3 weeks
958 Words
Slowly the town of Forks was informed about my daughter having gone missing. The prime suspect was Jacob Black. All my friends now knew that I left because I had gotten pregnant and the posts on f*******: were enough to make me want to shut off my account. Jessica left a nasty post on my page which did nothing but vow her revenge for me.
Three weeks had passed since Sarah and Jacobs disappearance. My father said they weren't going to stop looking but I knew that he was the only one that wasn't going to stop. After a week they had called off the search and declared my daughter dead.
After week two of my daughters absence I resorted to a deep depression and never left the bed. Three times a day the Cullens would bring me something to eat and then I would get up to use the bathroom. For a week I hadn't talked to anybody, including my mother who was frantic with the news of her missing grandchild.
"Bella." Adam said as he entered the room with my dinner.
I immeadiately clapped my hand over my mouth and leaned over just in time to vomit all over the floor. Adam set the plate on the bedside table and held back my hair as I continued making a mess all over my clothes and the floor.
"I'll clean that up." I said as I carefully rose to my feet.
I swayed a bit from a bit of vertigo and then headed to the bathroom to get a wash rag to clean it up. When I finished cleaning up I decided to go and take a shower. I headed back to the bathroom and began undressing. The moment my shirt fell away from my body my mouth dropped open in shock. There was a baby bump resting between my hips. I pressed on it to see if it would go away but it wouldn't. It was firm and hard. Was I pregnant?
Another spout of vomit spewed quickly from my mouth and to comfirm my suspicion. "Adam!" I shouted as loud as I could. In the next second Adam was at the bathroom door.
"Bella?" he said as he walked forward. His eyes dropped to my hands that were resting on my stomach and then he fell to his knees. "Are we pregnant?" he asked me.
I shrugged my shoudlers. I didn't know what was happening. I mean in order to get pregnant I had to have s*x and-. The memories of Adam and I making love filled my mind.
I grabbed the robe off the wall and put it on before I headed downstairs to Carlisle.
"Bella." He greeted happily. "Are we feeling better?" He asked.
I pulled away part of my robe just enough to show my stomach. "I think I'm pregnant, but its impossible right?"
Carlisle placed his hand on my stomach. "Well its not fat. Did you have any s*x recently?" he asked me.
I nodded my head. "About 3 1/2 weeks ago, but it was with Adam. He's a vampire, vampires can't have babies right?" I said panicked.
"Two vampires cannot conceive because the woman must be able to change. A male vampire and female human, well I don't exactly know about that. It could be possible."
My hands flew to my stomach as I felt something inside me flutter. My eyes flickered up and met Adam who was sitting there looking at me a bit concerned.
"This isn't going to end well." He said to me as he joined my side. "We need to get that baby out of you."
I slowly rose to my feet. "I can't allow you to do that." I said as I took a step back. "I've lost one baby already I'm not going to lose this one."
Without another word I headed upstairs and back into the bedroom where I decided to take a shower and get cleaned up. Half way through the shower I broke into tears. I missed my baby dearly. Where was Jake? Was Sarah still alive? Was Jake being good to her.
If Jake wasn't going to bring her back to me I just hoped that he would take care of her. The thought of her crying broke me. Did he even know how to take care of a baby. I lowered myself to sit in the shower and cried to the point I almost hyperventalated.
After an hour of sitting there Adam came in to get me. He got me out of the shower and dried me off before he tossed a nightgown over me. After I was dressed he held me in his arms.
"I never told you how my last girl friend died." He whispered, his lips against my wet ratted hair. "About a hundred and forty years ago I made love with a female who had drawn my attention and a few weeks later she came to me telling me that she was pregnant. I didn't think it was mine because naturally it takes several months to show signs stomach wise. Another two weeks later she was in the hospital being broken open by the baby inside her. I witness her and the baby die before my eyes." He paused for a few seconds. "I shouldn't have made love to you Bella, you could die."
I leaned away. "I'll hold on, I won't let go." I told him. "You and this baby are all I have to live for."
"You have a family." he replied.
"Be realistic, after the recent events I highly doubt my family will ever be the same."
He held me closely in his arms. "Be grateful Bella, tomorrow they could be gone."
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