I spent the whole day in bed and just watching Disney movies and trying to make sense of everything that is happening to my life. Lina called me about two times asking me about something but I just asked her what she wanted to do and then told her to do that. Matt called me also to apologise for k********g me but I knew that it was just for Lina so I just laughed at him and called him whipped, he just laughed and said yes I am. I was happy for them for figuring out there problems in only a day. I started to make a list of all the things I needed to decide on.
1. Marking me.
2. Live here.
3. Meet the pack.
4. Being Luna.
5. My studies.
6. Ana and Penny what am I telling them?
I didn't get farther when my door opens up and a angry Noah walks in.
“Why have you not eaten anything today?”
“I had breakfast!” I answer but look away from his red face.
“That was almost 10 hours ago” he said through gritted teeth.
I look at the clock on my computer, yeah he is right the clock is eight in the evening but I am just not hungry.
“I am not hungry Noah” I say simply and wish he would leave.
“Ian will kill me if he finds out you have not eaten all day” he said now pleeing.
“Haven't you been with him all day?” I ask.
“Yeah”
“Then how were you supposed to keep tabs on me when you are with him?” I ask simply.
He looks like he is thinking for a minute but then he just shakes his head.
“Will you just come down and eat?”he said, I just looked at him but sighed.
We walked together down stairs in silence but it felt weird, I needed him to talk so I can think about all of this s**t.
“So what did you do today?”
He looks at me but then he starts talking, he started talking about some paperwork but I was not listening, we came into the kitchen and it was empty, I start to pick out what I need to cook me dinner. I realise that Noah has stopped talking and is looking at me.
“What?”
“You do know we have people that will cook for you” he said.
“Well I am picky about my food so I would like to cook it myself” I lied.
I am not a picky eater, there are a few things I don't like but that list is short but I needed to have my hands busy since I was thinking. Noah put on some music on the speakers and then started playing on his phone. I was grateful that he picked up that I didn't want to talk, when I was mixing the pasta, bacon and sauce together I feel someone watching me but when I look up at Noah, he is still looking at his phone. Then I look to the door and there Ian is standing with his hands crossed on his chest. He is wearing a gray dress pants with a white shirt tucked into them but his sleeves are folded up to his elbows. Other people would think that he looks mad but now I can see the difference, he has an angry face but if you just has to look at his eyes then you can see the difference.
“What are you doing?” he asks.
“Well Noah said that I haven't eaten all day so he dragged me down to cook for him so I can go back to bed” I said teasing but Noahs head popped up and his eyes wide.
“What no! You are not cooking for me but yourself!” he said quickly.
“Then why would you insist on me cooking this for you?” I press on but then Ian comes behind me and puts his hands around my stomach and smells my hair.
“Why would you agree on cooking for another man?” he said into my hair.
Shit, my tease turned around on me.
“You are more than welcome to eat his dish since he apparently doesn't want it” I say turning my head up to him.
My lips were inches away from his and I freeze.
“Okey I am leaving so I don't get another black eye” Noah said while standing up and that snapped me out of the trance.
“You gave him the black eye I saw?” I say surprised.
Ian gets uncomfortable and lets go of me and walks away from me while rubbing the back of his head. We were alone in the kitchen now but I saw it for a second, he mind linked someone but then he looked at me.
“Babe you have to realize that you were kidnapped and I had no idea were you where and he said the wrong thing at the wrong time”
I put my hands on my hips.
“Would you ever hit me?” I ask but I knew the answer.
“Of Course! not I would never hurt you or let anyone hurt you!” he yells and his eyes then went a little black.
“Then why would you hit your beta?”
“Like I said you were kidnapped and things were crazy, can we drop this and just eat?” he asked looking away from me.
I just nod my head and hand him the plate with the food, he just smells it and smiles the biggest smile I have seen on him. I sit beside him and start eating but he is not eating so I look over at him but he is just watching me.
“What?” I ask.
“This is something I have been looking forward to since I was a little pup, just eating dinner with my mate and just being with her” he said happily.
“And is it everything you have ever wanted?” I ask smiling.
“Well in the dream she was feeding me and I was feeding her” he said with an evil smile on his face.
I then drop my fork into my pasta and reach over to pick his up, I take a little in the fork, blow on it and then bring it up to his face. He looked surprised that I was actually feeding him but then he takes the fork in his mouth and we do this until he finishes the plate. Then he reaches to take my fork but I take his hand.
“I am very sensitive to hot food so blow well on it please” I said looking serious at him, I see his shoulders ease and he just nods his head.
When I have finished my plate I look at him and he is looking weird like he wants to say something but isn't.
“What? You didn't like it? Then why would you eat the whole plate?” I ask now scared why wouldn't he just say something.
“No! No! That is not it honey, its just that I want seconds but I am not sure you would want to continue this?” he said not really sure about himself.
It was just so cute to see my tough guy so unsure, I am sure that he just snaps his fingers or just shouts orders if he wants something but I can see he is not sure when it comes to me.
“I will get you the rest” I say while taking his plate.
I feed him the rest and he just smiles the whole time, wow he sure can eat I mean I always make way to much but he just finished every last pasta. He then swoops me up bridal style and starts to walk me outside of the kitchen.
“Ian! I have to finish cleaning in the kitchen” I say trying to make him put me down but he just holds me closer.
“I can do it just find something to watch while I do so” then he places me down on the couch in the cinema room.
I just smile at him and start flipping through the channels but I can't find anything so I go to the vod and start looking through the movies on there. I have no idea what kind of movies Ian likes so I can't really make this decision. Then when he comes back, he pulls on me so I am laying across the couch and then he puts a pillow under my head and then he opened up my legs and lays between them. I just lay there not really sure what happened because that was way to quick but I just laugh a little and put my hand in his hair.
“What type of movies to you like?”
“Anything” he said looking at the Tv.
“How about then something cheesy, The notebook?” I said smiling.
“You really like that movie?” he asked.
“Well yeah it has a boy fighting for his girl” I say
“I haven't seen it so lets try it” he said in defeat.
I find the movie again and start it but then he stops it and looks at me.
“Can you be in our room tomorrow?” he asks.
I look confused at him, what?
“What? Why?” I ask getting mad.
“I have some business to take care off tomorrow and I am worried about your safety”
He was embarrassed about having a human mate and wanted to hide me away.
“Then maybe I should just go home then or go check on Lina” I say and now he was crushing me, I needed him off me.
I push myself from him on the couch and I could see the hurt in his eyes but I was mad know, if he was embarrassed by me then I should just leave.
“No I am just worried with all off these wolves here and that I can't watch over you”
“No its fine I will just go over to Linas and Matts” I say angry.
“No you can't go over there, you are in more danger there than here” he said now angry as well.
“I am not going to just hide in the room all day!”
“Why are you fighting me on this?”
“Because if you are embarrassed by me then you should just say so!” I yell at him.
He looks shocked staring at me for a couple of seconds then he just jumps on me and start kissing me. I start kissing him back because I really didn't want to fight and I could not fight the tingles burning my skin and screaming out for more. Then he pulls away.
“You are the best mate a wolf could ask for and I would not change a hair on your body but these men are not my allies and I don't trust them around you, wolf, human or witch”
My eyes widen in shock.
“There are witches?” I ask.
He laughs a little.
“Yeah little buggers”