Remembering my vampire husband.

Si×ty 8 Home to my castle.

Kennedy

Rena appeared in my arms out of knowhere.

" You are lycan too Rena?" I asked still petting her fur, which was now her luxurious hair.

" Kennedy, we were close once. I missed you so much."

I let her hold my chin as she kissed me once.

I was so lonely for someone to love me, touch me. All of these three who rescued me gave me tenderness, love.

My body knew what my mind did not. I needed to trust that I should let my lips settle onto her sweet tasting lips. It felt right.

She held me in her arms and whispered, "l missed kissing you Ken. we had something very special once."

She wiped her wet eyes. "Ok, let's talk about getting out of here."

I touched her hand.

"I want you to know, we need to go home to Scotland soon. You will be safer in your big castle.

Maybe seeing your bedroom and all your things, you will get some of your memory back that b***h vampire stole from you."

I sat up and put my hand on her shoulder.

My body acted of it's own accord.

Rena sat back, letting me look at her body. She could see I was very curious.

The after effect of the slow draining of my blood by Daphne made me feel very s****l, I wanted to feel her hands between my legs. I was sure it was so wrong to feel like this.

" Rena, were we in love once?" I looked into her swirling brown eyes.

She smiled, her beautiful lips were full and kissable.

I suddenly slanted my mouth over hers.

She held herself back, sensing we were not alone.

My husband Lucas returned then and lay down next to me.

I was embarrassed at him seeing me with Rena. I kissed her.

He took my hand and lay me into his embrace, spooning my body from behind.

" Let Rena go get our dinner ready. I will rest with you my love. I only want you to heal."

Rena touched my cheek and looked at Luke and I. "Yes, Lucas is right, you need time to heal"

My husband gave me the security I needed to relax.

" I need you to stay with me Luke."

After we ate, he held me.

He placed a blanket over me and rocked me in his embrace like a child. I nodded off for a while.

************

Kennedy

" Did you like kissing her?" Lucas whispered as I woke up.

" Oh, who..Rena?"

I was compelled to lie to him.

I nodded.

Rena was running around in my thoughts while I slept, kissing me. I had flashes of her in my mind.

She had wrapped her tongue around my n****e. It was so erotic. Like we were lovers once. I fear I was moaning in my sleep.

In my dream, Rena slid her fingers between my legs. I did the same to her as a man loved me from behind.

I shook my head, thinking about those erotic images.

Luke watched my face as I tried to regain my lost memories.

Rena was my lover, he knew it.

Lucas eyes were on mine. I nodded at him, I had a dream, "we all made love together, you were there too."

I felt Luke as he moved his attentions to my lips.

It made me want him.

He spread my legs and entered me. "I want you happy, I am not a jealous lover."

We were sweetly making love then. It felt right, natural.

I somehow felt Howle's eyes upon us now as we made love.

I turned and saw him. He was in the doorway. I watched him staring at us, frowning.

It sent a shiver over me.

Luke looked at my ex and invited him over with his index finger. " Come Howle."

Howle lay next to me.

Luke moved off me, kissing me as he moved away. He turned me to face Howle.

We began to kiss, Howle and I.

Howle and my husband were okay with multiple lovers, I had wondered?

Was I having another dream? Had we loved eachother like this before?

I turned to my side and looked over my shoulder at my love Luke. "Is this okay, are you okay with me being with Howle?"

" Shhh...do what feels good my love, we want to be together like this." He leaned forward and caressed Howle's face intimately.

I felt a flush of moist heat rush between my legs at seeing them trust eachother like this.

They took turns loving me.

Then Howle rolled me over and spread my legs as he entered me from behind.

Luke watched us, he wasn't jealous.

Howle gently moved in me as my husband lay next to me kissing my lips, this made me lose it.

How could it be that we were all finding our pleasure together.

Howle finished and rolled off of me, he moved to lay over Lucas and stroked his face,"Thank you for letting me love your wife."

Lucas looked at me. "Her choice."

Howle turned back into Clover and jumped down licking himself slowly.

Luke rolled me over to face him, his blond hair was so handsome, he made me look away nervously, when he stared at my lips.

He kissed me as he came upon me and finished our love making.

He stayed protectively on top of me for a long time afterward as I breathed him in.

" I must have really loved you, you make me feel so sexy, so...cherished."

He touched my neck as he spoke.

" This was pretty intense wife. It must be mother's bite making you a little nymph, are you ok ?" He grinned.

I nodded. " It felt right, natural."

Luke pet Clover behind his ears and kissed his muzzle.

" You surprised me Clover. Join me in the shower?"

Luke and Clover headed to the bathroom.

Rena returned to me, her hair up in a towel. She was drying herself off. Her body was perfect, long legs, lean waist.

" When they are done in there I will prepare you for travel dear."

I lay stretched out on the bed breathing hard. How could I want Rena too?

**********

Howle

Lucas was submissive to me, he washed my human body gently.

I never enjoyed the company of a man before, this man was different.

I watched his lips move to a smile.

"Lucas, I wanted to thank you, seeing you with Kennedy, I liked to watch you two together."

Luke turned his back to me, offering himself?

I shook my head. "No, I won't take you like that. We have Kennedy to love in that way."

Lucas smiled at me. I was soaking wet from the hot water. How could this man make me feel things I never admitted I could feel before?

He didn't ask for anything in return. I smiled at him, happily, "we got our girl back."

He seemed to enjoy watching me with Kennedy as well.

He turned me around and washed my back.

The shower was a kinship of sorts, sealing our mutual desire for Kennedy Starling.

I looked at him. "Lucas, you must know that I love her. I can't leave her.

Do you understand these feelings I have for her. It's beyond s****l Lucas, it's primal."

Luke washed my shoulders and nodded. " I have dreams of us all together. I need her happy Howle. I want you to love her too if it makes Kennedy happy."

I was a fool to think I could kill this man. He was the reason that Kennedy and I could still be together, he would share her with me.

I was definitely in the closet about my relationship with my sworn enemy, I couldn't let any others know my feelings for a vampire.

It was common in my world, to take on multiple lovers of all types. But a bit different when it involved vampire love. I suddenly recalled, he was human now.

*********

Kennedy

Rena took gentle care of me. She dressed me in a white dress. It was soft and warm. She placed a key around my neck. It felt like it belonged there.

" Kennedy, can I sit by you on the plane?" She kissed my fingers.

" Yes, you may Rena."

We went to the airport.

As the plane took off. I caught a glimpse of a woman watching us leave, I knew it had to be Daphne.

She looked livid.

********

We landed the next day.

Luke drove as Rena and Howle sat on each side of me.

I was comforted at the size of them flanking me on both sides like a child.

Starling castle came into view then, I stared at my castle.

I didn't remember this fantastical place, my place?

Howle carried me into my room, I was still very weak.

Rena and Robby reunited with a big hug.

I liked Robby. He smiled and rubbed my back.

" Welcome back Ken." He grinned.

Douglas came in next, he brought coffee. I knew him somehow, he was my friend.

" Thanks Douglas, go take some time off, you deserve it." I knew Douglas was loyal to me. It was a good sign that my memory was returning to me.

I lay in bed for three days as my body healed. I loved my bed, it was soft and warm with my big white comforter.

I had the urge to make love again.

Luke assured me that was the effects of his mother taking my blood.

He kept me warm and treated me tenderly, we were so in love.

Howle asked Luke if he could take me away for a moment.

Luke nodded. Howle kissed my lips.

"Thanks man." He told my husband while staring at me with smokey eyes.

Howle placed his fingers down my dress and into my cleavage.

I gasped at his touch.

He flushed out my key and took me to the library.

I was surprised by the secret room. He seemed very comfortable in it.

He lit a candle.

Howle sat me down on his lap and read me the letters I wrote to him. "This might make you remember love."

I looked into his eyes.

" We were very much in love weren't we?"

He held me and kissed me. " We are in love Kennedy."

" Why did you divorce me then? I need to know, was it something I did to you to make you hate me?"