chapter three: again
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"Zoey I'm sorry I didn't mean to--" without letting her finish, I removed her hand and started running aimlessly until someone suddenly caught up to me and hugged me tightly.
My eyes burnt, my body felt like it was dirty! I just wanted to wash his touch his scent off of me but that wasn't possible because the person holding me had a really tight grip.
A silent scream escaped from me and I let my eyes water. I was pathetic and weak! I couldn't even defend myself! No wonder my parents didn't want me.
Because they knew I was nothing but a weak girl!
"Breath Zoey it's okay, you are safe, breath," the woman holding me said but how can she tell me that when she doesn't even know what I've been through! When she doesn't even know how much it hurts!
"I don't even know for how long I cried but when I let go of her and opened my eyes, I noticed that we were both sitting on a soft bed.
A gasp escaped from my lips as I looked around noticing that I was in a big room.
How did I get here?
I looked at aunty Melisa and she softly wiped my tears away.
"You might not understand why this happened to you Zoey but everything in life happens for a reason,"
For a reason! Was she even serious?! A man molested me and she said there is a reason behind it??!
"It was always in your fate but get some rest okay, take care," She kissed my forehead and got up helping me remove my shoes.
After that, she help me lay in bed and the moment my head hit the pillow I was out like a light!
"No!" I screamed tears falling from my eyes "no, please don't! stop please!" I begged.
He momentarily losenned his grip on my hand and I pushed him off.
He lost his balance falling of the bed giving m an opportunity to run out of my room and call for help but before I could even open the door he grabbed my hair and dragged me back on the bed.
"I was planning on being gentle but now----" using both his hands he pushed apart my legs and with one move thrust inside me.
I let out a scream hitting on his chest and pained filled me up but dispute all my attempts he pinned my hands above and continued thrusting in me painfully hard.
"Stop please!" I sobbed thrushing around but my pleas fell on death ears until
I gasped breathing heavily looking around only to realise that it was just a dream.
I sighed but before I could rest my head on the pillow,
" Where you dreaming about me princess?"
A startled gasp left my lips as my eyes scanned the room again only to see same masked man in my room.
I clutched the blanket tightly while he dangerously walked towards me. His red eyes shining through the mask.
"Did you think you could run away from me?" He asked sitting on the bed next to me.
My mind was telling me to run and save myself but my body was numb I couldn't move I couldn't even do anything.
"You are so pretty mate!" He said and the air got knocked out of my lungs as his words registered in my brain.
Mate? This rapist was my mate?!
"Shocked?" he chuckled removing his mask and I was able to see his face clearly.
The last time I couldn't see clearly because the tears were blurring my vision but today, his face was as clear as day.
He was a fairly handsome man with deep red eyes and a pointy nose. Had high cheekbones and with a cleanly shaved jaw.
He tried to touch me but I scooted away and he grinned mischievously showing me razor sharp pointy teeth.
Was he a vampire?? No wait werewolf blood is lethal to vampires so he can't be one!
He placed his cold hand on my cheek and I flinched trying to push his hand away but he gripped my jaw painfully hard and the next thing I was lying on the bed with him on top of me.
"I won't stop until you are fully mine!"
with that, he ripped my clothes, and entered me, pain coursing through my body
I screamed out in pain trying to push him of while he moaned out in pleasure.
His teeth sinking into my shoulder again and unimaginable pain coursed through my body.
I cried out in pain and betrayal, my mate, the only person who was supposed to love me and help me experience life in a different light was raping me.
he was making me his against my will!
*****
I hugged my naked body tightly again while sitting in the cold bathing tub as tears continued falling from my eyes.
My mate my mate raped me not only once but twice.
How? Why? I thoughts mates were meant to love and care for each other, to become each other's worlds but mine just hurt me!
Why am I so unlucky? First my parents didn't want me and now my mate just raped me? Was I ever meant to be happy in life?
"Hey, Zoey are you okay? Per favore parlami sorella, mi dispiace[ please talk to me sis, I'm sorry] I didn't mean to say what I did. I only have you here Zoey please talk to me. Mi dispiace![I'm sorry] " Zara ranted while loudly knocking on the door.
I turned my head numbly staring at the door as the tears freely and uncontrollably fell.
"Zoey, per favore, apri la porta [ please open the door]!" She pounded on the door again and I simply ignored and numbly sat there while hugging myself and hoping that this was just a nightmare.
"Wait I will go get help okay! just hung in there Zoey and don't do anything stupid!" Her foot steps faded and I sighed laying my head on the side of the tub and wallowing in self pity.
***Zara pov***
I quickly ran down the long flight of stairs while my heart was pound loudly as the fear of something bad happening to my sister crossed my mind.
What if she tried to kill herself? No let me not think that! My Zoey would never do that.
"Zara what's wrong why are you---"
"Uncle its Zoey--" I pointed to the stairs. I didn't like this family but they were the only ones here who could break the door down and make sure my sister was okay.
"Zoey what happened to her?" the king said and all I did was glare at him but he ignored rushing up the stairs with the queen, uncle and I following closely behind.
The four of us walked into the room and I quickly rushed towards the bathroom door.
"Hung in there Zoey, help is here," I said as the king tried to break the door down while the queen and uncle Dean opened the many chest drawers in the room looking for a key.
Once they found the key, they opened the door and me and the queen were the first to walk in.
"Zoey," I sighed in relief but my heart ached when I saw her numbly sitting there and staring into space while hugging herself.
"Mia sorella," I slowly walked towards her and threw my hands around her as uncontrollable sobs escaped my mouth.
I felt so much pity for my sister. She was the most amazing girl ever who was always kind to others and had a heart of gold that was willing to help everyone. She never wished to hurt anyone and yet she got hurt.
"I hate you moon goddess! You were suppose to protect my sister from all of this but you chose to let it happen!" I ranted between sobs.
I know I was being immature but what else could I do. The moon goddess was suppose to protect us.
Mother always said that she's always there to protect and watch over us and yet she failed to do that for my sister.
She let my sister's life be ruined! She let a stranger molest her!
"Zara calm down, Zoey needs us to be strong for her, "
"Don't tell me to calm down," I snapped at the so called queen glaring daggers at her!
"This is all your fault if you had just raised us like you were suppose to then my sister would be fine now but you didn't instead you decided to ---"
"paa!!" a slap so loud echoed through the bathroom and I held my burning cheek.
"Don't you dare! You know nothing okay!" She growled at me and I instinctively felt the need to submit to her but I stood my ground.
"Do you have any idea how much it hurt me to give you and Zoey up?! I didn't want it to happen okay but I had no other option your lives were in---"
"Danger? If our lives were really in danger the why did you bring us back here?! Tell me why didn't you let us stay in Italy?!"
"Because --"
"Because you are a liar!" I yelled, "There is no danger! If there was then something would have happened to us by now right? But nothing has happened so stop that bullshit about us being in danger and just admit you never wanted us! Admit Zane and Lucas are your favourite kids and not me and Zoey admit it!!"
"Zara stop!" The king sternly said
"Don't you dare order me around okay, you are not my father and you never will be! Just stay the f**k away from my life don't talk to me!!"
"Shut up and go to your room!" He used his alpha command on me and I had no other option but to obey!
"Ugh!!" I went straight to my room which was just next to Zoey's and closed the door with a back let out screams of frustration.
"Stupid pack! stupid palace! I hate this place! I hate all of them! I hate them! I screamed in my pillow and my screams turned into cries of frustration while I thought about my sister and wonder why it had to be her and no one else.
It was the night of our sixteenth birthday! The night when she I mean we were suppose to shift for the first time.
We were suppose to have a sixteenth birthday party but that did happen all because some psycho couldn't keep it in his pants.
Now my sister will probably never have a wolf since she didn't shift.
This is all so messed up!
- Writer
