I'm in Caden's office and he is finally letting me see the journal. Zayn is still in my arms. I had to get my baby carrier wrap out. I'm honestly glad I did bring it. I almost didn't. I rarely have to use it. Zayn doesn't always want to be held but today he does. I really think yesterday scared him. I know what he is doing is purely instinct and he doesn't understand what's going on. Now he's looking for comfort from me and only wants it from me. Zayn isn't a friendly baby and won't just let anyone hold him. He likes familiarity. This is also why I don't let anyone I don't know watch him. Chances are if I don't know them then Zayn doesn't and he will not like that.
I do think he senses my bond with Caden. In turn, he's not making too much of a fuss with his family but he does seem to be
