"Oh my God." Renee practically buried her face in her hands in shame. She shook her head in that position and muttered under her breath, unknowingly loud enough for me to hear.
"Could my life get any worse?"
I had a weird mixed feeling of joy and fear. It was creepy. I was joyous at the fact that I could keep my full time concentration on Laura and not have to think about, or feel guilty that I was cheating on her.
The fear was the fact that Renee had been the anonymous girl. She had fallen prey so easily one more time, why on earth was she acting so desperate for love? That was beyond my reasoning. How would I tell that to Jones? I was also afraid of what she had to say to me. She knew very well about my relationship with Laura and now she would only see me as a cheat, not manly enough
