My broken Luna (FREE Book 1 of 3)

CH.11

(Aspen's pov)

After watching both of my best friends get engaged, it made my heart full and made me want that as well. I never thought I'd want to get married after what happened to me but seeing Wyatt propose to Trini made me change my mind. Hardin did such a good job setting everything up for Wyatt. I could only hope he would do something as romantic for me. Hardin and I sat on the couch talking for about 30 minutes before I started to feel a little sleepy. I told him I was going to take a shower, he smirked at me and asked if he could join in a joking way. I shook my head no and stuck my tongue out at him. He stood up and walked towards me, told me to stick my tongue out again and I did. He told me to close my eyes and I did. The next thing I knew his tongue was touching mine, my knees started to buckle and he grabbed me by the waist and held me close to him. He started moving his tongue against mine and I followed his movements. He opened his mouth more and so did I. The next thing I knew we were making out standing in front of my couch. I started to walk backward without breaking our kiss, I ended up walking back into the bathroom door. I reached behind me opened the door and lead Hardin into the bathroom. He picked me up and sat me on the counter and we started making out again. I reached down and unbuttoned his shirt and pushed it off his shoulders. He let it fall to the floor. I undid his belt and unbuttoned his pants, he kicked off his shoes and then his pants. He stood there in his boxers while I was still fully dressed.

I broke away from his lips, pushed him back and stared at his body. I have to say my mate was f*cking hot. He had a nice body and his smile made me melt. I tilted my head to the side and just study his body. He stood looking at me with a confused look on his face. I smiled, hopped off the counter walked to the shower then turned it on and turned back to Hardin. He just stood there looking at me. I raised my hair and asked him to help with my dress, he walked towards me and unzipped me. I stayed facing the shower and slowly slipped out of my dress. I stood there in my bra and panties scared to turn around to see Hardin's reaction. I felt his breath against my shoulder and he kissed it, then kissed the other shoulder. He whispered in my ear that I had a nice ass. I giggled when he said that. I bent down and adjusted the water temp and started to unhook my bra, I paused and told Hardin to step back and close his eyes and he did. I took off my underwear and stepped into the shower. I told him to open his eyes and I heard him pout. I laughed when I heard him. I took a deep breath faced the faucet and told him to get in but not to touch. He stepped in and stood there. After a minute of awkwardness, he finally said he would get out if I was uncomfortable with him in there. I told him to hush. That it was me who asked him to get in and to give me a moment to calm my nerves. He told me we didn't have to do anything I didn't want to do or I wasn't ready to do. I nodded took a deep breath and turned to face him. When I looked up at him, I could see him swallow hard like he was nervous too. I asked him if he was really pure like he said when we first met and he said he was telling the truth that he was waiting for his mate to do anything s*xually. I asked if he had ever had a girl go down on him and he shook his head no. He told me he had been asked by several girls if they could but he turned them away because he wanted to be pure for his mate. He moved closer to me and told me he had kissed girls before but never let it go further than that and stepped even closer. He kept his eyes on mine and put his hands on my waist. He pulled me even closer to him and crashed his lips into mine and kissed me hard. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back. I felt something poking me in the stomach and broke our kiss, I looked down and gasped he backed up and apologized to me and said he would get out. I told him it was ok. I didn't want him to, I was just surprised to see his member standing at attention and surprised at how big he was.

I knew the moon goddess blessed the male wolves but my goddess he was huge. I stood there staring at his member not realizing what I was doing until he cleared his throat and asked if I was ok. I snapped out of it and told him I was sorry for staring at it. He chuckled and said no need to apologize. He understood that I was curious. What he asked next caught me off guard and I almost fell out of the shower. He caught me and said he was sorry for asking me if I wanted to explore it more and touch it. I told him it was ok, that he just caught me off guard but I wasn't against it. I told him I wanted to finish bathing and maybe we could explore each other after. He grabbed the sponge and the soap and started to lather it for me. He handed it to me and I told him to turn around. He raised his brow at me but turned. I started to wash his back then he turned around and took the sponge from me and then turned me around. He started washing my back and kissing my shoulder. When he was done with my back, he turned me around and washed my shoulders then worked down to my neck and then my breast. I flinched when he went over them and he stopped. He handed me the sponge back and rinsed himself off. He got out of the shower and I stood there and started to cry. I threw the sponge in the tub and sat down pulled my knees up to my chest and sobbed. I thought he had left the bathroom but he pulled the shower curtain back and asked why I was crying. I couldn't answer him. He got down on his knees and lifted my chin and asked what was wrong. I told him I was sorry for making him mad and he said,

"Aspen you didn't make me mad I got out because I didn't want to go too far." I looked up at him and said he wasn't going too far. I just hadn't been touched since that happened to me.

He told me that he could feel himself losing control and he was afraid he would end up taking things too far if he didn't get out when he did. He helped me up, turned the water off for me, and wrapped a towel around me. He helped me out of the shower and helped dry me off. He picked me up bridal style and carried me to my room. He laid me down on the bed and started to walk out of the room but I asked him to stay. I undid my towel and exposed myself to him and asked him to come lay with me. He closed the door and walked over to my bed and sat down. He started fidgeting with his towel and I asked him what was wrong. He said he was kind of nervous. I told him I was too but this was something we both needed if we were going to be together. He said he didn't want to do anything that would upset me and that is what had him nervous. I said it was ok. We were both new to this and I wanted him to lay with me. He laid back and I turned towards him and asked him to kiss me. He hesitated but I pulled him to me and crashed my lips into his. He put his hand on my waist and kissed me back after a few minutes of making out, I pulled away from him and undid his towel and slid down on the bed. I laid my head on his stomach and I ran my fingers up and down his leg. I saw his member twitch so I ran my fingers up his leg again and again his member twitched. I continued to do it and watched his member. I finally looked up at him and his eyes were closed but he wasn't asleep. Hardin, I said softly. He opened his eyes and looked at me. Can I ask you a question? He said,

"sure ask away my love." I took a deep breath and asked him if he had ever played with himself.

He grinned and said he had. That it was natural for males and females to do it. I took another deep breath and asked if he would show me how he does it. He looked at me kind of funny and I said I'm sorry I shouldn't have asked you too. He propped himself up on his elbows and said,

"Aspen please stop apologizing for asking me questions and wanting to try things with me." He said, "let me ask you a question have you ever played with yourself?"

I started blushing but answered him and told him I had once after that happened to me but it felt weird so I stopped. He sat up and laid me back on the bed and he said he was going to try something and if I felt uncomfortable in any way to let him know and he would stop. I nodded. He spread my legs and positioned himself between them but he wasn't on top of me. He was propped up on his elbow and was rubbing my thigh. I asked him how he knew how to do what he was wanting to try and he said single men sometimes watch dirty videos and he had watched a few to see how to do this for when he found his mate. I told him I knew about those kinds of videos that Trini and I have talked about watching one before together. He looked up at me and smirked and I realized he was thinking dirty. I covered my face and said oh my goddess. I didn't mean it like that. He went back to rubbing my thigh and he inched his way closer to my sweet spot. The closer he got, I started to tingle all over and my breathing got heavier. I heard a low growl and looked down at him and his eyes were black with lust. He smirked and said,

"You smell heavenly my love. I can not wait until I can taste you." I gasped and started to squirm. His eyes changed back to normal and he told me to calm down, that he wouldn't do anything without my consent.

I calmed down and he kept doing what he was doing. After a few minutes of rubbing my thigh, I felt his fingers graze my sweet spot and I gasped. He used one finger and went up and down my sweet spot and a moan escaped from my mouth. I could feel warm liquid running down to my butt and he licked his lips and said my sweet spot was dripping. The next thing I knew, he inserted a finger into me and I gasped. He pulled it out and put it back in a few more times and it started to feel good. More moans escaped from my mouth and my breathing got heavier. My body started tingling and my heart started racing and my moans got louder. He stopped for a second and looked up and asked if I was ok. I nodded my head then he asked if he could try something else. I asked him what he wanted to try and he said he would still use his finger but he wanted to use his tongue too. I looked at him and said so you're asking if you can taste me? I nodded my head and he went back to using his finger. I felt his breath on my sweet spot and I closed my eyes and gasped at the sudden warmth I felt as his tongue touched my sensitive cl*t. He licked my cl*t and continued to use his finger going in and out my sweet spot. He picked up speed doing both and I started moaning louder than before. I gripped the sheet and shook my head back and forth. After a few minutes of him licking and fingering me, I started to scream AHHH Oh Goddess.. Yes Yes Yes... Oh my goddess Hardin yes.... It got harder to breathe, I was seeing white spots and I screamed Hardin's name one last time before my vision came back and my breathing started to regulate. He sat up and asked if I was ok. I nodded and then I asked him what just happened he smiled and said,

"My love, I made you c*m." I looked at him confused and he said, "I gave you an orga**m." I said oh so that's what one feels like.

He chuckled and said, "My love, you taste amazing and now that I've tasted you, I don't think I'll be able to go a day without it." I blushed and smiled at him. He grabbed his towel and cleaned me up and I sat up.

I got up and walked to the bathroom and turned the sink on, I grabbed my phone off the counter and quickly texted Trini ** OMG just had an O**. I sat my phone down, rinsed my face and wiped myself off then went back to my room.