I felt Derrick stiffen, he was overwhelmed as he stared wide-eyed like he never saw this coming. He didn’t react and was frozen at the same spot. I suddenly felt awkward when he didn’t respond and pulled away with a flushed face. I lowered my gaze and said, feeling slightly ashamed that I wanted to crawl into a deep hole and hide my face in shame. “I..I...I mean, I’m sorry. This..” I raised my hands trying to explain myself but only shrugged in defeat as I was confused and couldn’t process a complete word to clarify what I just did. I wouldn’t be more ashamed if Derrick had kissed me back, however, he was just there with wide eyes, his mouth hanging loosely as he watched me with dimmed eyes. At first, I thought he was irritated and I wanted to explain myself, however, before I co