Flashback Ellie POV John is so tender and sweet to me on the ride home. I know he is having a hard time, too, with leaving baby Leah behind. Crissy and Missy agreed to take shifts, so there is always family with her, but I feel like my heart has been pulled out of me and stomped. John helps me out of the truck and into the house. I hear someone at the door, but John ignores it until he gets me settled. I want to lay down and sleep in my own bed for a few hours before we go back to see baby Leah. He leaves me for only a second. I hear him talking, and then the door slams hard. It had to be my family. I should have never told them about baby Leah. John makes his way back to me. I hear him making coffee, and then the phone rings. John is on the phone for a split second and then in our b