The Possessive Sociopath

Chapter 2

Chapter 2: Mr. Stanislaki

Reeve Lowel's Point of View

My mouth, for sure, is now hanged open. Kahit siguro itabi si Stevan sa kanya ay magmumukha itong driver! He's that gorgeous.

Nakasuot lang ito ng boxer at gulo gulo ang kanyang buhok. He looked like he just got up in bed.

"Go, Reeve. You can do it, girl!" I heard Colleen whispered. Pero hindi ko na siya pinansin dahil nakatuon ang atensiyon ko sa lalaking nasa harapan ko.

I never in my whole life got attracted to my opposite s*x. When I'm with Stevan, siya lang ang nakikita ko and nothing else. But look at me now, drooling at someone I've never seen before. I stared up at his face.

He's a tall man in his early thirties. All his muscles are perfectly in shape and in its right places. Yum! Nagmumukha akong maliit kahit nakapwesto lang ako sa harapan niya. He looked so fine and gorgeous with a pink kissable lips. Lalo na at naka awang pa ang mga ito dahil sa gulat. His brows are so thick, at bagay na bagay lang ito sa kanya. Even his eye lashes is so long, I'm jealous. His eye color? Isn't it gray? May lahi ba ang isang ito? Kahit ang ilong niya ay napakatangos. They say, nobody is perfect, but I say he is perfect. Siguro ay mahal na mahal siya ni Lord dahil napaka perpekto ang pagkahulma niya sa taong ito.

"Hi?" Nahihiyang sabi ko sa kanya. Is he checking me out, too? For sure, nasa isip niya kung bakit ako naligaw dito. With an average face like this, he will think that I'm ugly and no one will actually like me.

"Sorry you got the wrong number." Sabi naman nito at dali-daling sinarhan ang pinto. Ay, may lakad? Hinawakan ko ang pintuan upang hindi niya masarhan.

"Sandali!" Sigaw ko, even if I'm small, my voice is so loud. Sinamaan niya ako ng tingin. Did I wake him? Because I am hundred percent sure that he just got up from his bed, in the middle of afternoon.

"What else do you need to say?" Napakamot na lang ako sa aking pisnge. Just say it, Reeve! You want revenge, right? Kapag nalaman ito ni Stevan, alam ko sa sarili ko na masasaktan siya. And that's my plan. I want to hurt him the way he hurt me. Forgiveness? I tsked. I won't forgive him... them. May namumuong poot dito sa puso ko. They say, I should move on and forgive but I say I can't move on just like that. Gusto kong gumanti, hindi ako pinalaki ng mga magulang ko para kawawain lang. They should taste their own medicine. Call me immature or what, but I don't want Stevan and Erin to be happy while I'm stuck being sad.

Hindi ma-aapply sa akin ang mga katagang: "Kung saan ka masaya, doon na rin ako." No, s**t. Kung saan ka masaya, sisirain ko.

"Look here, Miss." Geez! Even his voice is so cool. Nakakaakit ang boses niya. Hindi ko napansin na habang nagiisip ng malalim ay nakatingin lang ako sa mukha niya.

"I'm looking." I whispered because I am literally looking at him! I couldn't keep my eyes off him.

"My condo number is 638, so f**k off." The way he cussed, why is it so freakin' sexy? Nakakainis naman dahil na attract ako kaagad sa kanya! Who wouldn't be?

"No..." Sabi ko dahil alam ko sa sarili ko na nasa tamang pinto ako. Sana hindi siya pamilyadong tao. I searched a ring from his finger, pero wala naman itong suot na singsing.

Sana wala rin girlfriend dahil ayaw kong makasakit ng isa pang tao.

"I'm sure that I'm in the right number." He's so impatient! 'Yun agad ang unang pumasok sa isip ko. Dahil sasarhan na naman sana niya ang pinto. Just tell him what you want, Reeve.

"Do you want to have s*x with me?" For a virgin and old fashion like me, those words came out so naturally.

"Have s*x with me." Ulit ko dahil mukhang hindi niya ako naintindihan kanina. Patuloy lang nakaawang ang kanyang labi. Geez! Why does his lips are so tempting and inviting?

"Let's have sex." I never been this liberated.

"What the f**k is wrong with you." Napapikit ako dahil mukhang iniisip niya nababaliw na ako.

"I'm a virgin, hindi ka na lugi sa akin." Doon na siya makakasigurado na wala akong STD. Wait does he have a girlfriend? Tiningnan ko ang mata niya pababa sa kanyang mga labi na hanggang ngayon ay nakaawang pa rin. Damn those lips, they are freaking inviting and so I did something that I will regret in the rest of my life, I kissed him in the lips. Parang literal na tinapon ko ang sarili ko sa kanya. Dahil matangkad siya ay kailangan ko pang mag tip toe. I kissed his lips with all I've got!

He was stunned at first but he kissed me back eventually. Compare sa mga halik ni Stevan ay mas nagugustuhan ko pa ang halik niya. Who is this guy, for sure he's pretty rich because he's living in the annex.

I pushed myself in, para hindi na siya makatanggi pa. See what I've become, Stevan. You've been asking me for my virginity but look at me now, sa iba ko ibibigay.

"Do you have girlfriend or anything?" I whispered between our kisses. I felt him smirked but didn't answer me.

"I'll consider you being my girlfriend if you're good." He teased back. Okay, he doesn't have one. Tiningnan niya ako sa mga mata ko. Tingin na parang iba ang pinapahiwatig.

What he was thinking? Gusto kong malaman kung ano ang iniisip niya.

This guy has the ability to drive me crazy even though he's doing nothing. He turned around and suddenly grab my waist. Napasinghap ako sa ginagawa niya. Bumilis ang t***k ng puso ko. Am I scared? Ngayon pa ba ako matatakot? I mean, sa tingin ko ay willing na siya makipagtalik sa akin pero bakit ako naman itong biglang umuurong?

"You really want this, huh?" After saying those words, he kissed my lips softly. So f*****g soft, our lips is melting into the moistness. Dahil sa sobrang gigil ko ay nakagat ako ang baba ng labi niya. He didn't react, hence, he just bit my tongue.

"Ouch!" Singhal ko sa ginawa niya. I saw his lips curved into a smirk.

"Do you really want to do this?" Tumango ako dahil sa sinabi niya. Nang maghiwalay ang mga labi namin ay doon ko lang napagtanto na nasa loob na ako ng condominium niya. The place is so huge. Hinila niya ako papunta sa kanyang living room na mayroong Victorian sofa.

"Name, give me your name." What? I started panicking. Why does he have to know my name.

"A-amanda." Really, Reeve? Kung ano na lang ang unang pumasok sa isip ko na pangalan ay ito ang agad ang sinabi ko.

"Well, Amanda, I just want you to know that I don't make love, I f**k hard." Biglang nagtaasan ang mga balahibo ko dahil sa sinabi niya. Bakit parang umiinit ang buong paligid?

"Do me, whoever you are. Own my body, it's yours." With his good looks, hindi na ako lugi sa kanya. Mukha naman siyang lalaki na healthy at walang STD. His kisses are good, way much better than Stevan's. I'm completely addicted to it.

"Don't blame me, you asked for this." I want this! This is the only revenge that I could think of na masasakit si Stevan. Maybe love can make you dumb. Muntik na akong magmakaawa na huwag niya akong iwan. That thought makes me sad but I push it away. Kaya imbis na malungkot ay tinuon ko na lang ang atensiyon ko sa paghalik sa lalaking ito. We're kissing like there's no tomorrow. I know how to kiss but I'm not a great kisser. Pero pagdating sa kanya, he's doing it right. Ginaguide na niya ako, seems like he have the upper hand.

True to his words, he's not passionate. He want it hard. I have no experience with this that's why I am following his lead.

His hands started wandering all over my body. I felt him caressing my hair. Saan ko ilalagay ang kamay ko? My hands are just placed besides my body. Para tuloy akong tuod!

He pulled me closer kaya naman ay napahawak ako sa dibdib niya para hindi kami ganon kalapit. He kissed my lips for the last time, hanggang bumaba ang mga halik niya sa leeg ko. May kiliting hatid iyon sa aking katawan. I bit my tongue upang hindi makagawa ng ingay dahil sa kanyang ginagawa.

When Stevan is starting to do this with me, ay agad akong umiiwas. Alam ko sa sarili ko na mahina ako sa temptasyon, kaya naman habang maaga pa ay pinipigilan ko na ang sarili ko.

Hindi ko akalain na ganito pala ito kasarap.

He started to undress me, I'm no longer shy. Kahit anong makita niya sa katawan ko ay ayos lang, ito lang din naman ang huli naming pagkikita.

He unhooked my bra and his kisses travels from my neck to my n*****s. When he reached his destination, he started to suck it. Oh, la la! It felt so good. If this is my first time, I want to feel it again and again. But he's the only one can do this to me. I got this guy. I want him, inside me thrusting his hardness. Maybe this is the reason why Stevan cheated, but still, this is not an excuse!

Bumaba ang mga halik niya, coldness enveloped my body. Wala na pala akong damit sa pang itaas, at dahil nakashort lang ako ay agad niya itong natanggal.

"Ahmm..." Small sounds came from my lips, lalo na at hawakan niya ang private part ko. His fingers are so long that I could feel it. Napakainit ng kanyang kamay at sa tuwing may nahahawakan niya ay bigla na lang akong napapa tip toe sa kanyang ginagawa! Goodness gracious! Napaka sarap ng hatid nito sa katawan ko. Tinulak niya ako sa sofa at pinahiga. I waited for him to do something. Pumwesto siya sa itaas ko at agad pinataas ang mga binti ko. This is awkward but I just wanted it to be dine.

Buti na lang at nagpa wax ako last week! Hindi nakakahiya ang pempem ko ngayon!

At dahil sobra akong nakabuka sa harapan niya ay kitang kita niya ang butas ko. He just touched it again at parang may ginagawa.

"Ohh! Ohh!" Sigaw ko ng ipasok niya ang isang daliri niya.

"You're not lying, you're still tight." I moaned when he slowly move his fingers inside me. Bigla na lang akong napapaangat ang katawan dahil sa ginagawa niya. Hindi ko alam kung saan ko ibabaling ang ulo ko kaya naman sa mukha na lang niya ako tumingin. Looking at his handsome face and uncombed hair.

"You're so soft, Amanda." He still remember the name that I told him.

He pulled his fingers out at ako naman ay biglang na disappoint dahil gusto ko pa! Mag rereact na sana ako nang ilabas niya ang kanyang tinatago, he stroked it and rubbed it in my wetness.

"W-wait!" Bigla akong napaupo dahil sa gulat!

"I-is that f-for real?" Natatakot na sambit ko. Why does he have to be that long and big!

"Relax, it will fit, trust me." He pushed me to the sofa, parted my legs, and rubbed his hardness again. Napakatigas nito at hindi ko alam kung paano niya ito maipapasok. Ramdam kong unti-unti na siyang nakakapasok pero may hatid itong sakit.

"Damn it." Rinig kong mura niya. My toes curled from the sensation and my hands are now clenched into fist.

"I'm going in." He said while staring at my eyes. Lalo akong nakaramdam nang kakaiba nang biglaan niyang itutok ito sa aking p********e. Naliliyo ang kanyang mga mata at makikitang di maipaliwanag ang nadarama. I moan softly. Damn this feeling. Dahan-dahan siyang bumabayo at nararamdaman ko na medyo naluluha ako dahil sa sakit at sarap sa pakiramdam. Halo-halo na ang aking nararamdaman. He keeps on thrusting inside me and the feeling is so nice.

"Ahh! s**t!" Kung kanina ay napipigilan ko pang umungol, ngayon naman ay hindi ko na kayang pigilan ang sarili ko. He's getting faster at umuungol ako sa tuwing may tinatamaan siya sa loob ko. Napakasarap ng kanyang ginagawa.

He's making me satisfied. He's giving me pleasure. Dahan dahan kong iminulat ang aking mata at nakikita kong patuloy pa rin siya sa pagbayo. Hindi ko na maipaliwanag ang nararamdaman ko. I have this feeling na para akong naiihi na hindi ko malaman. He groans roughly knowing he's c*****g. He's thrusting me hard. He keeps doing that until we reached our climax. He pulled his d**k out and started dressing, kahit tanging boxer lang ang suot niya simula pa lang.

Nagkatinginan kaming dalawa and we both looked away.

"Coffee, tea, juice, milk, or water?" Everything is coming at me now, we both c*m at the same time. Biglang namula ang akong pisnge dahil sa naalala kong nangyari sa aming dalawa.

"W-water." I faked a cough dahil mukhang ako lang ang nakarinig ng sinabi ko.

"Just water." Hindi na siya sumagot at naglakad papunta kung saan.

I just have s*x with a gorgeous guy and now he's giving me water.

Dali-dali akong nagbihis at inayos ang sarili.

Goodness, Reeve! Kapag ba broken-hearted ang mga tao ay natatanga na talaga?

Dahan-dahan akong naglakad palabas ng living room at agad dumiretso sa pinto.

And before I can set my feet outside his door, I promised myself that this will be the last time I will see him. Reeve, you are such a bad girl.

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