You Win Some, You Lose Some

loving right

Claire pov

well s**t I didn't think the leaders of a mafia gang would be this caring, honestly I thought that'd think me weak for trying to kill myself. instead I find izzy being so emapthetic that she's crying for me. we talk all afternoon. about talon mostly, when he was baby, toddler, pre teen and up to now. "when he was little he was such a mama's boy" his dad chuckles. "though he learnt to be the boss at a young age, one time one of my men were giving Liz s**t and this little bugger" his dad says pointing to talon as he smiles "at age six, he jumped on a full grown man pull his gun and held him at gun point. and then he shot him in the foot on purpose as a warning" I smile Dam, my man's a natural Alfa. "hey, he deserved it, he was the definition of an inconsiderate arsehole" talon smiles down at me as always cause I'm 5'5 and he's 6'5 and now I know where he gets it from when I look at both his parents with their dark hair and brown chocolate eyes, his dad is amazingly buff and with no dad bod in sight and his mum is the same, I hope I age like that. "oh, look them honey, I don't care what you tell me not to say talon you two are going to be happy together for a long time I can tell." izzy says to her son while looking me in the eyes "oh wow look at her eyes in the sunlight they look like crystals" she says "ma! she is not in a cage at the zoo!" talon says and I giggle. his mother lowers her chin and her eyes look from me to him "well let's not mention what an animal you looked liked this morning," she says raising an delicate eyebrow. and I smirk. "well it's getting late where do we wanna go for dinner?" talon says "why don't mama izzy and I cook something while you and your father can talk something?" I ask pretty sure cooking is something Italians love. "ohhhhh! what I great idea" izzy stands up in her red stilettos and her designer black dress and leads me into the kitchen smiling. "oh darling I've always wanted a daughter to do these kind of things with !" she practically squeals and I smile "I was so worried he'd gone and thought himself in love with some slut, oh sorry I didn't mean to offened you for all I know you've had ten other boyfriends, but that's not really what I mean by slut. I mean one of those girls that only want money and sex." she finishes and looks at me "I can tell your not one of those girls" I laugh "well I've actually never had a boyfriend before and me and talon haven't actually, well, you know" I tell her blushing "well your definitely a rare beauty then aren't you, now where are the tomatoes?" she asked and i find them. we decided on making lasagne, so it would be easy for me to learn. after about an hour talon comes.up from behind me and wraps his arms around me to stick his finger in the sauce I've made. "mmm, I could get used to this, baby" he says slipping his hands down to my legs and then back up my dress "talon! don't do that! your mum only went to get some wine and she'll be back soon!" I complain to him, I don't want his parents to see anything else to make me seem like a hoe. "I don't mind" he whispers into my neck. I turn around and pull his hands away "well, I do mister" I say firmly "don't you mister me" he says laughing as he grabs me again to sit me on the bench and kiss me, dammit. I let him have his kiss, cause we'll I want it too. but I make sure we only kiss for a second then I push him back and jump down onto my feet. "fine then" he huffs "at least can I have a hug" he knows I can't say no "okay then" he practically picks me up in a massive bear hug and over his shoulder I see his mum returning and she's almost laughing at my face. "talon you need to put me down, your mums back from the wine celler" I tell him "fine" he pouts putting me down and I go back to the sauce as he goes back to the living room where his dad is. "I've never seen him be so affectionate with anyone like that ever, the last time I can think of when he was like that with someone was when he was about 9 with me and his father but only in private when no one was watching. we were honestly worried about him for the last few years he'd become so stone cold, we thought he wouldn't find love. you've changed him so much." she says wiping small tears from the corner of her eyes. "does he treat you like this I front of his men?" she says as if he wouldn't "of course" I say and her eye's go wide "and I've noticed he hasn't had a single smoke since we've been here, he used to smoke like a chimney, do you know what has changed?" she asked "oh, well I didn't know he smoked alot, I didn't see him much for the first few weeks I was here but after being here together for two days I found him having a cigarette and said I don't know why people suck on cancer sticks and I haven't really thought about it since then but he hasn't smoked since" I look at her and her face almost splits in half when she smiles. well f**k this women must think I'm God to have changed her son so much but the truth is that I didn't even realise I had. within another half hour the foods ready and the boys have set the table in dinning the room. I'm actually kinda nervous as we sit down to eat. "you did good girls" talons father says smiling at me. "so, talon, I've noticed you've not been smoking since we've been here." his mother brings up and I smile as he looks from his mother to me then back at her "wow, I bet you've told her much I used smoke before I met her, even though she's only seen me smoke once" he says flatly but with a bit of humour. "oh well darling you have to understand as your mother I'm always going to be concerned about your health and I couldn't help but notice" she says. I've noticed that she likes to seem like a bit of a air head to people she dosent know but she's actually very observant and smart. "well if you must know I've just not been feeling like smoking" he says "sure" his mother says slowly smirking at him while father looks at me. "well f**k me dead, child, you convinced this little bugger to stop smoking" his dad says looking at me amazed "well you have to tell us how you did it, his mother has been trying to get him to stop since he started" I look at talon and he laughs "I'll tell you all. one day after a few weeks of being on business trips, I woke up and went outside to have a smoke. after a while, here she is telling me she doesn't understand what people get out of sucking on a cancer stick and yeah sue me, I wanted to please her so I stopped smoking" he finished looking at me with puppy dog eyes. I'm so in love it makes it hard for me to remember to breath when I'm near him. and I would happily die for him, but please don't shoot me for saying I'm in love after only three months.

after dinner talon shows them to their rooms as they're staying here with us for a few days. then we go to his room. "I dibs having a shower, you can wait!" I laugh running into the bathroom and locking the door as he chases me. every now and then we'll have a humours argument about it so now I just ry to get in first. "but I gotta peeee!" he yells as I strip off my clothes "go pee off the balcony then" I laugh back and hop into the shower. I know he's lying. s**t I didn't bring any clothes here with me. oh well. after I've had my shower and dried off mostly except my damp hair I walk out wrapped in a towel to see my boyfriend sprawled across the bed with only his undies on. he's so f*****g hot with his olive skin, six pack and chocolate eyes along with his dark mop of hair. I can't believe his parents believe I've changed him so much. his face goes from flirty to serious all of a sudden. "what?" I ask kind of concerned I sit down on the edge of the bed. he clears his throat. "do you want to move your stuff in here?" his voice is all husky. "umm yeah I guess" I say, well s**t is this a big deal like we're even more than a boyfriend and girlfriend when we're sharing a room. "I just thought, you know, since you sleep in here pretty much all the time anyway I would be more convenient" he explains further. "yeah no of course it's a great Idea." I say "do you want me to get you some pjs baby?" he looks at my towel. "yes please" I say as he kisses my head and leaves to fetch some clothes from my room. "I couldn't find the ones you normally like so I got this" he says holding up a dark red silky night dress that's really short, like shorter than normal short. he's also holding a armful of other clothes that he goes and hangs up in his wardrobe, I follow him. "umm I decided to get some other clothes too just cause, you know" he says quietly. "bub? is something wrong?" he coughs "bub?" he questions "don't deflect the queation" I tell him "I uhh been talking to my father and he's got a lot of faith in my ma, and well my ma is very all knowing as you've learnt, and well, ma's very sure we're going to get married and have six kids so my dad does too." he's looking really anxious now "let's sit down" I say pulling him to sit down on the bed. "well anyway my dad gave me my grandmothers engagement ring" he finishes looking at me. "umm okay let me just pull this on" I say as I quickly go to put the nightdress on inside the wardrobe. when I come back out he looks a little less anxious. "so why do they want you to have the ring?" I ask talon. "well err technically I'm not the one they want to have it." he says "what's with all the cryptic words who do they want to have it?" he looks at me and smiles "they want it to be yours" my mind goes blank. what? "look, they said they know we're not engaged or anything but they said I could say it's a promise ring until then but I said I wanted to talk to you about and know that if we were to get engaged one day would you like me to keep the ring until then as a surprise or do you wanna wear it now?" he finally gets out what's he's meant the whole time, they want me to wear an engagment ring even though we're not engaged have only been together for a few months. "umm wow what a great honour, I guess, but I want to wait I tell him laying down in the bed pulling him down with me. "dosent mean I don't love you though or anything, I just don't want to wear an engagement ring when we're not engaged. I feel like inwould be sort of lying" I tell him and he smiles "cool" is all he says as he leans down to kiss me. I put one of my hands on his chest and look up as I also grasp his hair and he looks me in the eye's "I have no doubt your the one, by the way" he says with a heavy seriousness in the way he looks at me. "me too" I whisper to him. he smiles "wait a minute I'm gonna turn the light off" he gets up to turn the light off and I watch him walk there and back. it's almost complete darkness except for the moonlight coming through a crack in the curtains. it makes his face look kinda blue. he sighs as he lays back down on the bed rolling over to me. his bed is a double king so there's almost too much room. "I've been thinking about you wanting a dog, what kind of dog do you want" he says and I laugh "what ?" he says confused "well I don't actually know cause I really want a brown long haired sausage dog and a saint Barnard." I really want a sausage dog cause they're so cute but I also love big floofy dogos too. "really your going from one extreme to the next you want a tiny little sausage dog and then one of the biggest dogs there is" he laughs at me and I slap his arm "don't be mean to me or you'll regret it." I tell him as I crawl on top of his chest so he can't move. he looks straight ahead and can probably see the black thong I ended up choosing to wear tonight. "what're you looking at hmmm?" I tease him by leaning forward so now he can see my cleavage too. he swallows as he looks down the top of my nightie and i smile at him. when he talks his voice is really horse. "do you wanna try something tonight, baby?" I do actually I scoot my butt back so I can bend down to him properly. "I want you to eat my p***y" I whisper into his ear and luck it for good measure, I know he loves it. "oh, baby, like you need to ask" he says as he flips me over to kiss me, after a while his hands are wandering, he plays with my boobs and sucks on them through the material I'm wearing after a while his hand travels down and he pulls my underwear to the side and slips his fingers through my folds "baby, your already so wet" his voice is so husky and hot. "yeah, for you " I tell him playing with his hair as he lowers himself so his heads almost between my legs and he keeps eye contact as he goes down on me. straight away he's licking me and sucking at my clit "f**k!" I gasp as I have to grip the sheets instead of his hair. "that's right baby" he says then goes back to sucking and licking me, God his tounge is f*****g amazing. all of sudden I can feel my insides get tight "ahhh, I'm gonna come!" I tell him and he goes at me even more. "oh talonnnn" I come and he drinks it all up and then smiles at me. I let my eyes close just listen and feel as he puts my panties back on me and straightens up to be next to me again. "what about you?" I ask him. "I'm all good baby I'm just gonna have a shower now and then I'll be back" he says as he slips away. I slowly fall asleep, after a while I feel him cuddle up to me again and his arm snakes it way around my waist as I finally go into a deep sleep.

talons pov

the next morning I wake up before her and I just lay there watching her continue to sleep. she's so beautiful inside and out I can definitely imagine us getting married and having babies. while watching her I also decided on getting both dogs for her and I'll make sure I'll buy them ready toilet and leash trained, I already know the breeders I'm buying them off. after about an hour after I've woken up she does. and as she opens her eyes she sees me and smile "good morning" she says as she stretches like a lazy cat. "talon?" she says "I was thinkingast night, and I was woundering if i could get my birthday present early?" she asks "like the dog?" I ask "no, the other thing" she smiles. I think about it, she's pretty sure she's ready and if she wants it then she wants it who am I to say no. "okay but I'm still gonna make it special and we have to wait tilly parents leave." I tell her and her face lights up "okay" she kisses me. "I'm going to get dressed now" she goes into the wardrobe to get dressed and comes out ten minutes later wearing a tight black crop top showing off her tatt and some camo baggy pants with black converse. "heyyy cuteyyyy" I jump up and grab her by the waist and kiss her when we pull away she nips my bottom lip. "tomorrow night" I tell her and she looks at me confused "tomorrow night I can pop your cherry, baby, my parents will be long gone by then." my parents are leaving tomorrow and then we can have some fun. "nice" she says and giggles at me as I trace her tatto.

we go down to the kitchen a few minutes later to find ma filling up the beaches with food. "what's going on here?" I pick up a quiche and shove it down my throat. "is it good?" ma asks I gulp "yeah but it'd Taste better if claire made it" me and ma both smile "I suppose that'll do then" she says. "oh and there for a party we're having to catch up with all the men" she adds "jeez ma don't warn me or anything will you? come over early and throw a party, is this even my house?" I joke with her. then she notices claire from behind me and she steps out so ma can see her better. "don't you look cute today?, oh, you have a tatto it looks alot nicer than the ones talon gets." she says looking at her exposed midriff. "uh, thanks talon likes it to. she smirks. "well I don't need any help here you can take some of the food to try and go and hide from me and your father for a few more hours" ma says loading up a plate and handing it to me. "you sure?" claire says "yep" ma assures her. "come on we'll go to the game room" I say as I take her hand she follows. once we got there I sit the plate down on the coffe table and sit down claire sits down on my lap. "ahhh, baby you're making it hard for me to wait till tomorrow." I can just tell she's smiling when as she says "that's the point" and my c**k gets so hard as she wiggles her butt into my crouch. "dammit girl you'll be the death of me" I tell her as I pull her to the side and try to think of something other than her "aww come on, how about you lay your head in my lap and I'll massage your head?. " she says taking her shoes off "you know I don't care if you wreak the couch, you can wear your shoes" she looks at me and laughs "bubby I don't care either it just feels more comfortable to curl my legs up when I don't have shoes on" I laugh at her, and lay down, with my ps5 controller after turning the TV on, and put my head in her lap. we spent the next few hours just talking s**t until my dad comes in with some of his friends following. when he notices he stops to look at me and claire and smiles then turns to his friends "look at the little love birds making memories in their own nest, izzy has a feeling about her she's definitely the one" he says and they all laugh "we know, have you seen how well she has him wrapped around her pretty little finger" on of the men says to dad. "yeah" I say "and she has all of you wrapped around her finger too and don't deny it, within the first day of being here she convinced nik to take her to get a tattoo, a few days after that and Taylor let her go to the movies by herself while driving my blue lambo, not that I have a problem with you driving" I look at claire then back to the men "aaand just last week she convinced Max let her do his make up and nails just for fun when I went on a half day trip" they all laugh and look at Max with his bright pink gel nails. "and they're only the ones I know about" I finish looking at claire who's giggling like a little kid. my dad laughs the most "well kidos we'll leaves ya's be but your ma will be setting out the food for dinner in about an hour" he says as they all leave. claire looks at me "I thought you only knew about the tattoo one" she says looking at me. "You know you can actually do what ever you want, but now because your special to me your in danger which means you need to be protected?" I tell her cause it's true she could be in danger any time she goes out the house."oh, okay" she says. "that's why I have the best of the best watching you, but you still manage to corrupt most of them" I laugh at her as we go out to see my parents and the men. "can you go sit on the couch and save me a seat and I'll get you some food" she says smiling as she looks at the couch to see it quickly filling up with my men "baby you have the best ideas." tell her as she goes to get food and I sit down. "she's definitely a keeper I don't venture need izzy to tell me that I can tell by looking at your face. Marcus tells me with a drink in one hand and a cigar in the other "there you are miss" he says as he notices claire when she sees the cigar she frowns, "I'd appreciate it if you'd not smoke inside the house anymore" she says and I chuckle then look at him "you heard her, she's the lady of the house now so you better listen" I warn him and he laughs as he walks off to join a group smoking outside the spot is quickly taken by claire. "here" she says feeding me something off the plate she bought over. "how is it?" she asks "why don't you try one?" she smiles "cause I'm not hungry and unlike you men I have a s**t metabolism so if I ain't hungry I'm not eating" she says "well it's okay but I'd prefer to eat you" the boys around me were listening and they all laugh and encourage me the little fuckers. Claire's face turns red then she smirks and straddles my lap right in front of everyone and gives me some good old fashioned tongue. when he break away the boys all cheer with there drinks raised to us. I don't even know where my parents even are the house is packed with men and some of their girls. there's no girls in the lounge though cause usually when we've gotten together like this before I'd buy a few strippers for the night. and as we all know girls get jealous so they would keep their man on a tight leash outside or in the kitchen area. but that's not happening anymore. I look into those crystal blue eyes and feel at home for the frist time in a long time nowhere has felt like home except my parents villar in Italy where I spent alot of my child hood. my baby ain't no girl, she's a women. for the next few hours we just hang out and I introduce claire to most of my men that she hasn't meet yet, there's quite a few. I'm talking hundreds who I directly work with. then there's the men who work for the men who work for my men, yeah that's how extensive this gang is we're world wide. at about 2 in the morning claore tells me she's tired so I get nik to guard our bedroom while she sleeps. drunk men and a hot sleeping girl is no good mix and if anyone even attempts anything they'll be booted out and possibly be shot for being so fucken stupid. and by the way yes I did say our, it's our room. as i think that I feel my chest puff out with pride. I stay up till around 5 or 6am and then after everyone is gone I go and join claire. I try to be really quite when getting into bed so I don't wake her, I snuggle up to her and fall asleep nearly straight away. I really do love her, so much.