All the blood drains off my face. I am sure I look like I have seen a ghost or look like the ghost itself. He is looking at me without batting his eyes that are cold as ice and void of any emotion as he holds the papers for me to take. I don't trust myself so I gesture for him to put them on my desk so that he can leave immediately. I will not ask him any questions. I won't ask him why he keeps on breaking my heart this way. Why he keeps on doing things he knows are going to hurt me. He turns around and walks out when he realises that I won't say anything to him. For the first time since all this started I allow myself to cry. Not shedding few tears, crying where you find yourself out of breath. He really gave me divorce papers! On Friday he bullshitted me that when all this is ove