Was Blake pretending? I asked myself after returning to our apartment or was he merely blocking out certain memories because he preferred not to remember them? It was impossible, I admitted reluctantly that he was hoping that he could Wipeout the past. He might believe that if he could get her to see him often enough, so she would gradually forget what had happened. And it was coming through just like he wanted. I thought admitting it myself. I must remind myself the anger that I had for Blake and it shot up like Mercury inside me. If he was pretending he was a lying swine, I thought furiously. I told myself tenth time that day that I will not go and visit him I would stay away from him from now on and tell Kate that the game was over. But in the end I went ridiculing myself for her my