24. So much!

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I felt my strength slipping away but here we were only the four of us left because everyone ran when I yelled. I leaned on Ian and he held me close to his body sniffing my hair and just being close to me.  “Lina what's wrong? why are you submitting to me and not taking on your luna position?” I ask. Lina but she is still standing across from Matt but just looking down at her feet, she looks scared but she does not look scared of Matt. “Did he hurt you?” I ask, Matt growled.  No answer.  “Do you not feel the mate bond with him?” I ask.  She keeps looking down and now I am mad.  “ANSWER” I order. “I LOVE HIM BUT I CAN'T BE HIS LUNA!” she yells at me.  “WHY?” I yell back, now angry.  “BECAUSE I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH!” She yells.  I then just look at Matt, who is just looking at his mate and his emotions are all over his face. His heart was breaking, everyone could see how bad he was feeling right now.   “THEN BECOME STRONG ENOUGH” I yell at her.  Her eyes snap up at me and widen but then they fill with tears and she jumps into Matts arms and starts crying. Matt was ready and caught her and held her close to his body, he sniffed her hair and started to brush it up and down, trying to calm his mate down. Ian pulls me even closer to his body seeing this and kisses the top of my head. My vision was starting to blur but I still had to be sure that everything is okey. “So you will go with him home then?” I ask but my voice comes out in like a whisper. Lina nods her head still crying into her mates chest and seeing this I let go, my feet gave out and everything went black.  “Stephanie!” When I wake up, I am in a big bed but I can't really move around since I am caged in big arms and feet around me. From the heat and tingles I know that its Ian holding me but then I hear Ana talk some nonsense and Sigrid's snoring. I am laying in bed and I am feeling Ian, hearing my best friends but it is black in the room. Did they all stay over? I am surprised that Sigrids snoring didn't wake me up much sooner because its sounds like a overweight man with a broken nose, I cant belive that those sounds come from a such a petite person.  “Why are you not sleeping?” Ian said low in my ear.  “I need to use the bathroom” “I will take you” he said simply.  Before I could say anything I am being swooped up in his arms and being carried to the bathroom. I feel him walking strangely to the bathroom, then he puts me down but my feet give away and I fall back into his arms.I look up at him and his face is stern and almost looking angry and annoyed. I then see to his side that four people are sleeping on the floor on mattresses, that were no small mattresses because Ians room is huge so he could easily get two queen size mattresses on the floor so he did. Penny and Sigrid are sleeping on either sides of there matteress, you could easily fit another person between them. Then there is Ana sleeping in someones arms, I am guessing its Oliver because it would be weird if she was sleeping with someone else. I then balance myself and walk over to the toilet but with great difficulties, I turned around to look at Ian, he just gives me a look but I match it so he sighs and walks out. When I finish, Ian is back in the bathroom, I am drying my hands on the towel on the wall with my back to him when I feel his big body push against me, I put my hand on the wall so I don't fall on it. Both of his hands are on the wall on each side of my head, his body is pressing against me, his head is in my hair.  “You scared me, I was losing my mind, I was seconds away from wiping out his entire pack” he talks into my hair.  His voice was filled with sorrow, hurt and just pain. I turn around and my lips meet his right away, his arms go around me and he lifts me up, I wrap my legs around him. His lips are demanding and going all over the place like this would be our last kiss, I put my hands on his face and take control of the kiss and I could feel his shoulders ease. He puts my down next to the sink, letting me lead the kiss, I put my hands in his hair and pull a little so he opens up his lips and I deepen the kiss. One of his hands go to my boob, when the other is holding around my back, the tingels are burning my skin. I let my hand move down over his bare shoulder and down to his bare chest and down to his waist. I hear him groan deep down in his throat, lifts up my shirt so his hands could get under it. I am taken aback a little, I am only wearing a big shirt and underwear. Is our first time going to be in the bathroom with all my friends sleeping in the next room?  His lips leave my lips and go to my cheek, jaw, neck and then he kisses a spot right at the end of my neck and the beginning of my shoulder. All my thoughts leave my head when the tingles turn from hundred to a thousand.  “I need to mark you” he said into my neck.  Mark me? What is that? “What?” I breath out.  He moves away from me and is now standing before me looking so serious.  “Wolves mark their mate, it is a small bite on the shoulder but humans can't see it only wolves and that would mean that you belong to me” he said. I lift up one eyebrow. “You want to give me a wolf hickey?” I ask surprised. His face does not change or make any emotions.  “It's more like an engagement ring for wolves” My eyes widen, that is big and we havent even had s*x or even a date for that matter.  “it's part of the mate bond, when I mark you, I can sense you and find you quicker and we would be more connected, it's not as strong as like being mated to another wolf but this will complete the mate bond” he said looking hard into my eyes.  I can see that he is not telling the hole story so I lift up my eyebrow again. “And?” His face looks taken back my question but I just look at him. “And having s*x is also a part of it” he then said. “Wow thats big, so s*x and a bite, sounds kinky” I say now happy that he stepped away.  I hopped off the sink and start walking around the bathroom, ignoring the pain shooting from my legs, why do they hurt so much? “Can we go on a date first?” I ask looking back at him.  His face lightens up and a smile comes to his face, he walks closer to me and puts his head to my forehead.  “Of Course we can my love” he said sweetly.  “Okey wait what day is it today?” I ask confused.  “It's Wednesday so what do you say about a date on Saturday?” he asked and I just nod my head and as I am doing so he sweeps me back into his arms bridal style.  “It's easier this way because your whole crew is on our floor” he said but I am just happy to be off my feet.  He walks us back to the bed and puts me down before he slides in as well and pulls me into his embrace, my head is in his chest on his arm, his lips are on my forehead and his arm is around me then I put my leg between his. I gasp a little at what was poking into my thigh but then I just smile and drift off into sleep.  I am running again through the woods and there is something following me but this time I am not as scared, I am just running to save my life. Then the big black wolf jumps before me but this time there is no cliff and I am trapped. The wolf is so black but it is happy, wagging her tail back and forth looking at me. Maybe she is one of Ians wolves? But why would she be in my dreams? “Hi” I say looking mesmerised at her because now I am not scared so I can appreciate how beautiful she is.  Hi, I am sorry for the next time we will meet I stared wide eyed at her because he lips didn't move but I could hear her as clear as day! Of Course this is a dream but still this was coming from within my head and that was creepy but then I understand what she said.  “What do you mean? Why would you be sorry?” I ask but she just turns around and runs away. I feel cold and alone so I start running after her. The woods start to be thicker and I have to push myself past the trees but I am soon stuck. I try to push past the trees but they are now holding me and gaining on me, I start to scream.  “Come back!” I was getting scared, why did she leave me? Why can't I wake up? Where is Ian? “IAN!” I yell and sit up in the bed. 
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