Heart of Yours

Chapter 43

Devon's POV

"You are starting your heat, Goddamnit!" I mutter under my breath as I take her inside the pack house and throw her on the bed.

She squeals as she sits up and I take a few minutes to shut every door and window. I even pulled up the silver blinds that are only for emergency purposes but I don't think I have seen any other emergency than this one!

By the time I came back to the room Samika is in, she is already naked and she is touching herself for relief. Now this is making me extremely uncomfortable with the addictive scent and the sight of her touching every part of her body, with a pained expression on her face.

Her expression changes as soon as she notices me and she sits up, throwing the blanket around her.

"I am not letting you get close to me," she says but her gaze at me says otherwise making me even more uncomfortable about the entire situation.

I am not uncomfortable because of her heat! I am uncomfortable because we are actually fighting before this happens. In my mind, her heat went a different way and this is definitely not it. It was supposed to be us and just us where she would scream my name letting everyone in this pack know that I am the one pounding into her.

"And I am not touching you without your permission, love" I say and rush to the bathroom to run a cold bath for her as I hear the ruckus outside. Maybe half the male population might be outside fighting because of the heat scent.

I throw Samika on my shoulders again and she gasps but doesn't say anything. Maybe because the way our bodies are touching is making her feel good since it is her heat right now.

I gently place her in the cold water and she shivers a bit, but I ask her to stay inside until her heat passes away at least. Even Cassie is outside. I could call her for help, but with one door open, tens of wolves would storm in. And it's honestly not their fault either. The mate scent makes everything impossible for male wolves to focus on what's right and what's wrong.

"I still hate you," Sam whispers, with her teeth chattering because of the cold and I wish I could do something for her. To take her pain away.

"You are not thinking straight, love. He was dangerous even to you and you know it," I whisper but she is shaking her head.

"That doesn't mean you could do things like that behind my back," she says and she honestly has a point.

I should have at least told her about my move. But she was so distant a few days ago that I was even afraid at one point. I was afraid she would kill herself but now I am noticing she is doing better. Maybe it's The Madfur effect but I am glad.

"I am sorry. I should have told you, but I have no idea who threw him into prison," I say and she nods.

"It could be Paxton. I know you and I have different opinions but our main enemy is the same. I hope you are understanding what I mean," she says and I nod, totally understanding what she is saying.

"And just remember that I will never forgive you for what you did to my mother," she says again and I nod once again.

"I know you wouldn't believe me even if I told you a thousand times, but I didn't do it intentionally. I would do anything to take that back, love. I would. And I am sorry once again. I will wait until you forgive me but I will do everything in my capacity to make sure that you do," I tell her and walk out of the bathroom and to the bedroom.

If she doesn't want me to touch her, then I am not going to. But if Paxton is the one that's doing all this, then maybe it's time I have a talk with him again.

"Yes please! I am in the mood for some blood," my wolf howledp in the back of my mind and I mindlink Tyler asking him to arrange for a mini trip to the human territories.