Are You My Mate?

Chapter 10

   * I set out the drinks and candies that he bought us. I don't really drink beer, but I will for him and these are flavored, so I might like them. 

 "The remote is on the table pick a movie," He says as he walks over from the kitchen. I grab it and flip through the options. I don't see any movies that are in theater but I do see a few that I've been wanting to see.

 "The Luna Sings, is supposed to be a good movie, but I've heard that it's a little racy" I say as I smile shyly at him. He bites his lip and sits close to me and hands me the popcorn. "Thank you" "You're welcome baby" 

"Can I have a little kiss?" He asks as he wraps his arm around me. "Yes" I barely get out before he is sucking on my lips. "Dean, I need a break," I breathe out after he pulls back. "I'm sorry you're just so beautiful and I can't wait to make you mine," "But I am yours" I want to be claimed by him, even though, marking and mating frighten me. 

"You are?!" "Yes Dean" "It's all I've ever prayed to the Moon Goddess for" He kisses me again and lays on top of me, lifting my legs to rub his body against mine. "I need you so bad Deni baby," he says against my lips. I moan and hug him while trying not to waste the popcorn all over the floor. 

"I'm sorry baby, it's hard not touching you when you're so close," he says as he watches me catch my breath. 

He slides off of me and kisses my cheek. Then he opens one of the drinks and hands it to me. I take a sip, but he tells me to drink a little more so that I'm not so nervous. I do and then he pecks my lips and puts the movie on play.  

After I finish the bottle he pulls me in close to his body and I enjoy the feeling. He keeps kissing my head and hugging me tightly then he grabs my hand and holds it. (So much for eating popcorn) 

I guess he reads my mind because he loosens his grip and picks up the bag off of the floor. Then he grabs a drink and downs it. "Here have another" he says as he opens one and waits for me to drink.  

"Would you like some?" I ask as I pass him the bag. I love how he looks at me, but when his eyes are dark it makes me very nervous. It's like he can't stop kissing me. (I like when he kisses me, but not when I have to fight to breathe) I know that it's not him. (At least I don't think it is) I'm pretty sure it's Chip his wolf.

"I'm fine" he says as his eyes go back to brown. I blow out a relieved breath, until he pulls one of my legs on top of his. I watch as he to runs his hand up and down my leg. I wore this dress to impress him sine he liked my legs in the skirt that I wore for him. (Then again he had the same reaction) Nelson warned me about wearing this. 

"Dean" I say softly. "I promise I won't hurt you" "I know you won't hurt me but..." He kisses me to stop me from talking. Then he pulls back slowly and looks into my eyes.  

 He sucks his fingers, making sure that I am watching. Then he slides his hand up my dress until it reaches my panties. "De..." I'm not sure of what to say. "This isn't mating, but it feels good too, at least, it does to you" He whispers. 

He growls lowly as I start to moan from what his fingers are doing to me. "Dean... please stop" I breathe out. "Don't you like the way I make you feel baby?" He asks before he kisses me. "I-I don't know'' "It's weird" I say as I put my hand over his, hoping that he'll stop. 

"Baby, if I can't mark you, I need to at least be able to mate with you!" "I'm not going to mate with you now, I'm just trying to ease you into it,'' he says when my eyes get big. "You have no idea how hard it is not to take you here and now," "I have wanted you for years," he says before he pecks my lips. "I wish I could complete the mating process now," he says against my lips, when I don't say anything.

"I do too, but I'm afraid" I say as I try to slide my leg off of his. "Then just let me do this, until you're finished," "It'll prepare you for when you're ready," "How will I know when I'm finished?" "Baby" he moans as his eyes go back dark.

 "I'll let you know just relax, okay" he breathes out heavily. Something about his breathing causes me to feel a little light headed or aroused. (I'm not used to this feeling) I nod slowly, feeling very nervous about finishing. (How will he know when I'm finished?) (Will I know when I'm finished?)

I relax my body and I close my eyes as he goes back to moving his fingers. "You're so close baby," he says as my breathing changes and I feel a tightness in my pelvis. He growls as my body shivers and I whimper one last time, then he's back on top of me so that he can kiss me. 

At first, I think he is going to mate with me but he only kisses me. "I'm going to do something, and I want you to let me, no matter how you feel, okay baby," "Okay" I whisper still a little confused and out of it from what he just did to me.

"Please" he says as I tense up when he pulls at my panties. I relax and I tense up again when he lays between my legs. "Dean!" I say panicked when he lays down and grips my legs to kiss between my legs. "Deni please!" he says sternly as I wiggle trying to get away. 

"Thank you" he says when I stop moving. I close my eyes tightly cringing as he kisses and sucks. (I have never felt so uncomfortable) Relax baby he links. Before long I'm moaning as I grip on to the sofa cushion with one hand and my dress with the other. 

When I'm 'finished,' he crawls up my body to kiss me as I lay still calming down. "I want you to smell like me" he whispers before he passionately kisses me. I moan softly in his mouth as he grinds on me and I realize that he isn't wearing any clothes. (I think I remember him taking off his shirt, but I don't know when he removed his shorts and boxers) 

His breath deepens as he rubs himself against me and I can only moan and hug him. He pulls back and strokes himself then he aims between my legs squirting me. "Sorry baby" He says as he grabs his shirt to wipe me off. "It's okay" I say as I pull up my dress to see what he's doing. 

He smiles and bends down to peck my lips. Then he lays next to me to and hugs me. "Do you want to come to my house tomorrow, after you leave work?" "I have to..." "You don't want to spend time with me?!" "I do Dean, but Luna Karen may get upset with me" I say quickly when I hear the hurt in his voice. 

"She'll be fine, just stay a little while," "We'll be in my room anyways," "Okay" "Great, I'll order some pizza or something and we can watch a movie or talk or whatever you want," he says as he hugs me a little too tightly, causing me to smile, even though it's a little uncomfortable. (I love that he cares so much about me)