Chapter-5
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Ratri's pov
I'm sitting with my son my Shona who is sleeping peacefully after playing with That girl. My only reason of living is my baby. After what Mainak did with me I'm broken and lost. Did I really deserve it?
"Ratri did you feed hot milk to Mahi?" Mainak asked me
He has the nerve to ask me this? Now he care about his daughter to me?
"yes I did do you have any problem Mainak?" I asked him bitterly
"no I don't have any problem you can do anything with her. But don't harm her physically. We need her don't forget that" Mainak said
I chuckled sarcastically on his comment.
"belive me Mainak I can't forget it ever If I want to, just leave me Alone, and don't you dare to come here." I said to him
"Ratri can't you forgive me?" Mainak asked me
"If I cut your hands and say sorry to you will you forgive me Mainak?" I asked him with a smile a sarcastic one obviously
He didn't said anything nor he look at me.
"you broke my Trust Mainak I gave you my heart but you crushed both. If you have any shame then don't show me your face." I told him
He didn't said anything and left me alone.
A lone tear escape my eyes and it accompanied with another tear.
Soon tears started to flow continuesly.
I go outside of My shona's room i can't woke him up.
I go to our room sorry my room from now.
What was my fault in this? Was it my fault that I gave my heart to a wrong person?
Maybe it is my fault indeed. I was an i***t who didn't listen to anyone. I should have listen to Dadabhai (elder brother ) when he said me to not marry him but I was blind in love.
Mainak was my dadabhai's friend. He always come in our house for many reasons. From my childhood I had a crush on him and with time it developed in love.
I knew that he has many girlfriends but no one was serious one.
I had a hope that maybe in future I will get him. My ma always said that if you love someone from your heart you will get him or her one day.
He was 6 years elder then me. When I hit 18 I decided to tell him about my feelings because his baba was finding suitable girls for him to get him settled.
When I told him about my feelings he said he also love me but he didn't said anything because I'm his friends sister and younger then him. He was dating those girls to forget me because it was wrong.
I was on cloud nine that day he love me my love also love me. But if I know it was only a trap for me.
I told my parents about it they were also happy but not dadabhai. He was asking baba to not listen to me Mainak is not good for me. I was angry on him for saying this.
I fought with him, I cried, begged did hunger strike to get married to Mainak.
After all of this dadabhai agreed. But he said me one thing.
"You will Regret marrying him Ratri. He isn't what he show he is. He can't love anyone he is a man w***e. He has Slept with my many girls,"
Hearing him I told him that he did it to forget me. He loved me from the start.
Dadabhai only said that I have became blind in his love. Indeed I was blind..
We got married after few months. In this time getting married in an early age isn't any big thing. His parents accept me and why won't they? My father is a billionaire so his father is. They both become business partners.
My life was like a fairy tale. I could not ask for anything more. He was the best husband I could ever get.
After two months of our marriage I got pregnant with my shona. That time Mainak took great care of me.
After our son's birth our relationship got more strong or I think so.
With time mainak got busy in work. This company was half on my name half on his. It was Dadabhai who gave the idea.
When Shona turned 7 he was asking for a sibling. I also thought that we should try for it but Mainak became too distant in that time.
When I told him about it he was ignoring me. His some behaviour was suspicious but I ignored it.
One say love is blind I can't agree more on it.
One thing is that I have to admit he love our son very much when our son was becoming to stubborn and crying all the time he decided to plan a baby. And I got pregnant as well. But his behaviour was something I can't ignore anymore he started to stay at his office more or that's what he told me. I was getting suspicious so I hire a detective to spy on him and what I got to know shook Me towards my core.
He was cheating on me. He did it from the very start of our marriage the detective find everything.
I was really heart broken by this. I busted him in his sin. I wanted to leave him but I can't. My shona love his baba very much. If I got separated from mainak then it will clearly effect him and his childhood. And honestly my heart still beat for him I can't leave him.
God snatch my child from me as well. If it wasn't my shona I would have never accepted that sin child. I know Mahi has no fault in it but was it my fault either? I won't spare Mainak and that's for sure. I will make his life hell but I can't accept that girl.
When ever I see her face she remind me of my broken Heart my failed marriage.
I'm not a heartless person to abuse an infant but I can't help. When your heart break in peaces you had to make it of Stone. And my heart is only soft for my Shona.
And for Mainak and his daughter it's stone. I can't love her ever.
I won't give divorce to Mainak as well because if I did then again he will start his whoring ways and I'm not letting that happen Ratri isn't a game that he can play when ever he want. If he again tried to cheat on me I will make sure that he came on roads. And his parents will support me only.
They are also disappointed with their son but they are helpless they love their grandson.
Mahasweta you have no fault except one that you are Mainak's daughter and you haven't take birth from me. Why can't you be my daughter? Why you have to get birth from a prostitute? Why? If you were my daughter I would have loved you but no you're not my daughter nor you will be ever.
Now you have did the sin then face my punishment. Welcome to hell Mahi you will regret taking birth from Mainak.
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