Fireside secrets

Turning the tables on Tommy.

January turned her head to look at me. " Would that please you master?" She said as she wiggled her butt.

I leaned down and bit her butt cheek. " Ouch, you brute!"

" It's something that men enjoy. It might hurt at first, but I could kind of train you to enjoy it." I slid my finger over it again.

She turned around onto her back.

" I want to try everything with you. But, will it like ruin me?"

I shook my head.

" Maybe, we should wait until we have some type of lube. I am planning on taking you away after we get out of this place.

Somewhere warm, just you and I. Would you like that?" Most girls put out better in a tropical island. She just frowned at me, those brown eyes looked confused.

" Then we can explore this delectable body of yours. Would you go with me to Mexico or Bermuda, somewhere far away from the cold snow?"

She nodded and rubbed my cheek.

" You've already taken me away from here, several times. I have been very spoiled by you." She said smiling up at me.

" I love you January."

She blinked at me several times.

" You do?" She sounded shocked.

" I do."

" Wow, I thought...well what about that f**k buddies thing you wanted us to be?"

I shook my head.

" I love you. I should never have referred to it as that. It's so much more than that. I've never actually told a girl that I love her and meant it."

She laughed. "You are being truthful aren't you?"

I nodded.

" That makes me happy. I am just so shocked. I mean, I always thought a guy like you didn't do love."

" January. I love you. I want to be better for you. I want marraige and kids and dogs and cats and to buy you a diamond ring and all of it."

She blinked then looked away.

"I'm not right for you. I don't want marraige or kids. I can't be that girl for you.

I'm never going to fit that mold. I know you are aware of my past, but it broke something so deep inside of me.

I would make a terrible wife and mother for your boys. Like all 6 of them, probably all 10 pound babies too. I mean look at you!"

She tried to make light if it, it's something I have done to hundreds of girls. 'It's not you, it's me.'

Oh I know it well. But being on the receiving end of that conversation, it sucks. Sucks hard.

I moved off of her and got out of bed.

I went to check on coach.

He was sleeping in the now cold water.

" Hey Eivan get your ass up." I yelled at him. My mood had soured greatly.

How had the big player just get played.

Eivan jerked then opened his eyes. "Are we landing soon?"

" No, you aren't on a flight to your hot and skinny ballerina. Still in blanket fort hell."

" Don't call Diana that. She has an illness." He said as he got out of the tub.

" Whatever, as if you never referred to her as that." I was provoking him, I knew it.

I wanted to fight.

" Bro, I'm too hung over to kill you, so shut the f**k up about my girl." He growled at me.

I threw him a towel.

" Oh go f**k yourself while taking shots and listening to me and January boning."

He stood up tall now. He was a few inches over me. And he was a bit heavier than I.

He grabbed my shirt, then lightly slapped my cheek.

" You f****d up with her too didn't you?" he asked me.

I opened my mouth to smart off to him again, but instead I just nodded.

" I told her I loved her dude. She shot me down hard. Like...using my own lines against me. Hard bro."

Eivan grabbed me by the neck and hugged me.

" She's a man eater." He said.

I hugged my coach. He was the only one who understood me completely.

" Tommy come here, do it now!" January yelled from bed.

" Yes kitten, coming!" I put my head down and rushed to her side.

*********

" Tommy where did you go?" She put her arms out to hold me.

" I was helping coach from drowning."

" I thought we were planning a trip to lube town."

I smiled at her. She still wanted to go away with me. That's a good sign right?

I somehow became the student as she became the teacher.

" January, could you call me Baby at least, or sugar. Something nice?"

" Oh, sure. How bout...my little guy?" She asked as her lashes fluttered innocently.

I growled at her as I flipped her over and smacked her butt.

" And he's back everyone!" she cried.

I heard coach laugh at hearing this.

" Hey J and little guy, want some coffee?" coach yelled.

" I do please." January replied.

" That is not going to be a thing. I am not little guy!" I said, as I spread her legs and showed her how big I was.

She fisted the sheets as I shoved into her over and over until she was a whimpering mess.

My hand wrapped around her long hair as I moved it away from her neck and I kissed her.

" Tell me my damn name now."

" Little guy?" She said softly.

I rolled her over and started again, this time I went in long and slow and deep.

Her head rolled back.

" You are my big guy." She admitted. " Mine." she said possesively.

" Baby, I need you." She told me as I closed the gap between us and released deep inside of her.

I didn't pull out this time. I wanted her to know that I claim her as mine. I won't make the same mistake that Eivan did.

If she gets pregnant all the better. I'm not ever letting her go. She's going to learn to love me. I have enough love for both of us.

I collapsed on top of her. I knew she couldn't breath in unless I breathed out, we were that close.

She ran her fingernail up my side, my ticklish spot until I rolled off of her.

I pulled her to me and held her chin. "I'm not done with you. After this little diversion we call snowmageddan, I want you to move in with me, we will get an apartment off campus."

" Why don't I just sleep over at your place when we hook up. Isn't that more convenient?" She asked me.

She was running lines at me like a dude that didn't want commitment would do.

I taught her too good. I'm turning into a needy girl.

" Just think about it J. No need to stress about it just yet. We have months until the baby...I mean until you have to decide."

" Did you say BABY?" She looked over at me with shock in her eyes.

" You want me to get pregnant, now? Like before you get drafted by the Lyons? What about your football career?" She was very smart I'll give her that, hit me right in the football plexus.

" Well, players have wives or at least baby momas right?, they can travel with their spouses."

" No. I'm not getting pregnant Tommy. I told you I'm not the motherly type." She said.

I just unloaded a whole team of my best swimmers up inside of her, she was probably already with child right now.

" Well, no coffee for you anyway, just to be careful until you can test."