CHAPTER 6: I WISH YOU’LL DIE.
Amelia’s Pov.
“I warned you, Amelia. I warned you to take my threats seriously.” His voice echoed throughout the entire room. “Now welcome to hell.”
I jerked up from the bed instantly, my eyes going wide with my heart beating fast in my chest. The sight of the faded green paint in the room reminded me of where I am, and that calmed me down a bit. It was just another dream of the hell that I was facing already. I was about to lay back to sleep when a knock sounded on the door, earning a hiss from me as I climbed down the bed to answer it. All the sleep in my eyes vanished, replaced with anger and irritation as she relayed her message, “The alpha wants you in his room this instant. He gave you just two minutes to get there.”
My blood boiled underneath my skin, all the anger I’ve been subduing for the last few days coming to show. It has just been three days, three f*****g days since I got to this pack and I’ve seen nothing but hell that he promised and shame. After his stupid deal that i ruined, he had the guards drag me on the floor to the servant's chambers, giving me to a stupid head maid who seemed to have an existing crush on him and found it so joyous torturing me because I made him angry.
I took everything in, doing all the words, running all the errands with no complaint even when he asked me to be his personal maid. I did every f*****g thing. He taunted me in the day with stupid errands, in the night with stupid requests that had to be done in the night, and now he was going to take my midnight with it. Harshly picking the robe on the floor, I flung it on my body, storming angrily with heat blaring from all the holes in my entire body.
None of the guards even bothered to greet me, or stop me, as they were already used to me appearing every ungodly hour. If he hadn't introduced him to all of them, they would have thought of me as just a slut that was always here to serve him. I clenched my jaw, eyeing the door with enough disdain that I could bring it down before touching the knob and twisting it open. My feet halted immediately, I opened the door, all the anger,irritation with the insults I had planned on dishing him leaving my body with the sight in front of me.
If I had come a minute or second late, I would be looking at a naked Jax, or maybe with just his boxers on. But right now, he was standing with his back facing me, his upper body fully naked, and his hand on his trousers, just about to take it off. Hell to the goddess, I knew he was hot and handsome, but not at that moment. The muscles on his back, the huge wolf tattoo that took all the space on his back, falling to the start of his lower body made his physique hot and my wolf went wild in me. He was dangerous, annoyingly dangerous and hot as well.
“Have you no f*****g manners?” his voice pulled me out of my thoughts, his eyes meeting with mine.
His gaze was incredibly hot, staring down at me as if i was just a little pest blocking his way, “Is your hand broken? Does the door not have a use? Or is it everything I have to f*****g ring to your brains?”
I scoffed out, releasing the pit of anger i thought his nice body had taken away from me. If it were one of the days I tried so hard not to entertain him, I would bow down nicely, curl my hand to myself and shove the words that I badly wanted to get to his face, but today was different. I had no care in the world what he can do or his power can do.
“If you care so much about your reputation, you should find a f*****g guard that can satisfy you and stop disturbing me at every second of my life! If you don’t want me opening the f*****g door on you..” I yelled out, approaching him slowly, my wide eyes boring straight into his, “..Do..not..send..for…me..at..un..godly..times!”
His face morphed into a look of surprise, his eyes taking a small squint while his brows itched up. A small scoff escaped his lips, glancing away from me in what I can call amusement before meeting my eyes again, parting his lips slightly.
“What? You have something to say?” I added, every nerve and fibre of my body burning hot.
“I have had enough of whatever you think you’re doing to me. Enough of the errands, enough of the stupidity in form of punishment, enough of whatever f*****g thing you think you’re doing! I have had enough!” I yelled out, running my hands through my hair.
I clenched my jaw, my chest falling and rising as i stared at him. I was tired of everything, of every day I woke up in this f*****g pack. I looked away from him, staring blankly at his much-painted ash wall.
“Why? What have i done so badly that you treat me like trash?” I said, glancing his way again. “I have worked like a maid since morning, washed, cleaned, did every f*****g thing the Falia you assigned me asked me to do. I didn’t even get a minute of rest, none at all in the day. And now that i’m about to sleep, you’re here again, calling me to serve you. What for?”
My insides churned pitifully, the realization that I’ve been bottling everything all these days hitting me. “I came here thinking it would be far better for me, thinking it was another chance to start over, to be my own person was…” I paused, trying to catch myself from the tears burning at the back of my eyes.
I sniffed in, looking at him before continuing, “I came here as your wife. You picked me from my pack as your wife. But you treat me as nothing less than a slave, less than a slave!” I yelled out again, the tears rolling down my eyes to my cheeks.
“I wish I had never met you! I wish I had stayed in my pack instead of happily jumping and following you here like a blind puppy! I wish you never existed and a cruel man like you never wielded as much power as you do! I hope you die suddenly and the pack gets a better Alpha than you are! I wish..”
I broke down all of a sudden, my shoulders shaking as the tears rolled down my eyes faster than ever before. Even in my pack, I never cried at their words, I never broke down. But with him here, with the way I am being treated, everything was just too tiring. The back of my hand came in contact with my face, wiping the tears away shamelessly as i sniffed in. If i had thought my pack members and parents were cruel, it was probably because I had never met him.
“Return me back to my pack. I want to go back home.” i looked up at him, sniffing in.
The corners of his lips curved up suddenly into a smile, making me raise my brow. My lips parted to ask him what all of this was funny to him when his thunderous laugh shook the entire room.
“Ohhh, you’re so funny Amelia.”