Chapter 16
1179 Words
This woman is driving me insane and I can't seem to get her out of my mind not even if I am with someone ells, it's like my insides wants to burn from wanting her, to hold her and to just talk to her about any damn thing .I need to get over her and move on but I want to talk to her first to tell her I am not mad anymore and just to hear her soft voice and I know she has this little boy for a fiancée but I just need this for my own self so I decide to just send a message and see if she would reply and I do and then I wait like a i***t and no reply so I send it again and then I just tell her never mind feeling so helpless ,is not who I am ,I am a business man and ruthless so why do I keep thinking she will come back when I know she wont so I close the message to have a look at my social media and what I see makes my f*****g blood boil, their the woman of my dreams stands with her fiancée I presume because he is hugging and kissing and laughing with her, My Jenny , I know she felt something she had to didn't she? ,man I bloody hate him and her , she looks happy in these photos and the sucker also seem to have a lot of money so yes Pieter seemed to be on the dot she is after money it seems, I am so mad I just throw my phone to the ground and I slam my fist into the wall hurting and bleeding a bit but I clean it and as I do I promise myself to never go there again she is dead to me now.
Jenny (Pov)
My fingers is acing to type and even though I have read it almost a hundred times I still cant believe it is him and I know he hurt me but he was special to me and always will be , so I decide to wait before I replay so I go to his social media page and what do I find, him and his mistress and they look happy and just as I scroll I see some news headlines saying that the speculate that he is soon going to propose to her and that he is finally getting everything ready for the L.A Hotel to open and then I see the picture on the billboard and it is the one of me and the male model so this confirms to me he did not care , if he did me and him would have been the photo on the main billboard , the one he really kissed me ,so I close my phone thinking I will not reply and just leave the past in the past and pray that I will soon forget the man named Kevin Macrow.
Two more days went by and I actually ended up going to two more functions with Tommy and every time he tried to get close but I won't let his and he promised to behave if we could try so I told him friends first and then I agreed to go on a date and it went ok , he wanted to kiss me so I kind of let his and it was ok but I did not feel it like him, he was happy and I just wanted to get over Kevin seeing him in the news made it hard but Tommy and Sam helped a bit but lucky for me I will be in Paris Monday and that will also help, Tommy is not happy but I told him we can still talk so he is ok with it and I am so glad because I need to get away and just go and enjoy and get more money to pay our last bills. Dad is taking me to dinner tonight just me and him before I go and I know he is sad but I think he likes it because then he can have more lady friends over seeing he also gets lonely and I want him to be happy too and Sam seems happy too, he dates a lot lately and we don't talk to much but I think it's his way to get over me in a way. While me and dad have dinner I feel like I can eat the whole restaurant and for a model it is not a good thing seeing I need to keep my body in shape all the time ."You are hungry aren't you, seems you are making sure to stuff your face before leaving", "Dad believe me I am just hungry and yes maybe because I will miss food a bit and you know how much I love my steak' I say and be both just laugh.
After dinner we went home and I wanted to go for a ride on my horse but as we stopped I felt sick again so I ran to the bathroom and emptied my stomach and felt a bit dizzy so dad came to the door asking if I was fine and I did feel better and I think that is the price you have to pay for staffing your face with dinner and dessert and maybe also a bit of stress to. So I clean myself up and as I come down dad made me some honey and lemon tea. "Come have this tea it will help you to feel better, you seem a bit pale to, wat's wrong honey, why always sick throwing up?" he askes me and I know he worry's but I know I over ate and I just love dad for caring so much. "It must be the stress and I think that chocolate cake afterwards was not a good idea like you warned me so ya I feel ok now just need to pack and maybe hang out with the horses a bit, thanx for the tea daddy"> "Plesuere sweetheart just don't stress to much ok it will all be ok and soon you can be home for good and remember to enjoy this trip , you are still young and your live lies ahead of you so embrace it ok and don't go riding alone just hang with them then rather take a hot bath, your mom used to do that when she felt sick and it helped her, so goodnight baby girl " , dad is my rock and I know he is always right about everything so I do as he says and walk with my tea to visit my horses, I will miss them but after this trip Maranda said she will keep me on call so I will get to be home again until needed. So after I drank my tea I went inside taking a hot bathe and then I was of to bed.
- Writer
