After pushing Lana out, my brain wires seemed to just be connecting. I did not know why, but it seemed like a spirit had left me and I started to shake in fear. It dawned on me that I hit Lana. She wasn't going to be the first. It was morning and I still could not find sleep. Guilt was tormenting me all over. I didn't know what next to do and so I decided to call Jace. I had told myself that I wasn't going to have anything to do with her anymore but I was left with no choice at the moment. I needed somebody to talk about my disastrous act and feeling and she was the closest person to Lana. Well, that I knew about. I dialed her number and it took her approximately three beeps to answer. "Hey?" Her half sleepy self called in evident surprise. "Job? What's up?" She asked, a yawn following