Valerio’s POV: I was a monster!! I wish I could turn back time and get a chance to change everything I did to Vasilisa and make things right. But I know I cannot go back in time and change what I have done. I cannot repair the damages that I have made. I just sigh and look up and notice that it is already 3 AM in the morning. I am not sleepy. I do not want to sleep. I cannot sleep. I can not sleep knowing that I have done such a huge sin!! I can not sleep knowing that I destroyed Vasilisa’s life!! I can not sleep knowing that I ruined my only true love!! I ruined and destroyed everything!! I look back at the journal and decided to continue reading it, but it is just so hard!! It breaks me. It reflects and reminds me about all the horrible things I have done to Vasilisa, and it