“What was that about?” I finally asked being the first to break the silence. “Em, I cannot explain” he replied still looking at the floor “Okay, then I will leave you to it, and do what you want leave and remove myself from you” my voice breaking. “What, NO Em I do not want you to leave! “Sam shouted at me, his eyes boring into mine. “Then tell me what the f**k do you want SAM, because you have made it clear that it was all a mistake, that you regretted everything, I TRUSTED YOU” anger was taking hold now and I could feel my body shaking, angry tears flowing freely down my cheeks. “I want YOU Emily, but I saw your face, I saw how guilty you felt, I saw how terrified you were, I saw in your face how much of a mistake I was, so I left you to calm down, I gave you space to work it out