Chapter one: Will I ever be enough?
Bridget Pov:
There she sat. In my seat, beside my mate, being overly flirtatious while leaning over showing off her perky t**s. I had to wonder how long it took her to perfect that move without one of those suckers flying out. Looking over at my mate I could tell by his face that he was eating up the attention. I shouldn’t be surprised since he always loved the ladies and the attention from them. I was more surprised on how big of an i***t I was for not seeing it.
Her blonde hair blended in with his making them look like either siblings or a California couple. His brown eyes were only focused on her lips and t**s with them unable to decide on what to focus on more. She was eating up the attention rubbing her hand on this thigh. I half wanted to throw up and half wanted to rip her skinny ass of my mate by her hair. Maybe I could puke on her and then beat the crap out of her. Might make my day better.
“Everything ok, Luna?” Beta Kieran asked leaning around me to see what I was so focused on. “That slut. Want me to get rid of her?”
“No, thank you. She has actually done me a favor.” I put my hand on his arm pulling him back from the doorway. “When he flirts like that it shows me I am not enough for him but at least I am enough for the pack. That is what I have to focus on.
“No, that isn’t true.” He looked confused. “He loves you. He chose you. He can just be a bit flirtatious sometimes. He can do better.”
“Yea he chose me but that was then. Now he chooses different girls to flirt with. Each of them skinnier than the last. I think he might be trying to tell me something about my curvy body.” I laughed at myself. “At least there haven’t been any cheating pains to he is keeping it in his pants. Just don’t know if I can handle whatever this is anymore.”
“Don’t say that. He does love you, every bit of you. He knows you are better than all of the other ladies.” He looked at me with doubt even in his eyes but at least he was trying to be optimistic. “Please don’t leave us. Don’t leave me here alone.”
“Are you flirting with me, Kieran?” I shook my head smirking at him and patted his shoulder before removing my hand. “Let’s go get some breakfast before training. I have a few new moves I want to try out with the ladies.”
He nodded and led the way into the dining room where my mate and the pretty, young hussy sat unbothered. She turned her eyes toward us and gave a smirk. It was gone before anyone else noticed but I knew this girl’s game. She just didn’t know that the prize was a lazy wolf who sucked in bed and never wanted to do anything outside of the pack lands. It was sad how quickly I could fall out of love with him and how his actions still hurt my heart.
“Hello, Trevor, Marie.” I stated nodding in their direction as we passed by. “Trevor, dear, don’t forget the meeting you have with the Alpha of the Foothills pack and Alpha of Half Moon Pack today.” I held back my wolf’s possessive growl. We didn’t need to make a scene in front of everyone.
He jerked back from Marie and started patting all of his pockets. “s**t. Where is my phone?” His voice was a bit frantic. He probably had all sorts of texts he didn’t want me to see.
“I can help you find it.” Marie offered scooting closer to him her breast skimming against him. “Anything to help my Alpha out with a problem. Any problem.”
I laughed shaking my head at how thick this girl was laying it on. “I doubt that, sweetie. His phone is still plugged in beside our bed in our room.” I gave her a big smile and continued following Kieran up to the kitchen.
“Hey, Bridget.” Trevor yelled after me still not moving farther away from Marie. “Do you happen to know where my wallet is?”
Kieran stopped, only turning his head back toward his Alpha. “Alpha, come on man. Get your crap together. You are in front of the pack with your elbow against one of the omega’s breasts while asking your Luna where everything is.” Kieran groaned rubbing his hand against his forehead. “Give me a few minutes to get breakfast and I will help you find it. I am supposed to be at the meeting as well since the Alpha’s are bringing their Betas.”
Trevor looked shocked. He looked down at his arm realizing Kieran wasn’t lying and ripped his body out of his seat. He stomped off mumbling about having a sit down with our Beta about respect. I thought our Beta had plenty of respect and class and sass.
The rest of the pack that was in there shot glares toward Marie. She just gave me a dirty look and stomped off after Trevor. She still didn’t know that following him after being embarrassed would just get her blamed for everything. I guess that will come with time as she keeps putting herself out there for him.
“Ignore them and focus on filling up. The girls are ready to learn and practice enough until they can beat you.” Kieran laughed pushing me toward the breakfast line. “Who knows maybe one of them might be able to someday.”
“Maybe. You wanna give it a try?” I gave him a big smile rubbing my hands together.
“f**k that. I don’t want to get my ass beat by the Luna.”
I cracked up. What a wieny. Men these days.
The breakfast line up was amazing as usual. The kitchen staff kept giving me looks of pity but I just ignored it and said my usual greetings. Although my plate did hold extra biscuits and gravy with it being one of my comfort foods and all. I wasn’t about to say no to all of that especially after dealing with Trevor and knowing what was going to happen tonight.
The training room was full of girls stretching in the middle of the room and guys using the equipment around the edge of the room while they checked out the ladies. I couldn’t fault them since several of these ladies were hot as hell. If I had a thing for v****a I would be hitting up several of them especially the extra flexible ones.