It's difficult to choose

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 I was thinking at that time then the coaching teacher show us a presentation  about “What is IIT JEE ?" in actual I remember that I have done some of research about this but that research was incomplete and that time I have no idea that "What is IIT JEE in actual ?  this coaching teachers tells me that "What is IIT ? {Indian Institute of Technology}"  this is India's top most college from this college any students with good branch passed out then her job is definitely in a best company with starting package of 10 lack per month and 1 to 2 crore per annum this thing create a interest in all the students were present there they also tells me that if you want to become a NASA scientist then you have to work hard, to become a scientist. But if you c***k the IIT JEE exam then you can do the job of 2 crore per annum magical income, you can gain by this, after listening this some of the student says because of enthusiasm or excitement  that  I know about this ! I have seen 2 3 day's ago the news  of a student who placed in a best company with starting package of 10 lack they were from IIT JEE BOMBAY, IIT JEE DELHI and IIT JEE KHARKPUR. This news created a new flame or new grid in my mind.

Wow ! this is such a good job with amazing packages I just think how to get this, the teacher told me if you want to c***k out it then you have to go directly to IIT college. Exact time I was only knew that Oxford, Howard ,Stern word & Amity University was gave the best income and best placement but at that time I have no idea that IIT JEE is also a best and the top most college which give an amazing job with superb package and they do researched also I was clear at the time, that what should do now.

mid year was gone my study of IIT JEE was not started yet of I was thinking that, I clear out this exam. I went back to the home and start searching the question paper of IIT and sit down to solve it out I remember this that coaching teacher told me that some of the students were selected on it I was thinking that I am very brave and confident person so I can easily c***k it out this exam  I was starting solving the question paper of JEE Advance. but I didn't solve the single question I didn't understand the language of the question paper i was feel very demotivated.

NOW, I have to take a decision that What? I have to do in the future because my dream is to become a scientist is not that much easy, so I have to do something different by that I gain good income so become a NASA scientist is my passion but above this I want a good job with amazing package I know that NASA scientist income is very good but the path is very tough it take so much of time, So I have to change my path.

 I have decided to clear out the IIT JEE exam now I prefer JEE IIT is much better than NASA scientist. I went to the school then asked my friend that it is IIT JEE is that much good that the Teacher told us , my friend Atish told me that yes, brother ! this is very amazing college in India. Atish was for topper of 11th class, he was brilliant in studies but in the 10th he was in second position, because I was come at the time I am newcomer in the school and my result was good at the time then we become a good friend, then he told me that What IIT JEE? and how is it , it was a very good and very prestigious college and there are so many of good records are there from job placement in a best company from their engineers definitely gain the jobs in multinational companies and with a better prices, people also place in India as well as foreign, IIT JEE gave us direct placement.

After listening this the stability of mind was set that now I have to this, if I want to do engineering then first I will work in a company then I will prepare for this exam.

Till now I have not told to anyone about my preparation of IIT JEE. The coaching teacher where set my mind they clear out my doubt of becoming scientist or not, they told me, if you want higher amount spanning job then you can do that job in India also you only need a good institution place that gave you a platform like that job. I was very much excited after that counselling I was researching a lot about IIT JEE I knew this I want to do this I was frequently trying to solving out the question papers of it,  but I am not able to solve out this, my confidence level comes down at that time then I knew that the paper was not that much easier, and we wish and when I study about the strength of this competition exam then.

I knew it the form were feel from whole India there at approx 10 lakh to 15 lakh attempt this exam and only 10 to 30 thousand were selected on this exam , so the rate of this competition is to high, this is not that much easier.

I was very shocked that this was very big competition then, I think that I should do or not, because this give us a best job and this is a best opportunity to give this exam , this time is very good for this exam, then I decided that I will take part on this exam, I will do the preparation of this exam and after 12th I will give the exam.

Now, I think which book I refer for the study of this exam then I go to the Atish and take help from him, he is my one of the best friend Pratik, Atish And me a very good friend. Pratik is not that much good in studies but he is good in sports, Atish is a completely good in studies and I am in a middel, I was good in studies at all and multitasking person, I can do everything very easily but here.

 I want some stability and then I got to the Atish and talk him about this because. His goal is fix, that he want to go IIT JEE but I have no idea about this,  I console to Atish that brother! told me what is this study pattern of this, what i have to prefer for this, I told Atish tell me I will do everything whatever needed.

He told me that it's all about the  full syllabus of class 12th which is come in this exam. IIT JEE have two exam first one is JEE mains and second one is JEE Advance. In JEE Mains the 12th class syllabus was come if you study few theoretically and see the all concept of chapter, then you c***k the exam of JEE Mains. In JEE advance exam you need some advance books which is teached in coaching centres you need higher books for this but you are not going any coaching and attending any coaching then you should take advance books of Mathematics and Physics  you can approach to study in a deep concept and you have to study in a deep concept which gave a deep questions and it's solutions.

I understand all the things, and note down the all details very carefully, What should I study?  what should I not ? how to prepare for the exam ?,  but at the same time one things come in my mind that "how to choose the career" ? I was going on this path but this path is for only engineering students ! what will the Arts, commerce students do?  they doesn't need the good job ! if for the engineer there is a presigious college, but what about the Commerce and Arts students ? What about medical students ?

I didn't understand this is for engineers we have a best college but how to do it ? What the other's people do ?

I have one friend from my class her name was Insha qureshi she is from BIO stream, we are in the same class whenever my maths class held then the students of biology were go to the Biology lab at the time our maths class were held in the classroom.

1 day my maths class was over the biology student were back from the biology lab. I was generally asked from my friend Insha that you were studying for better future but, What will you do? Why did you select this stream? Does this stream have a better future?

Then she answerd me that like you are preparing for JEE IIT like that medical student was preparing for Neet exam in our , maths is not come we have to face some issues in the Physics but, Biology is such a interesting subject, she is giving so much of example of Biology students. she also told me that you students study for only four month but in our field our study is for life time and with this study we have to do so much of practices, our full life was spend in the study of the subject and in the  research when she says all this thing I am shocked and I said to her that Thank God ! I didn't choose this stream.

I went back to the home now in  my mind the route of Biology stream was clean but I was thinking that What about the arts students streams do? What the commerce students do?

Then i met the another friend which is from Commerce Stream. She is a schoolar topper  of his class and her name is Vani. I have so many friends from every stream, my friend Shreya is also from commerce, I went to her section and I met with Vani.

The life of commerce students is very difficult the main struggle is was only math and in our stream account subject main balance sheet is also tough, I want to know that will a lot of enthusiasm that's ! What the people do ? she told me that from commerce stream you can become a CA Chartered account, but if you want to do more business study , then you go to the foreign or from India you can do the B.Com then you can do the MBA through  IIM. IIM is a presigious  institute for management students then student can directly go therer.

After listening this all things, I have some perception  that engineering student doing tough course and it was very superior also between every field the little bit compression are there like which subject is very much tough then the other.

I was thinking that this differt stream was to choosen by the students for different, different reasons like.

‌Some of the students take their decision in the pressure of their parents.

‌ Some of the students choose the field because their friend and the family members go on that field or stream. Or they taken this decision immaturely like their friend choose the science stream then they also choosen the same field.

‌Some of the students were generally have a passion to become engineer, doctor or whatever they have a mind set to do What they want to do then they choose their stream.

If we see the students who chooces the field in the pressure of their parents and the family members. Then I have met one guy his name is Shiva. He is also from commerce stream. He was good in football, whenever me and Pratik go for playing in the ground , we create a team of every stream students then we see him. he is very good in football, he play like a player professional player we thought that is future he become a professional player. if he want, after a game I went to met and i said Hello! Shivam How are you! He replied me i am good! what about you? Then i said that i am totally good i want to ask you something? Shivam told me for sure ask whatever you want? I asked him that why did you choose this stream ? You are very well player of football. Why you are not becoming a professional football player? He told me that, my dad thinks that in the football field there is nothing, then he told me that I have to choose this stream, after this my passion is going down in front of my eyes. I was always want to become a footballer, but still my parents were belong from big family from his family every person is very professional business man. He  is also a Chartered Accountants, he want his son also become a chartered accountant. I feel very sad for him. Shivam was not good enough in the study his rank is second in the class first was the shreya, he was second in the class. But he can't do anything he  said me that his family and Parents want this so i have to become a chartted accountant at any condition.

Some of the students take their decision immaturely like their friend chosen the stream then they also choose that stream.

There is a student who is study in my stream but his interest is on the BIO Stream but he took the math subject because his all friend chosen the maths stream. He was not good in maths. He love study bio his state of mind is very good in Bio. but still he was in maths stream. This is very immature decision of that guy.

Some of the student take the stream without of motivation there are so many students who's financial condition was not good. but still they choosen that stream because this will increase general knowledge and then they gave  IES officers. Some of the students were good in  maths subject weak In other subject at that time they can choose the Art's ,so by this then they can go through the exams of IES,  he/ she can prepared for IES exam in civil services. They want a good package job but they were not that much good in study so they tried the easier way to take Arts then give exam of IES and do a lot of preparation for Pass it out.

After listening to this I decided that I have to take out the IIT JEE exam ,but at that time I took very stupid decisions, that I will do the study of IIT JEE exam by myself. I was not understand the actual power of coaching. because I was not understanding the teachers  at the time I go to the Atish and ask him for the syllabus and for  the books of IIT-JEE and after listening him I went to the library I put my first step in the library for my goal. I will decided to study by myself. I was searching the books which atish referred me i took that book and starting studying . JEE Mains and JEE advance give a competitive environment that gave a better interference.

There are some thought come, in my mind? Like How to give this exam? I go to the library and come inside with permission from madam. I see all the books from standing in the library. When I touch those books, i feel from the inside that this is the book that will take me to the smart future. By this i will gain a amazing job. And it will took me to my dream place.. by this subject engineer can go that stage from where they can gain all the things whatever they want.

I have decided to what i have to do now. I was started doing study about this .  I was studying till 4 to 5 month regularly, I borrow the books by myself I was preparing for the exam without any one's help. But the problem is that when i use to study the books the speed of my study is not that much fast.  I was studying everything and i am solving all the questions easily but it take a lot of time. I did not know at that time that it was 3 hours in the examination and that 90 questions were coming in it's not that much easy. I think so , it was very easy to solve, questions.

And this was my first time my speed was very slow, I did not know this after the exam i got this that this is too tough..i was very. Slow in solving the questions, i was talking so much time to solve a single question. This is my very big disadvantage for the exam. But I know about this problem in the future i was going ahead. It is a big thing to give an exam without coaching because the students who are preparing for this exam from the 10th class they alsko taking coaching classes. And in 11th, I hear about this exam and start preparing for it, without a coaching teacher this was my very big mistake.

The decision is very important point of everyone life, finally with the help of decision you choose the paths from where you choose your destination .