FANTASY

Chapter Eight

Dawn's point of view

Saying goodbye felt like having a scorpion sting my heart and slowly feel the poison run through my veins causing me immense pain. My attraction for him was bigger than I thought. I couldn't face him anymore. He must think of me as a slut. I had never felt so shameful in my entire life. The one man I really found attractive saw me masturbate in full force. He also looked a little sad when I said bye but maybe it was all be in my head. I remembered Leila's advice and knew she did be disappointed when she finds out nothing progressed. I didn't even get a chance to take the picture of him.

Looks like am gonna be single forever.....

I walked slowly down the stairs admiring his house as long as I could, regretting not enjoying all the delicacies in his kitchen. I wondered why he had so much food when he lived alone. I took a good look up the stairs at his room,taking in a deep breath before turning towards the door.

Bye Mitch... I whispered to myself.

Wait!. I heard an all too familiar deep voice i had started getting used to call after me. I stopped abruptly hearing my heart pump loudly. I turned towards him seeing he was already close to me.

"What is it Mr Damon"? I asked a little happy that I did see him once again before I left.

"Let's strike a deal".He said immediately looking into my eyes. They were dark green again. His voice was also really low.

"What Is it all about?",I asked a little anxious also confused.

"Please, have a sit" he said referring to the infamous chair I got my climax on.

He sat across me and I noticed he was a little nervous and uncomfortable.

I wonder what he wanted to talk about.He looked into my eyes skeptical for a couple of seconds before starting his speech.

"I am going to go straight to the point and am not mixing words.

Dawn, I know your attracted to me. I felt your attraction all the times you touched me.

I, for a long time haven't been attracted towards anyone.It's strange to me that since we've met, I would always want to see you again and the fact you were leaving for good maid me feel pain,a weird type of pain. I think it also means am attracted to you too".

Ohmygod... ohmygod.... ohmygod, was all I could hear in my thoughts.

He hesitated before continuing.

"I also wouldn't lie to you. Everything I feel is based on lust. Am telling you everything I feel towards you is s****l".

I felt it.....that same stinging sensation... and this time it hurt bad....

"I haven't had anything sexually related to anyone in months due to the fact that not much people keep up with my desires but you, you seem to have awaken that desire i kept asleep.

Do you want to know why people can't keep up"? He asked looking into my soul.

I just responded with a nod afraid of what he was going to say but more curious to hear.

"Because am ruthless, I am sadistic and I love inflicting pain in the bed room. I love hearing my partner beg me to stop while I inflict the best pain they'll ever have. I love choking my partner till the extent were there is a thin line between life and death. I get more pleasure inflicting pain . I like humiliating and belittling them till they have no pride again around me.

Does all this things sound familiar to you?

I nearly fainted. My skin lost all its melanin instantly.

Oh my god....does he...is he...does he mean he is what I think he is....

"Yes Dawn, I am a dominant". he responded as if hearing my thoughts.

"I love domination. I love control. I love the idea of someone putting their all and trust in me. I love the fact of owning someone, I love the fact of being the only one able to have my way with a particular person. I love when am called Master repeatedly. It's amazingly good knowing someone accepts my ownership of them and willing to do what makes me feel good".

"Do you want to know what I do for a living?He asked rhetorically.

"I own almost all b**m clubs in the united states. I also have ownership of some in the UK, and Canada".

I was beyond shocked.Not only was he a dominant but he was the boss of other dominants. He is an original dominant.

"But I left that life" he continued. I haven't entered any of the clubs for almost a year. I run it from the side still making my money but I don't involve in the activities.

"But you Dawn",he said with his voice more lower.

"Just this two days of me meeting you, you have awakened the desire to bring back my old self. Any time am close to you, I want total dominance over you, over your body, over your life. I want to show you how lovely it is to give a part of your life to someone in trust and bond.

I didn't say anything throughout his speech. I just sat still and didn't move a muscle trying to process everything he just said.

He's face then turned into a smirk.A devilish one.

Wait....why is he smirking.....

"I also know your type of desire Dawn. I read your diary. I have seen your b**m related books. I have watched you have wet dreams talking to your imaginary dominant. I have also kinda seen you naked m**********g and I remember the words you screamed very well like it's my name".

"I know your Fantasy Dawn. I know you more than anything wish to be a real submissive. I know you wanna submit to someone and feel that sweet pain. I suspected it at first with your attitude but you confirmed it today".

As he said that I was sure I died in shock. I just stared at him. Only Leila knew about my kinks. I didn't know the emotion to feel, Angry or horny, embarrased or amused.

"Dawn do you understand why I am telling you all this"

I shook my head.

"I want you".

"I want to own you. I want to be the one showing you what you badly want, What your body badly wants. I am one of the most experienced Dominant you'll ever find Dawn, trust me. I am trying to make you understand that I could show you another aspect of pleasure that isn't written in any of your books. I could give you so much pleasure you did get addicted to my touch. It will be nothing like you have ever imagined".

His eyes then darkened.

"Beware Dawn, I could also give you pain.I could give you pain that will make your brain go numb. I could give you pain that will shut off all your sense and the only thing you'll know of is that pain. But I'll teach you to enjoy my pain. I'll teach your body to acknowledge that pain as part of you.It with be nothing like you have ever felt".

"The deal I am talking about is let me own you Dawn.

Be my submissive.

Let me dominate you".

A really awkward silence passed before he spoke again.

"What do you say Dawn?, Do you want me to fulfill your wishes?, do you want me to help you feel unimaginable pleasure. Do you want to be my submissive?"

"I am allowing myself start a new bond with you because I know I might regret it if I don't ask this of you".He spoke he's words slowly, adding emphasis on them, looking at me for the first time with vulnerable eyes.

A really awkward dead silence passed through.

I took in deep breaths ......He didn't have to ask, I had already made my decision.

It was have my Fantasy fufffiled for once in a life time in the best hands or

Live my life obeying my mum's wishes and maybe dying with the fact of never having s*x. It was a decision that if I declined, I would regret forever. The first man I find attractive is asking to fulfill my dreams with him. I didn't think too much of my answer.

"YES". I said making a careless but bold decision for once in my life.

"Yes I'll be your submissive".