Chapter 5: Can’t wash away the sins

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The door opened after one am with Trevor fumbling around the room. His whispered sorry’s and s**t’s every time he tripped on something was almost comical. I laid there as I listened to him finally make it into the shower probably trying to scrub the scent of that waste of space’s overpowered floral perfume. He about as much luck with that as getting the smell of their mixed arousal on his d**k or the std he probably got from her. The breeze hit my skin raising goosebumps from the cold as he got under the covers next to me. “Bridget?” He whispered before scooting his body closer until we were skin to skin with his arm wrapped around me. “Bridget, are you awake?” I fought the urge to jerk away or barf from the thought of his body touching mine after hers. Our mate bond soared sending ripples of pleasure throughout my body even as I tried to reject it. I couldn’t fight the pleasure away breaking my heart a little more. “f**k, I bet you are exhausted from the pain of my betrayal. I wish you knew how much I fought against it and thought of you most of the time. I didn’t want to do it but I had to show you I was in charge. I had to show you I could hurt you when you disrespected me or hurt me.” He kissed my neck his breath smelling sour and full of alcohol. “I know you will forgive me and we can start over. I just hope you will be ok with Marie joining us. Her mouth… damn. She is bi-s****l so maybe you can join in and I can watch her show you just how good she is.” ‘He is f*****g dead. Do you hear me, Bridget? Dead and so is his b***h!’ My wolf raged against wanting out to take care of the job. ‘He is a disgrace to all mates out there. To all men out there.’ I pushed her down unwilling to show any sign I was awake. I wasn’t about to have a conversation with him or get into another fight. I was healed mostly but still have a few bruises. Plus the pain from earlier was only half of the true pain but it did take it out of me. I just couldn’t sleep alone after three years sleeping next to Trevor. “I will admit I was wrong about not touching you. This thick ass of yours is constantly calling to my d**k. I just want to bend you over something and go to pound town.” He pressed his hard length against me as I felt bile coming up to my mouth. “If you would wake up I could show you how good it could be. I could slip right in between your thighs taking you to heights I should have taken you a long time ago.” I wasn’t going to last much longer with him spewing those dirty words. My mind was disgusted but the damn bond was agreeing with him. My body was joining the dark side and if it didn’t stop he would smell it soon enough. He would know I was awake and would think I wanted him. Would he rape me believing my body more than my screams of no? Probably. ‘Kieran! Kieran!’ I linked him hoping he was awake enough to understand what I needed. ‘Wake up, please!’ Trevor’s hand slid up my shirt wrapping his hand around my bra covered breast. “f**k these big titties are more than a handful. Why didn’t I do this before? Holding on to these big titties while f*****g hard and quick is one of my biggest wet dreams.” ‘Kieran!' I screamed as a tear escaped my whimper dying in my throat. ‘Kieran, wake up!' Our link connected with his reply sounding scrambled and freaked out. ‘Wha-what? Luna?’ ‘Finally! Link the Alpha anything to get him to leave, please! Please!’ I begged him as I felt Trevor’s fingers move inside my bra. The skin to skin connection sent even more wetness to my center. ‘What? Why? What is going on?’ He replied sounded hurried and stressed. Trevor pinched my n****e soft at first and then harder. “Wake up Bridget. Let me show you what we have been missing. Let me make up for my mishap earlier. I should have brought Marie here and had you watch. I could have had you both.” He pinched harder sending pain straight to my toes. ‘Just f*****g do it!! Save your Luna!’ I yelled at him knowing my time was about up. He didn’t reply. Trevor put his hand on my hair wrapping it around his fist. He yanked back the pain and surprise sending my eyes open staring straight into his. “Good girl. Now you can join in.” He pressed his length against me again. “Tre-trevor..” I whimpered out my hand grabbing on to his that was on my breast. He smirked at me for a second before his face dropped. His eyes glazed over as he received a link. Thank the Goddess for Kieran. An angry growl ripped from his mouth. “This will have to be put on pause. Keiran did a perimeter check and saw footprints. He also could smell a faint hint of rogue.” “Oh…Ok…” I replied as he removed his hands from me. “Guess you have to go?” I hated how small and scared my voice sounded. I also hated how more turned he on he was when I spoke like that. He shook his head confused. “No. I am going to get some sleep. I had a busy night and have more pack Alpha’s coming in the morning to discuss Marie and I’s plan. You are going to go.” I was shocked but no clue why. I should have known he wouldn’t get his hands dirty. Last night was the first time I saw him put his hands on anyone and he only got those hits in because I was scared. I didn’t say anything I just got up and went to get dressed. As I changed I heard grunts and the slap of a hand going over and over. He was yanking his meat ignoring the imaginary threat to the pack. “Oh Bridget?” He yelled in between grunts. “When you come back don’t shower. I want to see you hot and sweaty when I f**k you from behind.” Nose wrinkling, I shook my head. That sure as f**k was not going to happen. This was my last night in this damn room or near a bed with him. He groaned out Marie’s name as he came just as I walked of the closet. He looked up at me as I stared at the blanket covered in come my face probably showing some of disgust. “What would you prefer if just you as my come rag?” He looked me up and down his grin dropping to a frown. “Why is it you always look worse with clothes on?” “Because you only like girls who are naked.” I couldn’t hold it in anymore. I was about to explode if I kept any more comments to myself. “I have to go protect the pack. Make sure to put that blanket in the washer. No one wants to accidently touch your sperm.” “Bullshit. Marie said it tasted like candy.” He threw the blanket down his come flying to the rest of the bed. “Still a bit on the tip wanna taste?” I took a step back. “What the hell happened to you? You have never been this vulgar or disgusting.” Shaking my head I turned my back on him and walked to the door. “Have a good night.” His arm wrapped around my throat pulling me back into him as he cut off my oxygen. “Remember what I said about being respectful. I was going to get you all turned on before I tore that p***y up but now you will come straight back here, undress, and bend over the couch. You get no preparations before I drill into you. The pain will be your fault for not learning quicker.” I nodded and he let me go. I thought I had more time to take him out but I was wrong. Tomorrow was the day I was going to end our bond and start my plan. I had to hold onto the happy thoughts of him being in pain in front of the pack and visiting Alpha’s. "Tell Kieran we will be having a talk tomorrow about his lack of respect." He growled just as I stepped out the door. I just slammed it behind me and moved fast through the hallway. I was not chancing him trying to rape me now. 'On my way Kieran. I will explain everything when I get there.'
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