You Win Some, You Lose Some

sleep overs

talons pov

" oh my God are you serious!" I yell surprised after she gives me a n****e cripple for no apparent reason. "what, I'm sorry it's just to funny watching you squeal like a pig!" she giggles sitting back down. it's been three months since I thought she was gonna die. since that day forward for a week once a month we barricaded ourselves in the game room and have been binge watching series, first was twilight, then xmen, then the hobbit, the lord of rings and lastly Harry potter. we've finished Harry potter this morning. "so what do you wanna do now?"

"well I was thinking about the pool?" she says

"wait, does that mean it's over, your finished?" I ask

"well untill next month" she rolls her eyes.

" well off you go then I can't wait to see you in a bikini!" pull her out of the game room with me I end up stopping infront of her room still holding her hand. she hasn't slept in here all week. she's been sleeping with me, being my cuddly bear. "I'll see you in five" she says walking into to her room" all I can think about is her I don't think I could ever want anyone else ever again. I think as I walk down to my room to find some board shorts to wear. after I've found a plain black pair I put them on and go down to the pool and wait. after about 20 minutes she comes out wearing a light blue bikini that's tied up at the hips and side. she's pretty much naked, most of her boobs and butt are exposed. and she knows it, as she looks at me and blushes, she looks nervous. "did you do this on purpose?" she says sceptically "what do you mean?"

"well all the other suits couldn't even cover my n*****s!"

"really? what size are you?" I ask her I seriously thought she was about a 12 B

"double C" she says walking into the water. now that she's wearing those bathers I think she's definitely right, how the f**k have I not realised that till now? I must've smirked while thinking and she saw "what?" she says standing on the steps with the water half way up her thighs. "nothing, I just guess I've never been with a real women before" she rolls her eyes and splashes me. before she knows it I pull her under with me into the deeper part of the pool. "f**k you!" she squeals and gasps coming up for air and slapping my chest. " naww don't get salty now." I joke playfully standing up and pulling pulling her to me. she naturally wraps her legs around my waist and her arms around my neck. I can feel her anklet rubbing against my back. I look down at her, her and all her jewellery sparkles in the evening sun. soon it would be dark, I don't care though my pools heated and there's lights out here. I stair into her amazing blue eyes for what seems like an eternity, then all of a sudden tears start rolling down her face. so I pull her closer. "what's wrong, baby?" I ask as I rest her head on my shoulder as if she was a baby. "nothing" she says simply " why are you crying then?" I'm so confused with this girl. "I....I...feel so full I didn't know I could feel like this and it makes me not want to die, I don't want to die anymore. and I think. I think my souls already fixed." dam she's gonna make me cry again. but what does she mean by full? "what are you full of baby?" I ask her quietly. "l think it's love" she whispers into my ear like it's a forbidden thing.

" is there something wrong with that?" I ask her

" it hurts" she sobs "I don't wanna hurt again"

what the f**k has someone hurt her, I thought she hadn't had a boyfriend before. I swear to God I will end them.

" what do you mean by it hurts, who hurt you?"

"I...I.. I loved my parents and when they did what they did to me it hurt so so so bad and I love my siblings so much ang when they were taken away it hurt me more than anything in the world. I could but up with the pain of punches for years but the pain of being told your nothing and having lost the ones I've loved hurt more than anything g you could ever imagine."

"and I'm scared to get hurt"

she adds that after she stops crying. "I promise you, claire I will never intentionally hurt you, ever." I assure her and she sniffles a watery giggle "I'll cut your balls off if you ever did" she giggles. "that's right, little miss!" yells nik. f**k I didn't realise he was around here. his voice makes claire jump. "f**k off arsehole." I yell back half jokingly. I look back down to see her smiling.

later that night I'm sitting on the couch with Claire wrapped around me while we make out. she's straddling my lap with her silk pair of pajamas on and her signature no bra. after a while she starts grinding on me, this is new. then she grabs one of my hands from her waist and pulls it to her boob. Dam I've been wanting this for months. I start to fondle her n****e and it turns as hard as rock at first contact. she moans. "hmmm" I look down to see her face and she's in pure bliss. Dam I wanna eat her p***y or at least finger her, I wanna give her real pleasure. I want her to know what I can give her. then suddenly her eyes fly open to look at me and I swear she red my mind. so, I slowly pull my hand down still it's near the waist band of the shorts, then I look at her, she nods. I slowly push my hand down her underwear. she's completely shaven and bare, holy f**k, my c**k almost burst. she moans as my fingers slip through her folds to find her clit, her jewel. "ahhh....gaahh.....ohhhhh!" she moans as I find it and rub. gently and slow, f**k she's so wet, she's dripping. "ahhhhh, more, finger me" she moans into my ear. so I slip two fingers in and use my thumb to keep working her clit. she's so f*****g tight my two fingers almost don't fit. she starts panting and I feel her tighten around my fingers "yes baby come for me" I pant into her ear, f**k I'm so hard just from giving her pleasure, I hope I don't let my load off by accident. then she comes on my hand "ohhhHHHH UHHHHH!" and holy f**k she's a squirter. "oh, yes baby" I say as she collapses on me and looks me in my eyes. I look at her as u pull my hand out and lock her juices of. "can I watch you jerk off?" she says and I almost choke on my own saliva. f**k this got heated real quick. I look down at her smiling at me and I scoop her up and run to my room with her, I don't want anyone to walk in on us, it was risky enough doing what we did on the couch. once we're in my room I practically throw her onto the bed and I follow after turning down the lights and pulling off my pants so I'm left in only my underwear. suddenly she gets shy, s**t maybe I scared her. "you okay? do you still wanna do it?" I asked gently. she looks unsure as she looks from my face down to my pants then away. "err well I umm, I'm sorry, I really did want to do it but I wasn't expecting, well that!" she gesture to my d**k awkwardly while still looking at my face. "that's okay" I understand she's new to this and these are all first times for her. she takes a deep breath "do you think maybe I could just, look at it ?" she says quietly.

"if tjats what you want" I can see her fidgeting with the bed sheet as she looks at the bulge in my pants while I'm leaning back against the headboard of the bed. "can I ask you what you were expecting?"

"well umm I don't actually know but I didn't think that it would be that big" she squeaks out. "oh, and here I was thinking you were disappointed in my size" I chuckle and it lightens the mood a bit. she smiles "can you?" she implys looking down. she wants me to take my undies off. so I lean down and do as she asks, all the while looking at her face. I want to see her reaction. when she sees my c**k her eyes go wide and her jaw drops while her breathing quickens. I smile "do you like what you see?" I ask " err it's kinda scary" she says looking my face now. I almost laugh, "why?" I'm amused. "it's all veiny and sorta lumpy and now it's out it's even bigger than I thought!" she says starting to panic. "I thought girls like big?" I half joke with her. "well I mean, yeah but....."

" but what?" I ask

"I don't know how it could possibly fit?" she turns pale.

"it'll hurt a bit at first, but you'll stretch out, it's natural baby." I look into her eye's and she nods. "not that I want to do that yet" she quickly adds.

I smile " do you want me to cover up?" I ask

her. she bits her lip as she thinks. "maybe, could I, would it be okay to touch?"

I almost laugh " of course" is the reply

she slowly moves her hand to the tip of my c**k and runs her thumb over the tip, I have to grip the sheets."fuuuuuuck" I say slowly as she wraps her whole hand around and starts to rub me up and down, up and down she looks at my face and I smirk cause I can't talk it feels so good I moan with in a few minutes I climax and she watches with fascination as I spray my load all over her hands. she looks at her hands after I'm done and picks one of fingers. "ewww do people really enjoy swallowing this?" she says Dam tjat kinda hurt my ego and I think she notices "uhh not that I don't think one day I will too it's probably a newby thing" she try's to cover up, she's probably right. she's holding her hands like they're infected with the plauge and I almost laugh out loud at her, she's obviously grossed out. "come on" I say leading her to the bathroom to wash her hands. after she's done we lie back down on the bed and she looks up at me like I'm some sort of strict parent and she just failed a test "I'm sorry" she says "no, baby don't be sorry, it's fine" I tell her "really???"

" of course, but remember that any time you need it I'll happily eat your p***y" I say smoothly as her face turns pink. she covers her face up with her hands, embarrassed. I laugh at her, she's so innocent and cute. "come here I want to cuddle" I say pulling her into my arms smiling. "can we lie in bed and cuddle?" she says leaning all her weight on me so I pick her up and carry her. after I lay her down on the bed I tickle around her ribs to tease her. " ahhh! noooooo! stop it mercy, mercy!!" what? why is she saying mercy? I stop tickling her and she looks up perplexed, at me. "why do you say mercy?" I ask her " oh, did I say that?" her face turns pink "it was kinda a game I used to play with my dad when I was a toddler, he would tickle us untill we couldn't stand it and then we had to say mercy to make him stop" she explained looking down. i lay down on the bed and pat my bare chest, signalling for her to put her head there. she puts her head down. "do you miss your dad?" I ask her. she looks like she's thinking but she doesn't answer, after about ten minutes I speak again "it's okay if you don't wanna talk about that" I tell her playing with her hair. "no, it's not that I just can't seem to put it in words to explain, but, I guess I've missed him for a long time even before he left, after I was about three or four all I remember was him in his shed all the time smoking. I never really had a real relationship with him and I guess in a way I just miss something I never really had, and it's mostly the same with my mum" she looks into space as she talks and when she's done I roll over and push one of my legs between hers and I tuck my chin into her shoulder. so she's the little spoon. "I guess I know what you mean, even though I've never had to feel like that I can imagine." I tell her. suddenly I remember. "err also while we're on the topic there's something I need to tell you" I warn her and she turns her head to look at me "what is it?"

"well one of my men blubbered to my mother about how and I quote smitten we are, so then my mother talked to my father and he rang me up and demanded that he get to meet his future daughter in law and her parents. I told him I he wouldn't be meeting your parents but there's no stopping the man on the fact that he wants to meet you, they also want to bring along my older brother. my family can be kinda full on most the time and I can understand how you don't like people but I'd appreciate it if you could try?" I ask her. "umm okay, but why didn't you tell me you have an older brother, and wouldn't he have become the boss, not you, no offence. also when are they coming" she says "well they're actually coming tomorrow, I'm sorry I should've said something earlier, and my brother is actually a half brother a love child really. the lady was going to get an abortion but my mother said that she would raise the child, I admire her for that it must'vebeen hard for her to raise a child and know it was her husbands but not hers, but she loved him the same. also he didn't want to be the boss." I smile and she looks at me again, thoughtful "what should I call them?" s**t I hadn't thought about what they would want to be called "well err I'm not sure, maybe start with Mr and Mrs Acradie" I think while looking out the window "what do you call them" she says rubbing my back. "umm depends" I say loving having her hand on me she stops rubbing my back "on what?" she questions further. "keep rubbing me and you'll find out" I say. she sits up on my lap now and rubs around my pecks and tracing my tattos here and there. "well" I start "when I was little I would call him papi and my mother was mama but as I got older and needed to earn more respect I would just call them mother and father or depending on where I was with my father I'd call him boss aswell" I finish and open my eyes looking at her. she slowly bends down, taking her time, so I can see her t**s as she leans forward. as soon as she's about 2 inches away from my face she stops and smiles. I wait for her to keep going but she starts to giggle. "oh" she squeaks as I reach up and pull her head down to mine, then as we start kissing she giggles into my mouth. "baby why are you still laughing?" I ask her she looks up at me panting "I've been thinking" she says breathless. " that could be dangerous, thinking" I say looking at her lips. I put my hand up to hold one her boobs and her smile gets wider. "you know how you asked me what I want for my birthday next week?" she leads, "yeah?" I kept asking her what she wanting but she said she has everything she could want "I would really like a dog" she giggles "really is that it?" I ask I can get her a dog easy "errm no, actually, I also want you to take my virginity." she looks at my face and giggles again. "are you okay?" she says. f**k no one's given me their virginity before, and I've had s*x alot but suddenly she's made me nervous. I cough "no, ahh, yeah I'm just surprised, I thought you wanted to take things slow?" I ask unsure, I don't want her to regret anything. "it's been three months, and I'm 100% sure that I love you" she says in one breath. "it'll be the best day of your life, I'll make sure" I tell her my voice starting to sound horse. she smiles and we go back to making out.

"talon darling are yo- oh " f**k my parents are standing in my door way while I'm on top of my girl. "come on honey we'll give em a minute to get sorted" my father chuckles as claire lays there not saying anything. my mother closes the door. "what the f**k talon you said tomorrow?!" she whisper yells at me. "me too they told me they were coming tomorrow" I check the date on my phone and I'm right "they came early" I say flatly "sorry" she says looking at me sheepishly "for what?" I say getting dressed "getting angry" she tells me "it's okay baby, it was a misunderstanding. also the plan is I'll go down and take them into the living room while you get dressed and I'll explain to then why they're not meeting your parents and all that jazz, is that okay, do you want me to tell them about that stuff?" I ask "yep" she says looking at me getting dressed into some jeans and a shirt "uhh also warning you we're Italian, they might not have the accent anymore but apart from that, still very italian" I caution her as I give her a quick kiss and leave. when I get down to the lounge room I find they're already there. "Darling, where is she?" my mother says looking behind me as if she might be hiding there. "well you now, women, she needs to get dressed and all that stuff" I say waving my hand and then give her a meaningful look knowing full well she would've been the instagator of showing up early. "why did you come here early I only just told her today that you were coming cause I didn't want her to be anxious for a while week but I wanted her to be prepared, then you guys show up early." I tell them off. "now you listen her tally I'm your mother and you've been hiding her for three months, three months! and I don't hear a word about it, I've been waiting for this for years and then you don't even tell me. I'm your mother and I have the right to see you and my daughter in law when I want to." she screeches at me Dam this women will be the death of me "mama we're not even engaged let alone married your gonna scare her off talking like that!" I complain. and my father chuckles "ahh well by the looks of things from earlier I don't think she'll want to be leaving you she seemed to be having a good time" he says casually smiling at me "really did you have to bring that up?" I say already exhausted "why is something wrong between the sheets?" he says "no there isn't at all, but my s*x life isn't your business, okay? also when is Marco getting here?" I ask them knowing my luck he'll have bailed "oh sweety he couldn't make it he some important things to handle" my mother confirms my suspicions. then she looks over my shoulder and smiles, so does my father, so I turn around and there she is. Dam she knows how to dress for different occasions. she's wearing her long hair down in it's natural wavy way, she's wearing a navy blue dress that's tight on the top half and flows out down to just above her knees, she's wearing her anklet and no shoes she looks so dam cute. as she walks closer I hold my hand out for her and she grabs it like a lifeline. I chuckle "ma, father this is Claire" I say as she stays close to my side. "it's nice to meet you Mr and Mrs Acradie" she says smiling at them "oh darling none of that you can call me mama izzy or mama or just izzy and you can call that old grump papi like talon used to" my mother could talk someone to death I swear. claire smiles and looks at me "mama, father why don't you sit down?" I ask them, after we've sat down my mother starts up again "so, how old are you dear?" claire looks at me and then back at them "I'm actually turning sixteen next week" she says "wow big age gape" my dad says as I turn 20 this year, there's four years between us. "yeah u suppose but when we're both in our 20s it won't seem so big" I say looking at claire. she's smiling. "so will we be getting any grandchildren anytime soon then?" my mother says holding eye contact with me, she's been hell bent on me having kids since was seventeen. claire starts to choke on air so I rub her back looking at my parents. "ma! I've been telling you for years it's not gonna happen anytime soon and it still won't" I finish looking down at claire. "we're gonna start with just a dog first" I tell them. "but you've got two dogs already son" my father says. "dad they're gaurd dogs we're talking about a family dog" my parents both raise their eyebrows at this because my whole life I've never taken interest in family dogs or really anything that wasn't made to kill. "well at least it has family in there" my mother mutters at me. "so, how did you two meet?" my father interrupts ma "ah well, we met when your son saved my life" claire says looking to me for help "oh, what happened, how did he save you?" my mother wouldn't shut up all this was a bad idea. both my parents were looking at us for an explanation "well, umm ma when we meet claire was in a really dark place and she was trying to end her life" I say slowly and watch their faces turn solem. they're speechless for the frist time in my life. "I'm alot better now, though, thanks to talon" claire pipes in "my dear, may I ask, what happened to make you feel that way?" my mother genuinely looks upset. claire looks at me then the floor "through out the years for as long as I can remember I've hurt physically and mentally and the only thing good I had in my life was my siblings, two days before I met talon my siblings were put into the system because my mother had poured hot oil over my baby brother, who was more of a son to me, I had nothing to live for anymore and no one to stay strong for my life was only gonna get worse so I decided to finish it." she tells them and my mother grabs Claire's hand as a few tears fall down her face for my girl. claire looks up and smiles at her. after a few seconds ma sits back "I'm so sorry" she finally says "it's all right now" claire says.