The Lost Queen Book 2 - Kehlani

23. Visitor

I climb out of the shuttle and Victor comes running out the door. He pulls me quickly to the royal house. Then he opens the door and pushes me in. "VISITOR." He slams the door. I try to open it, and he's holding it shut.

I walk through. Everything seems normal. It's clean and nothing weird. Some food on the table that hasn't been touched, but that's it. I walk down the bedroom hall and Alden is sitting on the floor leaning against my bed. He doesn't see me. He sees something in his hands. I watch him. He looks like hell. His eyes are red and dark around them. I can tell he's been crying a lot. I don't think he's combed his hair or shaved in days. His shirt's dirty. His fingers have dried blood on them. He's bad.

I step into the room, and he looks up from whatever he's twirling in his fingers.

He picks me up. "Thank you for coming back."

I wrap my arms around his neck and bury my face in his shoulder. "I missed you."

"I missed you too baby." He smells me. "You're everything to me baby. I don't want to live without you. I don't want to lose you for even a minute. I can't do this without you. I'm so sorry for everything. I didn't make you feel like I should have. I made you doubt me. I can't be without you anymore. It nearly kills me. You're the only person that matters."

I put my lips on his and give him a little kiss. Pretty sure that was the only way to make him stop talking.

"I promise I'll do better. We'll spend more time together and talk more. I love you. Please don't leave me. I promise I'll fix this."

I give him another kiss. "I didn't think you wanted me. I'm too young and..."

"You're all I've ever wanted, baby. From now until forever. I want you. If I ever make you doubt that, you come to me and break my nose."

"What about that other girl?"

He shakes his head. "I only ever wanted you. My body was messed up because you were there and not waking up. I can't explain it. It's you that I want. She was never you. She can not compare to you. You're everything. I would give up my life for 1 minute of standing here holding you. You're all I want baby." He gives me another kiss. "Forever."

I rub his hair and kiss his cheek. "You need a bath. Have you eaten?"

"I don't need anything but this." He holds me tighter.

I wiggle away, and he looks like I broke his heart. I give him a little kiss. "Let's clean you up and get you some food. I'm not going anywhere else without you."

He picks me back up and cries into my shoulder.

I rub his hair and try to calm him down. "Go take a quick shower, love. I'll get us some dinner. We'll sit and eat together. Then get some sleep."

He kisses me again then puts me on my feet. "Please don't go anywhere."

"I'll be in the dining room."

I know he wants to say something, but he doesn't.

"What?"

"I want to take you with me."

My eyebrow rises on its own.

He smiles and gives me another kiss. "We'll talk about the physical stuff. I know you're lost on it. I'm not going to push you. I would wait forever for 1 kiss."

I throw my arms around his shoulders and kiss him. "You're everything too."

"I could stand here kissing you like this, forever. Looking into your beautiful eyes."

"We're not going to though. You need to eat. Go shower. I'll try to figure out how to open the door."

"What's wrong with the door?"

"Victor was holding it shut. He never said a word, just shoved me in here and held the door shut."

"He was always my favorite."

I roll my eyes and push him towards the bathroom.

I hear the water turn on, and I go to the front door. Someone is still holding it shut. "OPEN THE DOOR."

"NO!"

I kick it. "OPEN THE DOOR VICTOR."

He holds it shut tighter.

I shake my head and go to the table. I get rid of the old food and take off my shoes.

Alden comes out in pajama pants. "What's wrong?"

"Victor still won't open the door."

"He's getting a promotion."

I crack up laughing as Alden grabs his phone and sends something.

Then he comes over and wraps his arms back around me. "I missed this so much."

I run my finger over the hair on his face. "I kind of like this sir."

"I'll never shave again, baby."

I smile and shake my head, "That's not what I meant. It is sexy though."

He grabs my butt and lifts. "This hair you have going on is sexy and the clothes. So different."

I wrap my legs around his waist and let my feet hang. Then I put my arms around his neck and give him more kisses.

"Sit down. You're not eating like that." He sits in the dining room chair and leaves me straddling him. "Almost. You move over now. You can eat then stare at each other." Kina pulls me up and puts me in my own chair. "Now eat." She waits a second. "EAT."

I glare at her. "He's sexy though."

"He's still going to look like that after you're done eating. So eat. Both of you." She glares right back. "I'm standing here until you do."

I pick up the fork and we eat. She watches us until we're done, then clears the dishes.

I move back to his lap. "I didn't mean that quiet of a dinner."

"Yea, she seems mad."

"Are you mad?"

"I'm glad you're back, baby. We'll go forward from here. Please tell me if it ever gets so bad that you want to run again. I will drop everything and go with you. I do not want to lose you."

"I promise."

"Let's go lie down. I need some of your snuggles."

"My pajamas are on the ship."

"I'll give you a t-shirt."

We walk to his bedroom, and he hands me a shirt. I put my back to him and take the top of the dress down. Then I put the shirt on and let the dress fall. Then I take the jewelry off and turn to hand it to him. His eyes are pitch black. "What is it about me in your shirt?" I lay them on his table and climb into bed. I missed sleeping beside him so much.

He climbs in beside me and gives me a kiss. "Damn, I missed this woman." He puts his arm around me and pulls me against him. Then he gives me a deep kiss. It's so loving and gentle.

I roll over on top of him and kiss him again. This is how it started last time too. I went after his neck. I kiss him a couple more times, then I kiss his neck. His hands go up my shirt and he rubs my back.

"You feel amazing baby."

I kiss his shoulder. Then his chest. "I love kissing you."

"I love your kisses."

I kiss his shoulder and onto his neck. I must hit the good spot, he grabs my ass and pushes his d**k against me. "Mmmm" I feel it throb.

"My d**k loves your noises baby." He rolls us over finally.

I raise my knees and feel the skin on his sides touch my inner thighs. "Ohh" it feels amazing. I can feel tingles all over my legs.

It throbs again, and he presses it against me lightly. "You're perfect," he whispers in my ear. Then he kisses my neck.

I grab onto him tightly. It feels amazing, my head falls back and to the side. "UUUHHH"

I get my hand in his hair. I love this more than anything. Then I feel him pulling my shirt up. I grab his arms, and he kisses my neck again.

"ALDEN"

"Yes baby."

His fingers find 1 of my n*****s. He barely touches it and I shove them at his chest. I need more of that. Then he leans down and kisses it. I can't stop myself from screaming, "OH PLEASE"

"Good girl." He moves back up to my mouth and kisses me.

My hips start moving with his. "UHHH"

He kisses the side of my neck and pleasure shoots through me when he draws his fangs. I hold on tighter. "OOHH"

"Here you go baby."

He presses his fangs against the spot that is so tender on my neck. I feel them drag over it.

"OH ALDEN" Pleasure rips through me. "ALDEN" My toes curl and pulse after pulse of pleasure goes through me. I can't explain it, it feels so good. "UUUHHH"

It slows down after not long enough and he's holding me. I'm about to fall asleep, and he is rock hard between my legs. I think he's trying to calm down, but his muscles are shaking. He kisses my shoulder. "I love you."

"I love you too." I kiss his neck, then I draw my fangs, and drag them over that spot.

He holds me against him. I can feel him throbbing between my legs. Over and over. He presses it against me. It almost hurts. I love everything about this. I hold him close and run my nails up and down his back until he relaxes. Then he kisses me. A sweet loving kiss. I see nothing but love in his eyes.

He smiles and rolls us back over. Then he puts me on top of him and rubs my back. "Thank you baby."

I try to say thank you, but I yawn and fall asleep instead.

I wake up in the morning, and he's still beside me.

"We need to talk about everything last night, baby. I don't want you being more confused."

I roll on him and kiss that spot on his neck.

He makes me feel like last night 2 more times. Then I do it for him and fall back to sleep.

I wake up again in underwear the next time. I am so damn relaxed. He's in the shower. I can hear the water running. I lay there and try to look sexy. I'll get him going again. He comes out in a towel and all I can do is stare.

He smirks and walks to bed. I stand in the middle of it then jump at him. I kiss him so deep and wrap around him.

He climbs on the bed and lays down between my legs. "I can not say no to you." He kisses my neck. He keeps going right to my boobs.

I get my hands in his hair. I love his mouth on me.

"I love this baby." He goes back and forth with his lips and tongue.

"Oh yes" I try to get his mouth closer and accidently pull his hair. I feel his teeth on my n*****s after that. He bites it lightly. "OH ALDEN." My legs shoot up, and I can feel his skin on my inner thighs. So many tingles.

He grabs my hip, then thrusts it against me rougher than he was. "f**k baby."

I rub my legs on his sides and the towel comes off. The only thing between us is my underwear, and he feels amazing like this. I grab his hair and pull his head over. Then I kiss that spot on his neck. I make it so wet.

"f**k yes." He grabs my throat and tilts my head. Then he goes after mine with a wet kiss.

"OH GOD ALDEN" My nails drag down his back.

"I want you." He gives me a rough kiss and moves faster.

I bite his shoulder. "UUUHHH"

He grabs my throat and looks into my eyes. "MINE."

"ALDEN" My head falls back, and the pleasure pulses through me. "OH GOD." He keeps pressing it against me until the pulses slow down. This 1 seemed more intense. I go right after his spot and drag my fangs over it.

"Oh f**k YES" It throbs, and I can feel liquid running down my side. I let him finish, then I lightly run my nails up and down his back.

He gets the liquid off us with the sheet. Then he lays down and pulls me against him. He kisses my lips. "I love you."

"I love you too."

"Now I am going to get this talk out of the way."

I snuggle. "But you feel so good."

"So do you baby."

An hour later, I understand how everything works. Where everything goes. Where babies come from. Everything.

I snuggle him and make shapes on his chest. "It's not going to fit."

"We'll get to that baby." He runs his fingers up and down my back. Then he kisses my head.

"GET OUT OF BED AND EAT AGAIN. DON'T MAKE ME COME DOWN THIS HALLWAY."

"I don't want to get up."

"Me either baby. I want to stay like this forever."

Kina walks in the doorway. "GET UP. YOU ARE NOT GOING TO LAY HERE AND GO INTO FRENZY. UP NOW."

"FINE." I glare at her.

"UP. I'LL BE IN THE DINING ROOM WITH THE FOOD. IF I HAVE TO COME BACK I AM DRAGGING YOU OUT OF THAT BED."

"I'M UP."

She takes off down the hallway. "CHANGE ALL THE BEDDING ONCE THEY'RE UP."

I stretch and get up. He throws some pajama pants on and puts a clean shirt over my head. Then we go for breakfast.

We spend the rest of the day cuddled up in different places, loving each other. We eat when Kina tells us too, and try not to piss her off any more than she is. I love him. After dinner, we go to bed and it starts all over again.