Betrayed

Chapter 11

I woke up really early so that I could go for my morning jog and still make it back in time to make breakfast for Josh and I before he wakes up . I reached home and went upstairs to take a shower. I walk into my bedroom and Josh is still asleep. I tiptoe over to him and placed a kiss on his cheek, memories of last night flood my mind and I find myself biting down on my bottom lip. I shake those thoughts out of my mind and head for the bathroom.

I felt the temperature with my hand and stepped into the shower. As I was busy showering I felt a hand wrap around my waist and turned to see Josh staring at me. I grabbed his face and kissed him.

"Good morning my love." I said to him as a planted another soft sweet kiss on his plum lips.

"Good morning" was all he said and then he slammed his lips on mine and picked me up. His kisses were rough and filled with passion. I could feel his member already poking my thighs and in one swift motion , he slammed his d**k right into me and I let out a scream. He was rough and fast and I loved every minute of it. I grabbed onto his back, my nails digging into his flesh as he had me crying for more.

After our heated session , I got dressed in a pair of ripped jeans and a comfortable top. As I was dressing up ,Josh walked past me and slapped my ass. I grabbed him by the shirt and kissed him.

"Come on , I'm taking you out for breakfast. " He said and I jumped up and hugged him.

"So where are we going? " I said with my hands still around his waist. He pulled me closer for a kiss and looked into my eyes. We stood there for a while just staring at each other. Josh slapped me on the butt and said "let's go".

While he was driving I was sitting in the passenger seat looking out the window. A felt his hand on my thigh and I looked up to him and smiled. I took his hand and kissed it. He smiled at me and I felt butterflies in my tummy.The things this man does to me.

We reached a restaurant, parked the car and got out. We were walking holding hands as we stepped into the restaurant and walked over to our table. The waiter came and took our orders as we sat down making small talk. We didn't say much to each other but the looks we were giving each other said a lot about how we felt.

"I wanna take you for shopping. Just the two of us. No work , no phones. Just us. I wanna spoil you Shaylene"

"Babe, if I have to be honest. I don't really like shopping. I appreciate the gesture but I would love it if we just rent a movie and stay home. As long as I'm with you I'll be happy." I really love

the fact that he wants to spoil me but I'm a very simple girl and shopping is not my thing.

"Shay, I want to do this. There's nothing wrong with allowing someone else to take care of you. Baby I wanna be that someone. "I could sense that he wasn't happy with me declining his offer but I needed him to understand.

"If it makes you happy babe then I'll gladly accept. All I'm saying is that I prefer to just cuddle with you all day long. I know you mean well and you have no idea how much that means to me but, the best moments we share are when you hold me, hug me and shower me with kisses because those are the moments where I feel happy and safe knowing that the one I'm completely in love with is right there with me." I said and waited patiently for his response.

"Do you really mean that? "

"Of course I do Josh."

"I don't have much Shay. I'm no billionaire but I will work to make sure that you'll always have what you need and what you desire. I wanna make sure you live a comfortable life."

"Josh , I don't want a comfortable life. I've been comfortable in the past maybe a bit to comfortable and look how that turned out. I'm not after material things. I've had plenty of that and I don't want it anymore. I just wanna be happy Josh and your the reason for my happiness. That's all I need."

I felt hot tears in my eyes wanting to escape but I forced it down. I meant what I just said. I've never been this happy in my entire life before. In the past month Josh has made me the happiest woman alive. He stood up from his seat , approached me and kissed me. A single tear rolled down my cheek and he kissed it away. I hugged him and we went back to enjoying our breakfast.

We finished our breakfast, Josh paid the bill and we walked out of the restaurant. As we walked out a group of old lady's walked in one of them nearly bumped into us. She looked up and was about to apologise but then froze.

"Mother" I said looking down at the pathetic excuse I once called my mother. She froze , she didn't say a word. It's as if she can't believe that she's looking at her daughter. Damn I'd be surprised too if the daughter I tossed out on the streets suddenly shows up. Jo-Anne my mother's friend came and stood right next to mom.

"Shaylene, it's great to see you. We haven't seen each other in years" She wanted to hug me but stopped when she saw that I wasn't interested. "Where have you been? " Jo-Anne asked.

"Well why don't you ask your friend." I pointed towards my 'mother' it seemed to have worked. She finally snapped out of it.

"Shaylene, where have you been ? We've been concerned about you. You can't just take of like that without warning us." My mom said.

"Really Julia? Concerned? You weren't so concerned when you tossed me out on the street." I spat at her and the next thing I felt was her hand on my cheek. She slapped me.

"You do not talk to your mother like that young lady. I am still your mother and you will respect me!" She yelled and I felt my blood boiling. I stepped closer to her and she took a step back.

"Your not a cats ass worth of being called a mother." I said.

"Shaylene you can't talk to your mother like that. " Jo-Anne said and I turned to her and said" she's not my mother"

"What has gotten into you Shaylene? That's your mother and you have to respect her! You should be ashamed of yourself." Jo-Anne said.

"f**k you Jo-Anne" I said and she slapped me right across the face.

"I am not your mother and I will not handle your s**t!" I could tell from the look on her face that she didn't expect what happened next. I slapped her. She fell back but my mom caught her and before I knew it Josh intervened . I completely forgot about him. My mom wanted to slap me again but Josh blocked her.

"That's enough" He said. "Shay , baby let's go. " when I didn't respond he grabbed me and through me over his shoulder. He put me in the car , got in and we drove home in silence.

When we got home I walked into my house with Josh following behind. He grabbed my hand and turned me around to face him. I looked up to him with teary eyes and he hugged me close to he's chest. I cried my heart out to him and he just stood there comforting me and holding me close.

I've felt alone for so long that I forgot what it was like to have someone be there for you and now I know I'm not alone anymore.