I decided I was done. I couldn’t control myself after seeing Jennifer die, and after a month of the same thing over and over again, I decided that was it. I talked to Eirik, and he wasn’t thrilled with my decision, but I had to. If I continued, I would have become insane. Apolo and I agreed that we needed to return to the pack. I could then work things out with Jennifer. We have turned into our Lycan, which isn't the same as before. Apolo doesn't try to take control, so we aren't a risk for Jennifer. The rest of my group will also finish their training, so it was fair that I left, too. I tried it, but it didn't work; now it was time to move on. I had finished packing when Trey came into my room. He knows what kind of training I have been doing, but I haven't explained how complicated my r