Well, I was drunk and I didn't know what I was doing that time. I was betrayed by my own lust.
"Why did you skip school? I told you I'll be fine.
"How can I? You won't stop talking 'cause you want to drive me to school."
It's true. He was so loud and I couldn't leave him. Also, his fever hasn't tone down yet earlier.
"I'm sorry, you missed today's lesson. I'll help you cope up."
I smiled. Of course he will. I feel like we've known each other for a long time, but I only know a few things about him. I'm kinda shy to ask him some personal questions.
I'm curious how old is he, what course did he take or is he a graduate? I have a lot of question in my mind, but maybe I'll save those questions on our first date.
Speaking of date... Raven! I completely forgot about him! I don't have his number or his f*******: account.
"Are you thinking of someone right now? How rude." He said as he play the strands of my hair.
"I'm not!" I chuckled.
"Really?" He said as he kiss my neck.
"Caleb..."
He ignored me and continue kissing. It's not just his lips but also his tongue on my neck.
"Ah.. Caleb..."
"Hmm?"
"The d-door is not locked."
Chapter 6
I heard him chuckled as he's kissing me. His warm breath makes me shiver like crazy. He stopped and looked up to my face. s**t. Having that gorgeous face should be a sin.
"You're so naughty. I'm just kissing you."
My cheeks are fuming hot right now. I'm just thinking what if someone enters or something!
"But if that's what my girl wants..." He stood up and locked the door.
He smiled as he walk towards me. As he lay himself down to bed, I stood up and got on top of him. I smiled.
"Can I?"
He pinned me back to bed.
"Hell no. I want to enjoy. I'll come fast if you lead me."
I laughed. He kissed me hungrily and I can't help but to moan. He's so good at this.
"I like hearing you moan, Celena."
Shit. This is making me wet. He should really stop talking while doing me.
His warm hands went to my stomach down to my abdomen, teasing me down there. He's going in between my naked skin and inside my panties.
"Caleb..." I moaned on his ear as he kiss me again on my neck.
"f**k, Celena stop moaning on my ears."
I felt a hard thing on my thighs. I looked down to see his fully grown shaft, wanting to come out of his sweat shorts. I tried to pull it down, but he stopped my hands even before I could touch it.
"What?" I chuckled.
"I'll lead, Celena. Stop teasing me."
I'm not! I'm just trying to help him. Doesn't that hurt? I bit my lower lip when I felt his finger entered me. He's looking at me straight in the eye watching my expression change. I placed my hand on the back of his head and pulled him closer. I closed my eyes and I kissed him.
He kissed me back and his tongue is trying to enter my mouth. I opened it a bit and he slid it down smoothly.
His finger was slow, but surely know where the perfect spot is. He got faster and faster so I stopped kissing him and hugged him instead. I'm so close.
"Ahh!" I shouted when I reached my limit.
I came, but he still keeps on doing it.
"Caleb.... Ahh... Baby stop..."
My whole body is shivering with pleasure. He laughed.
"Call me baby again, Celena."
"Baby..."
His face changed a bit. He removed my clothes aggressively that I thought it will break.
"Damn, my baby looks so hot."
He kissed me to my lips, down to my breasts, abdomen, and to my private part. f*****g hell.
I just came, but I could never get tired of his ways of pleasuring me. He stopped and licked my legs. I'm so wet right now.
I watch him put on a condom. Where did that came from?
"Where'd you get that?" I chuckled.
"I put an extra on your drawer young lady. You weren't really attentive, aren't you?"
Well, I don't really care about the things in my room. Come to think of it, I don't really remember if he used a condom on our first.
I flinched when I felt his finger in between my thighs--s**t! I thought he was going to enter. He chuckled because of my reaction.
"Just checking if you're wet enough," He said licking my neck.
Shit. This is too much. I want him to do it right now.