Nathan POV
I once again touched her hand. It was an appropriate touch. I might be a p*****t some time but with woman , I always do the right thing no matter what . I never make want them getting into any problem.
“Hello .” I said once again . This time round she turned around which shown me that all along she was not asleep . my eyes landed on her face .She had rapture-blue eyes, a pair of arched eyebrows looked down on sweating eye lashes . Her skin was fair but almost white . She however looked weak just by looking at her face .
“Hello.” She said weakly exposing her angel-white teeth gleamed gently at me .Her enticing ,constellation blue eyes gazed at me more over her puffy , heart-shaped lips.
“Hello,” she said once again getting me out of my thoughts that had swept over the whole of me .
Stared at her once again and at this point I found myself licking my lower lips . Damn it , I was such a dumb ass it even be acting like this towards a woman whom I knew very well that she was actually going through something very hard .
She stared at me very much , The look that she was giving me was like she actually could not make it out who exactly I was . I suddenly saw her beginning to panic as she tried to get away from me .
“It is okay , you need to calm down . I promise you that there is nothing that am going to do to you.” I assured her lifting my hand to put it on her hand but she pulled it away .
“Okay .” I said and then stood up from the bed going to the other side of the ward room. I swear I had never been this nervous near a woman . There was something in this woman that made it very hard for me to even think straight about what I wanted to.
I turned around one more time and this time found when she had actually sat down . I could not tell how she had done it so fast .
“Who are you ?” she asked me a question that I was of course expecting to come from her .
“Am some one whom you have already seen.” I replied
“You ? I don’t have any idea about who you are exactly .” She said
“Oh ,” I sighed wondering how I was going to begin everything here .
I stared at her once again wondering if it was really necessary for me to do what I had in mind . I had practiced this for quite along time but at this time it seemed like I actually did not want to do it any more .
When had the famous Nathan become such timid in front of just a mere woman . As far as I know , women are people that are always approaching me when I don’t want at all. But at this moment it seemed like things had somehow changed and instead it was me who was getting timid just near a mere woman who even did not have any status in society .
“Wait!” she sighed suddenly as she tried to get her self from me but I could sense that she was feeling a lot of pain .
“Are you okay ?” I asked her a bit concerned .
“Yes, I am .” she answered but her eyes drowned onto me. It was clear that there was something that she was actually not telling me . I could sense that indeed she had something that was actually going through her mind.
She was a such a little woman who was very easy to read through and therefore I can easily tell how her life is . I can see right through her that and id indeed has faced a lot of difficult the last couple of days or month…that is something that I cannot tell properly .
“But you don’t look anything like that .” I challenged her . I knew very well that it was something that I was not supposed to do but I found myself wanting to find out more about what was going back in her life .
“You can think about all the things that you want but what am saying is what is right .” She said clearly telling me that she was not interested in me talking to her at all. However there was no way that u was going to let this just go just like that.
Right from the start there was something that I had planned on doing but how was I going to do it .
“Come on , I am only being nice .”
“Oh , if you are sent by Wolf then the two of you can go f**k yourself. I hate that jerk with all my heart and if he died I could not give a damn at all.”
Oh , I could really see that she did not give a damn about him at all. Whatever he had done it her it was like I had actually not known so much about him at all . This lady was really some one that needed I could see that .
“That jerk is one responsible for me losing my baby.”
“What!” I could not hide away the surprise and shock that was in my voice. It was like there was more that I needed to know for sure .
|Don’t pretend like you don’t know him . I am very sure that it is actually him who has sent you to be by my side but I want you to go and tell your boss that there is nothing that he owes me . In fact he even went ahead and took my ring which was the only thing that I had.”
I stared at her as she lamented this . Wolf was indeed the jerk that he had been all the time . I had actually thought that he might maybe have changed but I was all wrong . He was the same as far as I remember but I was sure that I was not going to let everything pass just like that.
“Come on , you don’t have to pretend about anything at all. It is not like I even have anything that I can do to you at all . I am such a powerless human and you know that .”
I felt such a wired feeling deep in my hate when she said that ..It was like there was something about her that made me feel so sorry for her but how was I going to be able to help her .
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