Love Trap

Chapter 12

Celine POV

“And who’s that guy you’re dating now?” Blake asked once I enter the door.

“That’s Marcus our guest last weekend and I’m not dating him.” I said for him to stop accusing me.

He just gulp his whiskey and down it all in just one drink. I can see that he’s already a bit drunk because Blake won’t speak that way in his sober state. I walk closer in his direction and about to get the glass from his hand but he throw it that makes me scare in the way he reacted.

“Can you tell me why did you accepted his invitation for dinner if you’re not dating him?” He asked and walk towards my way.

“It’s because I wanted to talk to him and tell him personally that I won’t date anyone.” I said to defend myself.

“You could have just message him and turn down his offer than go on a dinner with him without me knowing.” He hissed trying to control his anger.

“I tried to call you but your phone is cannot be reach so instead I just messaged you that I will be having a dinner.” I retort, getting irritated in the way Blake is accusing me.

“Yes, you did message me saying that you will be having dinner with a friend. So is that mean that your friends with him now?” He said grabbing my arm.

“I have no time for your jealousy Blake.” I said and pull my arm and walk straight to my room.

I put my bag at the nearby coach and start undressing myself and headed to the washroom. I let the water from the shower wash my body and wash the tears slowly coming out from my eyes. Why it’s like he doesn’t trust me that much?  I told to myself and just let the tears flow into my face.

After I cried the hurt that I’m feeling right now I started to shampoo my hair and soap my body when I feel hands soaping my back. I flinch a little because I’m still not sure if Blake is in his normal mood now. He expertly stroke my body that makes me give up on him even after all the misunderstanding earlier. I just let him join me in bath and just enjoy how he’s pampering my body.

The anticipation begins to rise and the sensation becomes stronger, all I want right now is to feel his body next to mine and to feel his touch and kisses on my skin. I faced him and let my hand feasts on tracing his almost sculpted body. He lowered his head to my shoulder and felt a slight pain on my skin when he bites. Soon the pain becomes pleasure when he start licking and kissing the spot at the same time.

I don’t even remember how we got into the room and landed at the bed. I just remember that one time I am bathing and then he came to seduce me perhaps. I wrapped my legs at the middle of his body, anticipating for his next move. He feasted himself on tasting my skin as if trying to compare how each part differs from each other. I arc my body when I felt his mouth on the tip of my breast, his warm mouth making me feel hotter while he rolls and twists his tongue on my nip making me more arouse on the process.

“I want to feel you inside me now.” I said once he dipped his face in between my legs.

I don’t know what to do when he start dipping his tongue in and out, all I did is hold into the sheet and try not to scream. Once he satisfied himself, he start positioning his body and gave me a full thrust that made me moan out loudly. He gave hard and fast thrusts along with his grunts and groans.

I could feel my walls clenching to his and he might have been feeling it so he start to pumping non-stop until I felt him released inside me that made me reached my climax just after him. Ohh my, I forgot to tell him again. How many times will I get lost whenever he’s with me on a same area? I look into his face and wipe the sweat build at his forehead.

“Blake, I just need to wait for my period and then I’ll be using a pill. Because I know that we don’t want to have unwanted pregnancy.” I informed him.

“No need to use that, it might give you some side effects.” He said and hug me.

“But we can’t have unsafe s*x and then just wait for what will happen next.” I explain that made it hear by his deaf ears.

“That’s alright, we’re both at the right age and mature to have a child and build a family of our own.” He said sounding calm and relaxed.

“We haven’t even informed our family about it and it’ll be difficult. They will not allow us to be together for sure.” I said to make him realize what he is trying to tell.

“Even if the world turn it’s back against us, it’ll be just you whom I would want to marry and help me building the family I always wanted for myself. I don’t care if they disinherit me as long as you’ll be staying with me as my wife and the mother my kids.” He said and silence me with a kiss.

The next morning I woke up with a bile taste in my mouth, I hurriedly went to washroom and throw up. I must have eaten too much last night that made me have an upset stomach right now. It’s like everything that I ate last night was went into waste today.  I suddenly felt sick today, I should just call the clinic and ask them to find a substitute doctor for my shift and that I couldn’t come because I’m having an upset stomach.

The rest of the day is not that good for me, if possible not to move or even speak I will do so. I felt like I’m getting dizzy every time I move and feeling terrible lazy. I didn’t know what’s happening with me when I suddenly remember about my periods. Could it be that I already got pregnant?  To confirm my suspect, I went to my closet to find the pregnancy test kit that I bought just to be ready if this thing arise. I went into my washroom and took the test and the result couldn’t make me move or talk.

‘Positive’

The sign shows that I am already expecting  and that’s makes me worry the most.