Jaxon's POV
I love you ....... were the only words came through her and Mason howled inside me. For a weird reason, I felt happy that she loves me. And absent mindedly, I made Veronica the top warrior of our pack. Not that I regret, I'm just happy for an unknown reason.
I got down the stage and went straight towards her. Dad was hugging her but her eyes were on me, watching my every move. I grabbed her arm and dragged her into the house. The moment we reached my room, I closed it shut and crashed my lips on hers. Sparks flew and my heart stopped beating.
I was expecting her to push me away. To stop me since I'm unable to do that. But Oh God! She was kissing me back. I held her hip making her stand in place while her hands found their way to my neck. I pulled her closer, deepening the kiss.
She pulled away panting. I rested my forehead on hers while she smiled looking into my eyes. Her big brown eyes are full of happiness. God! I am happy that I am the reason behind it. Suddenly, I recalled today's events and sighed. I cannot deny, the past few days I spent close to her changed me to some extent.
"What's wrong?" asked my mate.
"I guess I can't do this" I muttered
"Do what?" She asked again.
"This.. we can't be one,mate. I want a stronger mate. Not a mere she wolf" I said looking straight into her eyes. And I have my reasons behind what I say.
I feel something for her. I really do. But I cannot do this anymore. I don’t want her to end up like my mother. She looks like someone who does exactly that.
She closed her eyes and I was curious as to what was running in her mind. She opened them suddenly and pushed me back the very next moment.
"You think this is a joke don't you?" She huffed and I seriously wondered where this courage was coming from.
"Do mates mean a joke to you? Or breaking someone's heart?" She pushed me again.
"Don't yell at me mate" I warned her. Slowly, my alpha dominance started kicking in
"Stop with this mate thing. Do you even know my name?" She asked me with her arms crossed and challenged me raising her brow. I am at a loss of words.
"No! You always call me mate. Well I am your mate and you don't even know my name. We have been going to the same school since childhood and you don't know my name. You are our Alpha and you don't know my f*****g name" she was shouting.
"I said don't" I tried my best not to punish her for yelling and disrespecting her Alpha.
"Why?"
"Because I am your Alpha. And you will submit to me." I growled
"If you don't see me as your mate or a pack member, you are no Alpha to me" she scoffed
"That's it! You crossed your line" I smirked knowing what was coming next.
"You're getting locked up for a week without food and water. Feel happy that I'm not even locking you in dungeons. You will be locked here in your own room and trust me, you will learn how to submit yourself to your Alpha" I spat.
I was about to walk away when she spoke again.
"I never knew you were this heartless" she spoke in disbelief.
I smirked which made her fume with rage. And next what happened was something I would probably regret even after my death. I wasn't prepared for it.
"I Mia Anderson, reject you Alpha Jaxon Malloy as my mate" she rejected me and I waited for the matebond to break and I waited for the pain. The pain when the matebond breaks and you feel like your soul is being ripped off.
But it never came. That's when I understood that I have to accept for the bond to break. But I won't.
"You rejected me? Your Alpha?" I spat again and this time she smirked.
"Just accept and end this if you don't want it," she said, staring at me.
I walked away and locked the door. She has to submit to me. She shouldn't talk back to her Alpha. She must not yell at her Alpha. This will be her lesson. I hope she learns the best not to mess with me.
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It's 1:00 Am in the morning but I couldn't sleep. My mind kept on stirring. I didn't know what was wrong. I tried to ignore and closed my eyes forcefully hoping sleep would take over. After a good ten minutes Mason spoke
"Our mate! She's gone" Mason whined.
"What do you mean by she's gone?" I asked back.
"I can't feel her in the pack anymore Mr.Jaxon ass Malloy" He is now in anger.
"Trust me Mason, if she's in the room I'll kick your ass" I muttered more to myself since Mason is a part of me.
I walked through the hallway and made it to her room. Her scent was so light that made me panic for a second. I opened the door and didn't find her. I searched in the bathroom and still no sign of her.
But on the bed under the pillow was a note. I opened it and started reading.
Dear Alpha,
Since you don't acknowledge me neither as your mate nor a wolf, I tried rejecting you. But you were heartless to lock me up against my will and not to accept the rejection.
I can't stay here anymore. Where am I going? Well, I don't know that. Maybe where my legs take me to.
I know being apart from mates slowly leads to death. I would prefer that beautiful journey of my soul to moon goddess rather than living with a heartless monster like you. You don't even know how to differentiate between your mate and others and for that .. I pity you Mr. Jaxon Malloy who is obsessed with the Alpha title. I can't help but feel disgusted by you. Hope to never see you again.
Hate,
Your mate whose name you don't even know!
It was right then and there I knew, I screwed up. I screwed up so big this time. And now, I gotta deal with the consequences which are probably deathly. But I don't wanna give up easily. Hell!! I am Alpha of Blood Moon Pack. I care less.
"Tyler!!"
I tried to wake him through mindlink since I know he might be sleeping right now.
"What made you conclude I don't deserve sleep?" He muttered
"My mate ran away. I want our pack's best trackers before me. NOW!"
"Yes, Alpha!"
I growled in the mindlink too. Mason kept on whining that this is my fault. It may be. But she can't run away like this.
Oh Mate! Wherever you are, I am coming for you. If you like chasing we'll do that then. Let me give you some fun.