I went to his mother’s house at last and Kate came and sat beside me holding my hand, listening quietly while I tried to explain my complex emotions.
Gently Kate said, “You make it all too complicated Lara. There is only one question for you to answer to yourself. “Do you want to go with him or not?”
I groaned and said. “You know very well I do Kate.”
I saw the satisfaction in his eyes, but I could not even feel angry with her as I was to disturbed and troubled with my own emotions. I had no time to worry about other people. Kate had not made any secret of her desire to get us back together again.
She hesitated a moment and I could feel she wanted to tell me something but was hesitating, so I urged her.
“ Kate please tell me what is bothering you?”
“Lara before he ha
