The Gangster's Girl (English)

Chapter 7

You're trying your very best to avoid this guy Samantha so keep going and don't f*****g mind him. He can follow you or whatever but don't talk to him or the walls you're building will fall down.

"Sam let’s talk," He started walking until he was able to get infront of me.

I tried to pass him but he won't just let me. Right, I know he's Sean and he's not gonna let me slip through him that easy.

“Samantha, don’t be stubborn. Let’s talk,”

I stopped. I let out a huge sigh, “I don't want to.”

“Samantha can you please listen to me first? You are not making any sense with this listen to me.”

I looked at him unbelievably, “I don’t make sense? Look, I'm trying to avoid you. I am trying my best to avoid you because every f*****g thing you do makes me sick. And now you're here telling me avoiding you doesn't make any sense?”

“That’s not what I mean!”

“And I fuckin’ don’t care! Why do you have to talk to me in the first place? Will you apologize for leaving me behind? For choosing your new girlfriend rather than choosing me?” I laughed sarcastically, “You don’t have to explain, I've known you have this tendency ever since we were kids. I have always known you'll leave me one day for a girl. I have set endless patience for you but I'm afraid it just ended today. So please leave me the f**k alone.”

He facepalmed in frustration. He murmured different curses.

“Sam--“

“I said leave me alone!”

“What the f**k? You can’t just tell me to leave you alone! I left everything from school and drove my car like a drag racer so I can reach your home because I am so damn worried about you! I was calling you for I don’t how many times but you’re not answering your goddamn phone! Samantha, this is not just about my fvucking stupidity leaving you behind and taking you for granted! This is about you! I'm gonna lose my f*****g mind if I don't see you anywhere at school! I’ll go insane once I lose you!”

“What? What are you saying?”

I steppec backwards, wanting to stay away from him because I know a few more words and I'll surrender and forgive him. But then he knows me too well that he stepped forward to pull me to his chest.

“I’m sorry, for everything that happened.” I felt him kissing my temple but I just can't process this. What is this? What is he doing?

“I said I don’t need an apology.,” I said trying to be firm and strong despite the howling heart inside my chest.

“You scared me. Don't leave the school premises without telling me. God, Samantha, you’ll kill me.” I felt him kissing my hair.

“Can you tell me why are you acting like that?” Can you clear everything to me?

 “I broke up with Nica awhile ago.”

"Why?"

“I told you right? It’s my plan to break her because of what she did to you. It’s just you who still don’t get it.”

I tried to push him but my hands ended on his chest instead because I realized I cannot really move him. I was shocked when I suddenly felt his lips on my neck. He’s giving me chaste kisses that makes me flush scarlet.

“S-Sean what do you thin you're doing?”

“That’s my last game Sam, I don’t want you to get mad at me anymore.”

“What?" I laughed, "Why would I get mad with that? It's the Sean that we know. Can you please let me go now? Don't tell me I'm your next target because no, I can't be one of your girls Sean."

He chuckled near my ear that made me have goosebumps all over.

“This is not a game Samantha, you are not one of my toys. And those girls are not my girls. I only have one girl.”

“Whatever it is, stop what you're doing--Sean! What the f**k are you doing?!” I hit his chest when I realized he's putting a hickey on my skin.

“Sorry baby but I have to mark my territory,” he smirked.

What?

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Kim and Armie flocked to me when I came back at our room. They both want to know what happened after Sean followed but I just shrugged and laid on my back.

My mind's haywired at everything he said. I don't understand what are we now. I don't understand him. He said I was his only girl and what about his previous girlfriends? Damn Sean.

When Kim and Armie realized I won't open up tonight, they decided to go swimming instead. They informed the boys so they went to the pool area to prepare some snacks and beer.

I sat when I saw Armie get out of the bathroom wearing only a black two piece. Kim's jaw dropped.

“This sexy b***h,” I murmured. She’s really sexy, you can't deny her hourglass body. I forgot that she’s a swimmer that's why she's so slim like this.

“What?” She laughed when she saw our reactions, “Go change your clothes now, I want to swim!”

Kim followed but she only wore a cute yellow tube over her denim shorts. She's slim as well but she doesn't have enough confidence to show too much skin.

“It’s okay, keep it to yourself.” I smiled at her to raise her confidence.

"How about you Sam? Aren't you going to change?" Armie asked while she's putting a matte lipstick on.

God, how will I wear a swimsuit if I have a hickey on the side of my neck? I know it will be such a big fuss. Damn Sean.

"Uhh you two can go ahead. I'll go find something to wear," I'll go put some concealer on this hickey. I'll kill Sean after this.

"Are you sure?" Kim is now wrapped in a towel.

I nodded. I gave them a reassuring smile.

They agreed and left me alone inside the room. That's when I had the time to check my hickey at the body length mirror just inside the room.

It's damn swelling and so obvious I probably have to put concealer for a few days to hide it or my mom might kill me once she sees this.

I worked on concealing it until it was successfully hidden. I changed into my red one piece bathing suit when I'm done.

I let my hair down so it can cover my neck too. It's dark at the pool so they probably won't notice this. I'm not gonna lock myself up here just because I'm afraid they'll see this.

I was looking at myself at the mirror when I saw the door opened. I turned around to see who just came in and my brows instantly furrowed when I saw Sean.

"What are you wearing?" He leaned at the door looking at me from head to toe. His forehead creased like he didn't like something.

"Don't tell me you're going down wearing that piece of s**t baby,"

I raised my brows and showed him the side of my neck, "You think giving me a hickey will stop me from anything I want to do Sean?"

He walked towards me. I was taken aback when he slid his hand on my waist, "You look sexy but I don't like what you're wearing so go change now."

We have never been this close before except at those times when I hug him in a friendly way. Now this is all shaking my system.

“You can swim wearing shorts and a t-shirt. So go change your clothes.” He caressed my waist while making small circles on my skin and I couldn't move because it makes me feel so weak.

“But--"

“No buts alright.”

“I don't understand why can't I wear this.” I don't think my voice still sounds rebellious when it sounded so soft now.

“I really am. I already said, I’m territorial.”

He then walked towards my bag near the bed and started rummaging for some clothes. He gave me a black tshirt and I was surprised when he knelt down infront of me and raised my foot one by one so he can put on my shorts. I trembled in an unexplainable feeling.

“H-hey I can do it alone,” I held on his shoulder to maintain my balance.

He shook his head, “Let me do this.” He stood up so he can pull my shorts on.

I was trembling with a different feeling while he was zipping it. I was just staring at him and I can clearly see how his adams apple moves, as well as how his jaw clenches. I can feel the heat on my face.

“Don’t stare at me like that Samantha, I am trying so hard not to lay you down on that bed.”

I can feel my heart drumming inside my chest, “J-just let me do it--“ That’s when I felt his lips crashed to mine. His fingers crawled to my neck to pull me closer while I was shocked and unmoving. My eyes are open, looking at him in complete shock.

I don’t know how to respond because I haven’t kissed anyone before. God, this is my first kiss!

He must've felt I'm not kissing back because I felt him smile.

“First timer. Do you want me to teach you?” He murmured.

"Is that even something to teach?"

He resulted in a freakin’ sexy laugh. I stared at him. God, Sean, you’re so good with this.

“Nope,” he said, popping out letter ‘p’. He pulled my waist again as if we're not that close enough, “But I’m willing to teach you.” He smiled, showing me his dimple. Oh no, don’t do this to me. Why does he look so handsome right now?

“Stop staring at me like that baby,” he licked his lips.

I watch his lips while he’s talking. God, did he do something to me? Why do I feel this way towards him now? Or is this the feeling I tried to hide all by myself? Why do I feel so attracted to him now?

Something soft placed me back to reality. My eyes grew wide when I realized he laid me down on bed, him on top of me. I felt creeps inside my chest.

“S-sean..”

“Sshh. I’m not going to do that to you. But damn, let me just kiss you.”

I swallowed so damn hard. He stared at me, his eyes are like fire. “I respect you so damn much Samantha, don’t be scared. Now let me just kiss you.” Then I felt him claim my lips in a slow and passionate way.

I closed my eyes and knotted my fingers on his hair. I am a first timer but I feel like I will learn if he'll kiss me this way all day. I studied his language and learned enough how to do it.

“Damn baby,” he paused. “Such a fastlearner,” He murmured between our kisses. I smiled and kissed him back.

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