Mitchell point of view
"Dawn I understand if you can't accept now, I just......wait what!!....what did you say"?, I asked wanting to make sure I heard her very correctly.
"Yes Mitchell I want to be your submissive".
I felt my chest tightened.My breath became shorter as I processed what she said, my brain repeating every single word like it was going to determine my passing of a major exam.
I looked at her trying to read her expression but it was blank, i couldn't see anything. Maybe i was too shocked to translate.
She didn't even question me or think about it.Why did she agree immediately?, does she really understand what this means?, or does she think it's all a joke?. All these questions kept running through my head. Maybe it was because I was too antisocial to realize when someone really is interested in me.
I was waiting for her to laugh and say she was kidding. I waited,stillwaited but no I heard no laugh.She just stood looking at me till the atmosphere became awkward.
"Dawn"? I called in a whisper.
Yes Mitchell?she answered with the same whisper.
"Do you understand what you just agreed to"? I asked looking straight into her soul.
"Yes Mitch". She said but she hesitated. She was still skeptical.
I wanted no rush. I wanted her to think about it. To understand what agreeing means. It wasn't all just fantasy, this was going to be real.
"No Dawn I don't think you understand. Don't get me wrong, I love that you want to be mine, infact it's has awakened a desire i thought was dead but I truly want you to understand what you are agreeing too.
"Dawn, this is going to be real not your imagination anymore. You are gonna feel it real, the pleasure and the pain. Your imagination would be nothing compared to what am could make you feel, trust me.
I am merciless.There's a difference between experienced and nice. I know enact pain that won't kill you and I won't go over your limits but i could go very very close to breaking yo limit. I als don't hold back. I don't care if you beg me to stop. I only stop when I want to stop unless you use your safe word. There's a difference between imagining the pain and feeling it. This is gonna be real, very very real that it will cause you scars that will never fade.
I don't want to allow myself the pleasure of having you only for you to leave. That's why I stopped because as I said past submissives couldn't keep up with the demon inside me.
Also remember this is not love, there is also no strings attached. This is based on pure s****l desires. Lastly my punishments for disobedience or disrespect has been named most extreme in all b**m clubs. Your freedom will also be taken because when I let myself claim someone, I claim fully.
So I'll ask you again are you sure Dawn? You don't need to accept. Think about it.
She then came to me. She stopped so close to me that if she stepped an inch further our noses would touch.
She looked into my eyes like she was searching my soul for something. Then she spoke.
"My answer is still yes.You are forgetting that it's the painful pleasure I crave.You are forgetting that pain has to be a turn on if I could want this".
"Mitchell I want you too".
"Can you feel this?" she asked pointing to herself. I understood what she asking. I felt what she meant. It was her desire she was talking about.The need from her body was burning out like fire. It oozed from her so badly, I could almost taste it. She insanely craved attention for that need. She was s*x starved.
"I have never made a wrong decision in my life. I couldn't afford to. I always knew how to read people, thats why I don't really have friends because I guarded my heart.
With you Mitchell I can't, it's different. I can't read you. I don't know the kind of person you are.Your heart is so guarded that it's so hard to understand your emotions. The aura I feel from you is different from what I have felt from any other person and that intrigues me. I am attracted to you as you said but I don't think you know how much that is. I have never had anything I wanted due to the expectation set for me, but I don't wanna get old regretting anything. I for once wanna take a risk. I have decided to make my risk. If this is my first life mistake then it's about time. I don't know why but am not scared, even after all you said am even more excited because I want this to happen in the best, craziest, hardest and most thrillng way ever so even if I regret becoming a s*x w***e it will still be worth it."
"Look into my eyes Mitchell. I don't know what you see but I am damn well sure you won't see doubt, I want this badly and I also want you to give me all you got. Let go and show me the true meaning of what I want and quench this need. Show me what it means to be dominated.
I accept that this should also be all desire no strings attached.If am gonna let somebody take me through this journey I want someone whom i like and is attractive and your one of the hottest guys I have ever seen. I also don't see you as ruthless because no matter how you want me to think your heartless and ruthless I know you wouldn't break me. Even if you do break me, remould me because this is the only careless decision i am ready to take so I want it in full force. She then locked hands with mine holding my gaze deeply. She looked at my lips intently and I knew what she wanted.
In that moment we bonded. It was that submissive and dominant bond and I knew she was ready. I knew she was the perfect submissive after all these times.
I locked my lips with hers.
It felt so unreal kissing after such a long time that I doubted if I knew how to do the act again. It was a rough dominating kiss sending sparks through out my body.I communicated with the kiss telling her she was mine now,.... all mine. I didn't let her kiss me back. I took total control. It was like our lips were looking for each other. She understood and accepted my control. Her lips didn't fight with mine, they just accepted my lips as if they were acknowledging their knew owner. I crushed her thick body into mine, savouring deeper into her mouth. I then left her lips leaving small kisses as I went down her neck.
"What a good first kiss...I really have been missing out".She whispered.
I gave her, her first kiss. I wasn't only introducing her into the kinky world I was introducing her into s*x entirely.The fact made me feel all giddy. A strange feeling she always seems to bring out of me
"I was also gonna be her first lover?"......
The realization she is a virgin made me feel even more proud. I had never dominated a virgin.
I bit into her neck biting and teasing it.She let out a soft moan pushing herself into me wanting more.
"Easy damsel, don't worry we have just began. When am through with you are the one who's gonna beg me to stop."
I said that biting on her neck harder at the same time planting kisses. She moaned loudly leaning in more, wanting more.
She was enjoying the pain ...... that's a good response.
I was marking her, marking my territory. I wanted to leave a very red mark there which will eventually scar. A scar that when I leave her she'll never forget this experience.
I then moved away from her neck back into her eyes after being satisfied of what I had done.
"Dawn have you ever heard of the b**m contract"? I asked.
"Yes. I know I will eventually sign a contract of some sort which states all what our commitment will entail right?" she replied. I could hear the lust in her voice.vJust the kiss left her breathless. I hadn't even done anything yet......
"No Dawn my contract is different. It doesn't involve papers".
"Kneel before me kitten". I stated commanding my new sub. She looked caught off guard at first but she went down on her two kneels. I smirked as she bowed her head without even knowing showing her body itself has accepted me as it's new commander.
I had switched into full dominant mood. It felt so good to be back. My body hadn't felt alive for a long time and my sexuall urge was crazy.
I then walked over to a drawer i locked away for a long time now. Opening it,i brought out what was going to be the symbolism of her acceptance and her commitment. It was a collar that had my name on it.
I went back to were she was still kneeling and raised her head up. I then put it around her neck. She looked surprised looking at me for an explanation. I then stood in front of her placing my hand on her head.
"As from now on Miss Dawn Roberts, with my collar around you, i officially claim you as my submissive. You will obey and respect me and know my wishes before anything else. Anytime my collar is on your body my wishes are your command, In normal life and majorly in bed. I will handle your body as mine making my wishes both our pleasures . That collar is my contract. Do you understand Damsel"?
"Yes" she said.
"Yes what?". I said dragging her hair hard causing her subtle pain as she looked into my eyes.
"Yes.... Master". She said with the most beautiful smile ever.
I then smirked as the feeling of being called Master washed over my body. I also saw her happiness of being able to call a "real" person Master for the first time.
"Now crawl. I want you to crawl to my locked room and wait for me while I fetch the keys. I don't wanna reach there before you kitten. You do not want a punishment as your first time having s*x do you"? I said not waiting for a reply as I left to go get my keys leaving her to obey her first task.