I Still Want You

Getting Back to Normal

I had woken up of the feeling of having a full bladder, I got up to go use the washroom. I crawled back into bed, Lucas was still sound asleep, I looked at the time it was 8:22am. I couldn't fall back asleep, so decided to go downstairs to make some coffee. As I was walking down the stairs I could see someone laying on the couch, I poked my head around the corner to get a closer look it was Zack. He was looking at me, "Morning" he said I went probably 10 shades of red "Morning, sorry I didn't know you stayed here you startled me" I replied "It's okay, I didn't sleep much anyway, Lucas asked me to stay since I did have a few drinks last night". Was I that drunk last night that I don't remember Zack drinking ? "I'm making coffee, you want some?" I asked. "Yes, please" he replied getting off the couch to follow me into the kitchen. "So, how have you been anyway?" he asked as I was putting coffee on "Well, I could have been better but I'm sure you heard Anna and I are partnered together for a class project" I replied rolling my eyes "Yeah, Austin told me. I'm sorry. I'm sure she won't try to cause anymore trouble for you since I want nothing to do with her anymore, which I'am very deeply sorry about Sammy" I looked at him "It's okay Zack. It's not your fault". He gave me a smile as I seen Jess and Austin walking into the kitchen "Morning" Jess said giving us a smile. "Morning" Zack and I both replied. "So, does this mean we can all hangout again?" Austin asked. "Of course" I replied making Zack smile even harder, which made me smile. I was happy he was happy. I'm sure it was just as hard for him, as it was for me. Lucas made his way down "I could smell coffee in my sleep" he said walking up to me to give me a hug.

No one was hungry so we all sat at the table with our coffee's talking and laughing. "So, what should we do today?" Lucas asked "I don't think anyone had any plans?" Austin replied but making it more of a question as he wasn't sure about Zack or me. "I had nothing planned" Zack replied "Same" I said enjoying my coffee. "That settles it then,  we will all hangout anyone have any ideas?" Lucas asked looking around the table. "I will go home to shower first" I replied "Same goes for me, well to Sam's" Jess replied. "Okay, after everyone freshens up we can all meet back here, and go from there" "Works for me" Austin replied.

We finished our coffee, and put our mugs in the dishwasher. Jess gave Austin a kiss before we left to go back to my place to shower. at the same time Zack was heading home too. Shower felt great, it felt I was in there a lot longer then I usually do. I picked out a dark grey t-shirt, dark grey hoodie, medium blue jeans, did my hair in a side braid. I went back downstairs to grab my grey ankle boots. Jess was ready too, she wore a dark pink hoodie, medium blue jeans and had her hair up in a bun. "I'm glad you and Zack made up" Jess said putting on her beige hiking boots I turned around to face her "Me too" I replied smiling at her. "I'm also glad you didn't get super pissed he showed up last night" she said now standing up "Did you know?" I asked "No" she replied "But I'm surprised he did show up, I guess he really wanted to work things out" she added "I'd say" I replied giving her a smile. "Ready?" I asked "Yeah, let's go" she replied walking passed me out of my bedroom.

We got back to Lucas's, Zack wasn't here yet. Austin was in the kitchen "Hey girls, Zack's on his way he got held up helping his mom with something and Lucas is upstairs" he said. Jess went over to him to wrap her arms around his neck and place a kiss on his lips. I turned around and went upstairs to give them space. Lucas was in the washroom, so I went into his bedroom and laid on his bed, I wasn't laying there very long when I felt his weight on the bed, he was on top of me "Welcome back gorgeous" he said placing a kiss on my cheek, making me giggle "Well hello to you too" I replied grazing my finger tips along his jaw line. Before I knew it our lips met, and we had this long, deep passionate kiss going on, it got a little heated but he pulled off me to lay next to me, we were both breathing heavy. "You two decent in here?" I heard Jess sing out from the doorway "Maybe" I replied laughing "Then that's a yes" she said poking her head in. "Zack just got here" she added skipping into the bedroom and jumped on the bed next to Lucas and I. "Party going on in here?" Austin asked walking into the bedroom with Zack behind him. "Guess so" Lucas replied giggling. Austin jumped on the bed making Jess scream and laugh. Zack was standing at the foot of the bed shaking his head "May as well join us" I said giving him a smile. Zack jumped in landing partially on Austin "Bro, good thing you're light" Austin said laughing. Next thing you know a pillow hit the back of Austin's head "Pillow fight" Jess yelled out laughing. We were all fighting over pillows smacking each other in the head, and laughing our asses off, it has been such a long time since I had a pillow fight and laughed this hard, I enjoyed every minute of it. Zack ended up getting hit in the face, and ended up with a nose bleed making everyone stop "I'm okay" he said holding his nose and walking towards the bathroom "I'll help" I said following him across the hall. I grabbed some toilet paper for him to stick in his nose to stop the bleeding, Zack was sitting on the tub ledge, as I grabbed a face cloth and damped it with cold water to wipe any blood on his face. I kneeled on the floor between his legs placing two of my fingers under his chin to move his head up as he took the toilet paper out of his nose I carefully wiped along his nose clean "I think you're good, you okay?" I asked "Yeah I'm fine. Thank you though" he replied "No problem" I said giving him a smile.

We all went downstairs to the kitchen after the small incident, we got pizza and garlic fingers ordered for pickup as we were going to grab some snack for the movie. We went to the corner store first, we picked out pretzels which are one of my favourites ranch Doritos, lays dill pickle, ruffles plain, and also picked up some Pepsi, and sprite. We went to greco to pick up our pizza order and we went back to Lucas's.We all went downstairs to get all comfy. First movie up was Insidious. that movie always creeped me out not going to lie. I was sitting between Lucas and Zack, Jess and Austin were sprawled out on the love seat next to us. There was lot's of room on the big L shape couch, I just think they wanted to be alone.

After the first movie ended, we cleaned up the pizza boxes and put our dishes in the dishwasher. We refilled our drinks, and grabbed some bowls for the chips. I was full from the pizza, but I was sure in the next hour I was going to be ready to eat some junk food. I ran upstairs before we got settled in the second movie to watch the ring to change into my dark purple fluffy pyjama bottoms with white and pink stars all over them. It wasn't long after I got comfy I got hot, I had to take my hoodie off but Lucas also went to grab a dark green throw over blanket before we went back downstairs  which didn't help especially with my pyjamas. "I'm going to put on a pair of your boxers" I said getting up to pause the movie to go back upstairs again "Okay" Lucas replied. I even ditched my socks this time. I ran back downstairs "Sorry guys, I was too hot" I said sitting back down "All good" Zack replied, we both smiled at each other.

Jess and Austin disappeared before the second movie ended to go be alone. We all knew where they went, and we all knew they were sexually active. They been together for close to two years. Jess's parents are pretty strict with her, her mother put her on birth control some time last year, but don't allow her to sleep over at Austin's or for him to sleep over at her place. I'm sure they aren't stupid and know they spend the night together when she tells them she's staying at my place. Jess lost her virginity to Austin, and she was his first too they both are madly in love with each other. Made me a little jealous because I want that someday. I was still a virgin, and was waiting til I was actually in love before I became intimate. Lucas and I never really talked about s*x, I didn't know if he was still a virgin or not but I'm sure that conversation will happen someday.

The ring had finished "I should probably get going home" Zack said getting up from the couch "Are you sure, you can stay if you want" Lucas asked. "Yeah I'm sure. I told my mom I would be home tonight, I'll see you guys at school Monday, oh and good luck tomorrow Sammy" he replied walking up the stairs "Night" I called out after him Lucas shrugged his shoulders me "Well, what do you want to do now?" he asked. "We can go upstairs" I replied standing up stretching. "Works with me" he said throwing me over his shoulders and heading for the stairs "What are you doing?" I yelled out "Bringing you upstairs" he giggled. He managed to bring me up both sets of stairs, and throw me down on his bed, he went to close his bedroom door, and crawl on top of me kissing my neck "I could kiss you all night" he said kissing my cheeks, then my lips "Mmm, I can relate" I replied. He got up to turn the light out, he was now laying next to me playing with my hair, then I felt his lips meet mine again. He pulled me into him, I swear his lips made me melt on the inside I wanted more, but I knew I wasn't ready yet. I wasn't sure if I felt that way towards him just yet but he sure made me feel like putty in his hands, he made my heart skip beats, and my stomach feel like a roller coaster ride.