My Mysterious Human

25. Too many feelings.

“I am fine just go to work” I say trying to be convincing but we waking up screaming did not help the girls to leave me. They were sitting in my bed when I woke up, Ian and Oliver were gone and it was just us girls. Sigrid was sitting on the couch on her phone but came over when I woke up. I was now walking them to their car so all of them could go to work, I know Sigrid has to work, I also know Penny has some papers to finish but I am not sure if Ana need to work but I am throwing them all out. 

“No Stella you were kidnapped and then slept for almost fourteen hours we need to be with you” Ana says trying to argue with me. 

“I am fine! And fourteen hours for me is natural” I say smiling at them. 

We walk out the big doors on the house and I see their cars sitting in the driveway, so I start to pull their hands. We already had our breakfast and we did talk a little, I told them all about the k********g but I did leave some out since I could just see Ana fuming and Penny tear up. I just wanted to be alone, I just wanted to reflect on what happened and what is happening, alone. 

“Stella will just let us be with you for today then we will leave” Penny begs pulling on my arm. 

I just shake my head still holding on to both of their arms, then when we are right in front of their car I quickly pull both of them into a hug. 

“I just need some time alone and some time to clear my head” I say honestly. 

They just look at me when we break the hug but then through our bond they sense that I need some time and just nod. We always had this bond that needed no words, when we were younger Penny was really struggling with her sexuality and our bond told us that we needed not to talk about this just let her figure this out. Me and Ana kept away from boys so us three became the three nuns of our school, the other kids teased us and called us prudes but we just knew that Penny needed time and we were not going to draw more tension to her by letting her be the only girl not kissed or virgin in school. It was more hard for Ana to keep away from guys at parties but we stuck together and when we were 16 Penny finally admitted to herself that she was gay and that she needed to live with that. Penny was another person after that because this was really holding her back and putting her down and all we could do was be there for her. Our bond just told us that we needed to let her do this on her own but still stand behind her. 

“Comon now go on, I need to watch some Dumbo and think” I say smiling. 

“Okey but call us if you want and we are coming over tomorrow for dinner” Penny says sternly. 

I just nod my head and fish out my cigarettes out of my pocket, I light up and they take the sign and leave. I watch them leave, while I am smoking but I feel someone looking at me but when I turn around I can't see anyone. I start to walk back to the door but when I am standing in front of the door I see that I have no place for the sub, I sighed and walked inside. I walk over to the kitchen but what I see makes me freeze in my tracks. There standing in the kitchen is the blond from the party that attacked me, the one that I almost broke her arm, she is standing there in black tight running pants, running shoes and a pink top with her stomach bare. I forgot how beautiful she is and even more now in the light. I was starting to get angry, why was she here? Where is Ian? 

She is staring at me with disgust but not saying a word, is she Ians ex? 

I just started walking to the right were I knew I could find a bottle to put outside for my stubs. 

“Filthy human” she said under her breath. 

I stop and turn around to look at her.

“You want to go another round ugly?” I say with such anger in my face. 

She looks at me also angry but then her eyes go a little blank but not as much like people do when they are mind linking, what is happening?

She does look like she is talking to someone but more like she is talking to her self because her face looks like she is having both sides of the conversation. 

Then she is back but she just stomps out of the kitchen and out the big doors, I hear them bang shut. The was weird but now I am mad again so I take the bottle and walk after her out so I can smoke another before I go up to Ians bedroom again. I am quick smoking this one so I put the stub in the bottle and put it behind the flower pot by the door. I am still mad because I know that people need Ians permission to come to his house and extra now since I am here. The more I think about it the more mad I get. When I reach Ians bedroom I am turning my handle when I hear someone behind me. 

“Hi Luna, is Ana gone?” 

I turn around, its Oliver and he is smiling from one ear to the other and that just made me snap. 

“My name is Stella! And yes you i***t she is gone, now leave me alone!” I yell at him and shut my door in his face with a loud bang. 

I walk straight to the balcony and open the doors, I breath in the fresh air trying to calm down but I am so mad that I think that I just need a cold shower to calm down. I walked over to the bathroom and locked the door. I take of my pants and shirt but before I can take off my underwear I see myself in the mirror. My hair is all over the place but what caught my eye was the big blue mark on my cheek, I lift up my hand to stroke it when I hear the door to the room open.

“Kitten?” I hear Ian call but I ignore him. 

He then bangs on the bathroom door.

“Open up” 

“No leave me alone, you asshole!” I yell back. 

I was about to unclip my bra when the door is broken up and Ian is now standing in the doorway but I am standing there in only my underwear. I see his hand tighten even more around the handel when he sees my bare skin. 

“What's wrong?” he asks, it sounds angry and threatening.

“I can't get a single second for myself!” I yell at him bending down to pick up my shirt. 

I put it on and it goes a little past my hips so I don't bother with the pants since I am going to shower. 

“What do you mean?” 

“What was the blond bimbo doing here?” I ask back now with my hands on my hips. 

“Sofia was here?” he asked surprised. 

Her name was like poison to my heart and hearing it from him made me even angrier. 

“Yeah she sends her love” I spat at him. 

His face looks murderus but I am still standing my ground, his shoulders are moving up and down while he is trying to control his anger. 

“What did she say to you?” he asks with his eyes closed. 

“None of your business, I know you have Exes but I have no interest in meeting them so just keep her away from me” I spat. 

“She is not an ex, she just has it in her head that I would ever choose her as my luna” he said angry now looking at me. 

I don't even try to hide the hurt in my face, his face softens a little seeing my hurt but he still looks pisst as hell. 

“You will never see her again, she is gone” he said then taking a step closer to me. 

“What do you mean?” 

Is he going to kill her? I mean he did break her arm. 

“You don't have to worry about it” he said now standing closer to me.

I was not going to push more on this because this was his pack and it was not my place to question how he runs it but I knew inside that he would not kill her. 

“What are you doing in here dressed like that?” he asks sniffing my hair trying to calm down, but I could feel the heat radiate from him. 

“I was going to take a shower” I breath out letting go of some of my anger. 

He then takes one step away from me to look into my eyes. 

“Without me?”

“Well you weren't here and I wasn't going to go looking for you to ask you to take a shower with me” I said plainly. 

“Why not?” he asks offended. 

He then starts to take off his shirt, one button at a time, my anger is gone but I am just wondering how we went from tearing each other's heads off to taking a shower together.