It's difficult to choose

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I went to the school, in the school some of the students were from the humanities stream. They were sitting outside of the school and chilling out with their friends. They are taking some tea in the morning. I see them and say hello! then I was carried forward to the school I was in very stress of that I have to do so much of studied today's my test by that also I feeling like I have not study a single thing. and these people are chilling out here. Do people don’t want to pass the exam?  Why, I was studying a lot while I was not preparing for the exam, why only me and I was trying to be doing the study? Why are they not doing preparation?  I was feeling so stressed that I was too particular about my studies but the other stream students were not that much sincere in studies because their stream is easier than my stream.

In 11th class 12th class that is a period for chilling out for every person for fun and enjoying but I was in that stream in which there is no time for chilling out I have to study a lot, I have not the time for enjoying and with friends, when I went to the class I see that everyone should every student who are good in studies or not good in a study they all are sitting on their benches and seeing their notes because after 30 minutes unit test was held that's why all are sitting like this were during the preparation of the unit test.  today's all streams students unit test but only science stream students are preparing very hard, commerce and arts not working like that they are not that much occupied. Compression is seeing here from science stream we are in too much of pressure and stress and the art students were doing fun outside and talking with their friends.

Now it's time to go to Assembly but I was not ready to go there my own classmates were studying together in the class 5 minute before the Assembly everyone waiting to go in the last in the Assembly ground. there is a little bit of tension environment in the class everyone is trying to cover all the things for the test.

Bell ringed, after a minute I  was in tension. We went to the assembly ground in the Assembly science stream students were doing discussion of small, small topics .we all are stand by the streams wise boys beside of Science and Commerce stream students wear stand up then beside of their  Arts and Commerce student doesn't have lots of boys that's why they pair up in a single line. science stream students have many boys where they are standing in a single line and they all are discussing a small topic and at the same side Commerce and Arts we're talking the general things that the brother does whether you watch that web series or not. Or like a brother I was going to the Pub tonight you're coming with me then the others say yes why not these types of conversations the Commerce and Arts students were doing.

But here science stream students are doing a discussion about the tests, like brother please tell me the formula of this topic, please tell me how to solve this question I didn't understand this question? how to solve this reaction please tell me everything I will be learned in a minute, I was in tension I was thinking that what can I do in the exam and we were discussed are small topics suddenly the commerce student said that Why are you guys doing this much of study? leave this, how much you study now?  Your subject is that much tough, science stream student suddenly laughed and said and said that brother you just leave it! you have no idea what type of a problem we are facing now? I was a little bit longer in the height so I was standing in the backside of the line, I was seeing all this drama from the backside.

At the time in my mind, the observation was ongoing, I was thinking from both the stream students.

The first side What does the Commerce Stream student was thinking, they think like that the science stream students are behaving like they have so much of attitude they are very egoistic, they all things they are only who were facing so tough exam like JEE IIT, but they didn't know how we maintain the balance sheet? how will manage the balance sheet, how much struggle we faced in managing that? But the people think if they are giving IIT JEE paper is only doing the best they can take out the doesn't know how our CA exam comes you can search on a Google also that, Which exam is the toughest exam that CA exam comes first in the list and the other side.

Science stream students were thinking about Commerce Stream students. What do they do? We were thinking that Commerce students don’t study anything, they only do fun and chilling every time they don’t do anything in the future. Science stream is a noble stream and only those students prefer this subject who is able to think at that level and study. The only people choose this science stream they decide we're doing because we are able to give a lot of effort in this but this thing commerce students don't understand is because all their subjects are easy we are doing more tough work.

So this is two different- different perspectives were going in my mind that what Science stream Students thinking about Commerce Stream students and What Commerce Stream students thinking about Science stream.

This is the period of September class 12 is half on in past thinking that I have to do in the test we returned to the class after assembly we sat for the exam. The teacher distributed test papers to all of us. I got my paper after seeing the paper. I feel the paper is too lengthy. the teacher gives a standard question. We have to solve all 10 questions in 50 minutes only. we all start writing. I was just thinking that I have to solve all the questions I start writing at that time. I was doing my paper and suddenly the bell rang and the teacher told me that half the time was complete I was shocked after this.

I have only completed my three questions after listening to the bell. I was very dreadful. I was thinking how this happened? I have only completed 3 questions. How I solve the 7 questions in 20 minutes after this I was very nervous and I am doing another question. I was only thinking that the paper is too lengthy for the unit test exam. I was doing their paper. Some of the students submitted their exam papers. But I am doing that after 20 minutes I have only completed 7 questions from the 10 questions the teacher collects all the paper. He collects my paper also from my hand. I was thinking about how it is happening? I don’t write all the paper on how I didn't complete the paper in 50 minutes. After a minute some of the students were discussing that for the paper of the exam for the unit test was very lengthy. I've also attempt question I feel after all this and I feel about that no one attempt the whole paper I am going on the time of after the test time of student the chilling out and somewhere along with the class and went to the library for the study some of the students from the class and doing fun and talking with friends.

 I was going on with all things next day I went to school again my chemistry teacher comes with all the papers of the unit test answer sheet they show the papers to every student I got my papers and I see my marks, I got that much minimum marks that much I was attempted I was satisfied from my answer sheet. from my side, Atish was sitting.  He got more marks than me. He got 19 marks and I got only 14 marks. I was shocked after seeing his marks. I said to him how you got this? How did you get these marks? Did you attempt all the questions?  He said yes I attempted all questions. I asked him how did you attend all the questions. He told me brother it's my speed it's my normal speed I ask how to do it I also tried to write too much but I only have done 7 questions in 50min.  it's how you attempt all the questions that Aatish tell me that you are speed is too slow you are doing all the things right, your all concepts are clear but you are taking too much time for solving the one thing you have to create some speed in solving question You have 100% accuracy but you doesn't have a speed. I realized that time that he is faster than me. Atish asked me to tell me one thing in 3 hours. How many questions did you attempt at the JEE IIT exam? After listening to this for a while my mind was gone black I said what! what does it mean? He tells me that his brother tells me how many questions did you attempt in 3 hours of the JEE IIT exam.

I said to him very confidently that I will attend 50 questions in 3 hours. He said  No... No, it doesn't happen if you are doing this speed then you weren’t able to attempt 50 questions in 3 hours because your speed is too slow as my speed is more than you but I was not able to attend 50 questions in 3 hours. if you are asked 50 questions in 3 hours. how did you do this, when I asked him that you tell me how many questions did you attempt in the JEE IIT exam in 3 hours, he told me if you are able to attend 50 questions in 3 hours then for sure  I am capable to do all the paper in 3 hours, I was shocked and after listening this. I am not believing what the Atish said, this creates a doubt in my mind like what I am doing in the study, I was not able to do the paper in three hours I was studying till last year I was decided to give the JEE exam in last year of mid-month of December and from that time I was doing its preparation, but now I am not prepared FOR  it MY preparation doesn't See. Where is my preparation? from where I lost that thing by which I was not able to do the paper in 3 hours in that much time.

At the same time, I was compared that the coaching students doing best as compared to me because from the same place Atish is also going in the famous coaching his coaching name is Cambridge coaching and its speed is amazing at this time, I understand that coaching is most important for competitive exams because in the coaching the study was based on the concept the teacher of coaching where taught through the concept by the students are capable to think speedily there is a compression, Where the students were doing self-studies they were not able to acquire that much compared to the coaching students, this is the difference competitive environment. I went to the class and met Atish and I were having a discussion about What I have to do for Speed? Atish told me to maintain the speed, it's the biggest work he told me if we study all the thing but we have not that much of speed for solving question paper then our studies is good for nothing because in the competitive exam we have to solve the all question if we are not able to solve all the questions then our marks will minus. Because in that exam minus making is There. If you do only 50 questions in 3 hours and all the 50 questions you do are 100 % right but your speed is slow by this you leave 40 questions. So the  Marks of 50 question also goes in minus because you have not attempted the other 40 questions, so the speed is so much important for the competitive exam.