I am in the dining room eating pancakes with maple syrup and some fresh orange juice. Gina forced me to come down and have breakfast here. Mom left early for her job or so I assume. My head hurts so bad due to the crying I did yesterday. I don't want to recall yesterday at all so I push the thoughts away. I dig into my breakfast. I made a decision this morning that I am done crying over him. If he wants nothing to do with me then he will get his wish. I will just take today off and then go back to work tomorrow. I need some peace and rest today to gain energy I need to face him after tomorrow. I am taking the last sip of my orange juice when I hear two hushed voices from the first floor. Gina comes in at the right time to collect the dirty dishes. The voices don't stop so I decide to g