My routine in this place consists of draining myself mentally and then physically. I first go to the hot spring, where I have different visions, but in every single one of them, Jennifer dies at my hands. I lose control, and I end up killing her every single time. I still haven’t been able to be calm after I woke up, and one time I even attacked Eirik because I was pissed.
“Are you sure this is going to work?” Apolo asked, skeptical.
“I don’t know, but what else can we do?” I replied.
“You can tell Eirik this isn’t working and give you another kind of training,” Apolo suggested.
“And what if he tells me the same thing he did the last time? That he knows it is difficult but it is a must,”
“I don’t know, but it is with trying,” Apolo said.
I sighed and looked at the water. Every i
