Colors Of The Night

Chapter 4 His life

Raiken Reagan

“Raiken bru here”; tawag sa akin ni Zap. As i scan the crowd of New York famous club. I march to their side when i see my friends.

“Happy birthday bru”; bati ko kay Wayne, as we bump our shoulders. It’s his 36th birthday today and as usual we celebrate it all together like a bachelor. Kahit ang iba sa amin ay may asawa na. We are all 8 members in our circle but its only 5 to 6 that are visible lately and today we are only 5 gather here.

"Oh thank you, anyway how are you lately?" Tanong ni Wayne as he gives me our favorite beer.

"Am good, busy as usual. Just came from overseas, been a while since we last catch up each other"; saad ko lahat coz all of us are really busy. Most of us are career driven people and its either owning a business or having an establish career. My main business is in New York but i also had few businesses around the globe.

“You are so busy turning your money, Man.” Natatawang saad ni Rion. “When are you gonna settle down, so that somebody will benefit your hard earn money? Man you are not getting younger”; dagdag pa niyang saad.

“I don’t know man, haven’t meet the one i have been looking for, just like you do.” It’s the reality, in my stage and my status, a lot of women’s are flocking in my way but i am careful of which one i gonna associate with.

“Yeah, in our lifestyle, it’s hard to find a woman that are true, authentic and the good one. Most of the girls here are rubbish.” Then we saw girls in other table eyeing in our side.

“Yeah just like them”; turo ko sa mga babae na katapat namin pero di naman masyadong close. We could sense that those girls wanted to joins us. I know in a while, they will be flocking in our side soon.

“Yeah man and you’re too good for their kind. Expensive for a cheap one; natatawa niyang saad.” Rion is a married guy and very picky, hardly to flirt girls in our younger days.

“So how’s the married life?” Interested kong tanong sa kanya. He’s been married for 3 years now.

“Well i can’t complain. I got a pretty good one, the best actually. She still allowed me to hang out with all, even she knows that most of us, do some stupid things. She doesn’t nag. I can trust her with my money for sure and my house.” Upon hearing him, i can tell he is satisfied with the choice he made.

"You’re lucky to find one. You got a good eye." Puri ko sa kanya. He is really lucky to find Evess in his life, a genuine and kind.

All of us are mix blooded but 4 out of 8 are half Filipino like me, I am half Filipino half American, Wayne is half American half Indonesian, Rion is Half Japanese and half American, may British American, my Korean Mexican. We have different ethnicity but we all brothers by heart.

“Man, have you heard the latest news about Adam, getting married to his model girlfriend?” Biglang singit ni Zapero. He is Filipino American like me so with Adam.

“No, i haven’t had the chance to talk to him lately just super busy. I have been travelling back and forth to different country this past 2 months and got heaps of workload waiting for me every time i sat in my working chair.”

“Well you’re always been busy man, so how’s your hotel business going?” Tanong naman na Rich na katulad ko half Filipino half American.

“Well, all doing good. I have been expanding 2 branches in just 3 years of operation since i launch the new baby. It’s soaring in Asia now, in fact I just came from there.” magmamalaki kong saad sa kanila. We are like this most of the updating each personal is part of our friendship. We have been friends since college.

"Seems business is good with you as usual. Don’t you have any plan to have a break? You know enjoy your billions." Natatawang saad pa niya.

"Yeah i think i need a break. I wanna explore Asia this time, not for business venture but just purely leisure and pleasure. Do travelling at same time check my business while am there. And this time i wanna live low key." Share ko sa kanila about my plan.

“I think that great’s idea Man, who knows you can find the one you are looking for while you are in vacation. Time to enjoy what you got. It’s hard to find that here coz you are the target of those socialite and models who wants easy money and instant fame. You are too famous here. Most women of that kind, just want to drape your money in your pocket.”

“Hhhaa yeah true, it’s like give me money honey”; singit na saad ni Walt.

“True, but for time being i wouldn’t mind banging them for fun”; nagtatawanan lang kaming lahat coz most of the girls we encounter just want an easy lay and easy money. I haven’t really met the one they call a woman of substance, just like my mom. I wanted a woman like her, that you can adore and also adores you back.

“I don’t know lately i lost interest in them. I get tired to a meaningless s*x, meaningless relationship and casual hook up. I want to feel how it is to fall in love with a woman. What’s the feeling of being love by someone and being cared without intention of getting something from you?” Share ko sa kanila about my recent dilemma.

“Are you having mid life crises already?” Natatawa wika ni Walt. “It seems you are pretty serious in there.”

“I guess not, i think i want security, to find a woman that you can settle it with. To go home with someone who’s waiting for me. "Have you not been looking those things? Does it also occur in our mind?” Tanong ko kay Waltz coz he’s also single like me, no serious relationship for a long time. He’s into casual hooks up.

"Nah bru, i am still exploring, been there done that about marriage thing. I love my lifestyle now, no drama, no one will ask my whereabouts. I am free as a bird"; balik niyang sagot. He is an actor and a model so a lot of pretty girls are lining for him. And he had been married before but end up divorce; I guess he had a trauma.

“We have same thought bru”; saad ni Xiso. He is single too. “It also occurred me now, how is it to be married to someone you care about, you know for long term relationship.” Share niya sa akin. I am glad di lang pala ako ang nakaranas ng ganun.

“The question is where we can find that kind of woman? Most of the girls we meet are into partying, flirting, showing their body to everyone, they are not interested in staying at home.” Dagdag pa niyang sagot. I guess he is seriously looking for one in this stage of his life, to settle down with someone.

“I think man, just continue having fun until you find your match. I believe it will cross in your way if it’s meant for you.” Comment ni Wayne as they listen to us. He is happily married too. "Never force the situation if its not yet the time just because you’re feeling it already, you will end up in a wrong one."

"But sometimes bru, it was already there but its hard to recognize because your mind is busy looking for something what's you mind dictate. Follow this, what it dictates, coz you will never go wrong"; turo ni Wayne sa kanyang dibdib. He is referring to what my heart desires.

“Well for me as of the moment i want change in me. I just tired of all those s**t that keep happening to me lately"; frustrated kong saad.

“I guess, vacation is what you need. Enjoy your life as holiday goer and not a business man trip. Loosen up a bit”; suggest ng iba.

We had been talking about different topics in there, about life, works, technology, getaway and even the current event in our place like politics.

Then the girls who eyed us a while ago couldn’t help but flock their way to us, they are 4 of them. So i decide to have fun. I don’t mind bringing one to my hotel to fill my night.

And the one i got, she's kinda hot, i see her in some magazine for men as a cover. And for sure she recognizes me in the magazine too. I was feature last time, regarding my life and my businesses. It’s a way of promoting my businesses too.

"What do you want me to do baby?" She says it in flirty tone as we reach my penthouse. She is one of those kind that i can’t trust.

"Well, give me your best move, i wanna lost tonight. Make me forget my problems." Seriously kong saad sa kanya. I am not a romantic type of a man nor a gentleman perhaps and i haven’t tried being one yet.

"Sure thing baby, you will be surprise"; panlalandi niyang saad as she moves down to my crotch and plays mine. I just look at her, i don’t feel anything, no excitement either. It was different feeling when I was in my younger years. I am now 37 years. I’m still in my prime but i lose appetite already but i just go with the flow. I let her go her thing.

Well she is good. I will give her that credit. She knows how to pleasure a man for sure.

"Baby, do you enjoy what i did? Coz i enjoyed what you do"; saad ni sa maarting boses. Napapalingo lang ako. She is making it up. How can she enjoy when i didn’t do anything. I just bang her and when i am done, it's done. I doubt if she reach her climax or have a release, for sure she's faking her moans.

"You want more? I can stay a night with you." Naiirita ako sa kanyang boses.

"No, i don’t let a woman stay a night with me. I hate cuddling so you can go now." Taboy ko sa kanya. I lose my appetite in her. I hate fake emotion; fake words just to get my attention. Most of all i hate unreal people.