FANTASY

Chapter seven

Mitchell's pov

What!!!.... why the f*****g hell are you telling me that now. I need that contract no matter what and you are gonna make that work Mr Rowland.

My call receiver responded with a pleading voice ensuring me he'll work it out. I cut the call concluding I needed a new secretary.He had fumbled enough.

Entering my car, I was happy I didn't have much to do and decided to go home having this urge to see Dawn. I tried making a few excuses as to why I wanted to go home but I gave up admitting it was just to see Dawn.

You just met her Mitch....calm down......

I was angry with myself that a stranger had an effect on me.No woman had ever had an effect on me in years.

I wondered what she did be doing all alone. I wanted to make sure she had her checkup and she was okay,after all I did cause her an accident and convinced her into staying with me,I had to make that decision one she wouldn't regret.A decision i knew I made that wasn't wise. I also remembered the tour I promised to give her and looked forward to it.

Wait was I,Mitchell, getting giddy over someone?.....

All these new emotions I felt was weird. It was funny how everyone saw me as ruthless and strict but I rushed home to give a girl a tour of my own house.

I reached home giving my keys to Doni and going into my house.

I started hearing moans as I approached my front door. I opened it extremely irritated and angry, concluding that Dawn brought a man into my house,the thought of her being innocent leaving me.

What I saw shocked me and shooked my decision I tried hard to make for ten months.

I saw Dawn on my couch,her legs wide apart with a hand in between her p***y rubbing it as fast as she could and her other hand on her boobs squeezing and tugging at her nipples.I also saw a book on the table titled "My b**m Alpha".

That shocked me more.

So Dawn is really into bdsm........oh fuckin hell......

She was also on leather which made the sight more arousing. It was a breathtaking sight. I watched her reach her climax, her eyes tight closed as she screamed her ecstasy. She screamed out dirty s*x words with the continuous repetition of "Master" that made my body come alive with desire. I wonder who she imagined as "Master" as she came,who was she imagining?. She smiled satisfied and deviously to herself as she came off from her climax.

Oh god were has she been.....

She opened her eyes staring up at me and her face turned into the most

terrified and embarrassed face I had ever seen in my life.

"Mitchell......I didn't.... what....why.....what are you doing here now?, I thought you'll be back a little late,Am so sorry, I don't know what came over me". She spoke so fast, panicking that i could barely grab a word.

She thought I was angry..... while it was f*****g hell the opposite......

I wasn't able to reply her, I was too stunned for words. I was so sexually aroused with what I saw. Maybe it was due to the fact that I hadn't done anything s****l for ten freaking months.

I saw her look down at my body and even though she was dark I could still see the red in her cheeks. I followed her eyes and realized she was looking at my hard on c**k which was trying to reap it's way out of my pants. She just turned her face away too embarrassed and shy to look at me. That just made me more hard, If that was even possible.

I walked away,leaving her as fast as I could entering my safe room. I was so close to going up to her,choking the s**t outta her and questioning her audacity to do that on my couch while I shoved my c**k down her throat and watch her gag as she begged for my forgiveness.

Yes I was extremely sadistic.....

She's into b**m?,she's surely a submissive. For some reason I was happy. I remembered how she m*********d. She didn't do it in a way in which she did had more extreme pleasure. She got pleasured alright but it wasn't maximized.

After the scene I just watched and finding out she's attracted to my life style, I badly wanted to teach her and show her how to get extreme pleasure till the extent it blinded her senses and that's all she could ever think about. I wanted to take her innocence away until she became a s*x whore...My s*x w***e. I also admitted to myself that I wanted to do that to her right from the time i carried her to the hospital after the accident, looking at her fragile body but I have been in denial.

Now nothing was stopping me. I could seduce her into accepting me as her Dominant. I could have my type of s*x again.

That thought made me itch with desire.In ten months I finally felt desire again.

Then I remembered the past ......

No. I couldn't. I almost forgot the main reason why I left my b**m life. I can't afford to make the same mistake again. I sighed realizing I couldn't make Dawn mine. I couldn't own her.

I heard a knock on the door.It was Dawn.

"Mitchell, thanks for your help but I don't wanna stay anymore. I wanna go home. I would also like if what happened could be kept in secrecy. Seeing what you saw am sure you are beyond irritated and angry so it's gonna be best if i just leave, saving us the awkwardness".

It looked like she practiced that speech before she came here. She never looked at my face while saying that. I could see she was still terribly embarrassed.

I thought about what she said and was shocked that the thought of her leaving pained me. I wanted to laugh and taunt her about her m**********g just because it made me growl with lust seeing her all shy and humiliated.Her leaving was the best decision. I for sure knew that if she stayed here any longer, i wasn't going to be able to control myself. That seemed strange to me cause I never lost control.

"I am not irritated with you Miss Robert". I spoke for the first time to her.

That's the last thing I am with her..... Irritation is the last emotion I feel towards her.....

I saw she was a little sad about me calling her Miss Roberts instead of Dawn.

"I think your decision is the best right now. I don't want any awkward attitude between us. I would assist you with a car of mine for your college,that way I'll still be keeping my deal with you in the transportation aspect".

"You don't have to do that,ill be perfectly fine".She responded.She still hadn't looked me in the eye once or even glanced at my face.

"I insist Miss Roberts,we met in a strange way and I don't think it's proper for you to leave in that strange way. We haven't gotten off on a good foot and I did like to change that", I replied as politely as I thought i could.Politeness wasn't a manner I was used to.

"I don't think we can ever start off on a good foot after what.....she hesitated.... after what happened earlier on.It takes all I got to even be here talking to you because I feel embarrassed. Humiliation is eating me out. I will never be comfortable around you Mr Damon".

Her formalities are back.... she's also distancing herself too........

When I processed what she said I wanted to do something I hadn't done in a long time. Laugh.

....wanted....

I wondered whether she was actually into b**m or it was all in her head. I was itching to tell her, show her, teach her that humiliation and embarrassment was a b**m submissive's best friend. She didn't know that if she wanted that life style as badly as her body says it does she had to accept humiliation and embarrassment from her Dominant. Humiliation and embarrassment was supposed to be a turn on for a true submissive. I really wanted to show her what it entails to be a true submissive not what those poorly detailed books she read stated.

"You don't need to worry about that incident Miss Roberts. I am a man of honour and I don't consider those type of things". Truthfully, normally I wouldn't but right now I lied trying to make her comfortable.I considered all she she did till the maximum.

As I said that she eased off a little.

"Thank you Mr Damon, am gonna go pack my things.It was a pleasure meeting you", she said somewhat sad.

The fact that she also didn't want to go made me surprisingly happy.

I watched her leave, going to her room.She was just here for two days and her leaving already makes me feel disappointed.

I had stayed with people longer than I had stayed with her and I didn't get attached so what's so different about her?

Well alot of things.......

The way she looked at me was different,with so much passion and innocence in her eyes. The way she said my name was different,it made me hard, immediately hearing her low seductive voice call my name. Her passion towards everything around her was different,her energy and free spirit was contagious,a huge contrast to my sadistic and pessimistic own.

As I thought about all this I saw her come to my room with her luggage coming to say her final good bye. She still didn't look me in the eyes.

I wondered how embarrassed she was considering I didn't see what she was so embarrassed about also considering I didn't see it as anything.

"I'll be leaving now Mr Damon goodbye", she said finally looking me in the eye. I could then see all the emotions she had being hiding.

It affected her as it did to me to watch her go.

She turned and started going down the stairs. As I watched her go, I felt a foreign pain in my chest.

Oh my god she's going.... I can't let this happen..... What do I do... I can't watch her leave.... I have to do something.....

"Wait"..... I shouted after her before I could stop myself,deciding to give a chance at my true self again,concluding she was worth the risk.

"What is it Mr Damon?",she said sounding a little happy but surprised.

"I think we can strike a deal Dawn".

Her eyes widened as I called her by her name.