"I hate myself. I did it again with him." Neil sent the message. Sitting at his bed, he leaned his back at the head board. He crossed his legs on his chest and he wrapped his arms around his folded legs. Then, he rested his temple on his knees, letting his mobile phone dropped on the bed covers near his foot. Kanina pa simula ng hapon siyang nanatili sa kanyang puwesto. Hours had passed and he didn't flinch a single move. He remained on the spot where he cornered himself. Dumidilim na ang paligid at halos kainin na ng dilim ang kanyang silid. Being alone during day time at their house didn't help that much. Mas lalo lang pumapasok sa utak niya ang nangyari. Sinabunutan niya ang sarili. What has he done? He had s*x with Shawn again. Worst, he agreed with him to be fvck buddies since he