Falling For My Bully

Chap.1*His Friend Forced Me*

17 September 2019.

"Kai!" the moment I set foot in his house, I knew he was up to no good. His parents weren't home that night and he had created quite a mess in the kitchen. 

"I've to clean all this now." I shook my head in disappointment and heaved a sigh. There was no place to rest the container of food my mother had cooked for him. 

Kai Pascal and I have been friends since we didn't even know to spell that word. Our parents had been high school friends and neighbors for a long period of time. 

We would spend hours together and even gossip about everyone in the school. He was the reason that I never made any more friends, I never needed any actually. 

The sad part was that he only considered me as his friend, which wasn't the same in my case. For some reason, I had always been attracted to him, his cute little actions and bad boy image in the school, everything was a fairytale for me. Every time I wanted to tell him how special he was to me, his lack of interest would shut me up. I wasn't a fool to not realize that he had friend-zoned me even harder now, he wasn't into my type of girls. He liked more of some fragile, girly, and innocent girls. I was more of a tomboy, and hot heated girl, would even not be afraid to use foul language. 

"Kai!" I kept calling after his name but when he never responded, I walked upstairs to check upon him. 

The more steps I took near his room, the more my heart began to miss beats. I heard some loud moans coming from his room. 

He had left his room door slightly open, through which I peeked with my heart pounding loudly in my chest.  

I saw him watching p*rn on his laptop. My mouth almost let out a gasp but I froze when my eyes picked up the sight of his rock hard d**k. He was wearing a black hoodie but his lower part of the body was completely uncovered for my eyes to see. 

I had never seen his di** before, obviously, I was only a friend and friends wouldn't know how they taste or look.  

My mind warned me to walk away, but my heart wanted to see more of him. He gently rubbed his hand up and down against his d***, leaning his head back and moaning grunting loudly. 

I could imagine his body being rubbed against mine and the thought itself made me want to close my eyes and let out a gentle moan. 

My biggest mistake! 

"Who is there?" a loud call from behind me shook me upon my steps. I quickly opened my eyes and turned around to see none other than Kai, standing behind me. 

"Kai?" I frowned, completely lost at what just happened. If he was here in front of me, then who was inside his room? 

"Were you watching Jillin jer***** off?" He was my childhood friend and we had been more open and frank with each other, but not enough to get caught in such stuff. 

Jillin was his jock friend, they were both in the same team and always hanging out whenever he wasn't with me, which was only when I was taking the theater classes. 

"I----" what could I possibly say to him now, that I thought it was him? Wouldn't it be awkward? 

"Do you like him?" Kai squeezed his one eye closed and smirked. 

"No! Ew! Of course, not." the fact that Kai was the one to ask me if I liked his friend or not was truly disappointing. How could he not see how I felt about him? 

"I heard somebody was peeking at me?" Jillin must have heard us talking outside that room, because he didn't waste a single minute to come out and stand behind me. 

"I'll go now," I tried to excuse but Kai came in my way, blocking me from walking away, "Kai!" I eyed him to not being stupid but he wasn't taking me seriously. 

"Just have a talk!" Kai eyed me back whilst he requested me to talk to his friend. 

"Talk about what?" okay, he had completely mistaken my intentions for his friend. I had absolutely no interested in Jillin. 

"Okay! Don't talk, just wait inside while I bring the food Aunt had sent us, we will eat it together." Kai gave up on talking and dashed past us downstairs. 

I didn't want to stay behind, not after I have seen his friend's jun*. 

"Come inside, I won't bite you." Jillin joked, waiting for me to turn around and walk in inside the room. Something kept telling me to excuse and leave for my house without wasting a single minute, but it was my hunger for Kai's attention that made me not listen to my instincts. 

I finally swirled around but didn't look at his face. Keeping my face down, I have only entered the room when I heard the door being locked behind me. 

"What are you doing? Why did you lock the door?" I inquired angrily, a quick frown formed across my forehead when I spotted the smirk on his lips. 

"Why, you don't wanna help me jer* off?" Jillin had his eyes fixated on my face as he spoke. 

My entire skin instantly drowned in goosebumps when my eyes landed on his unzipped jeans. 

He had pulled his d*** out, almost ready for whatever he aimed to do. 

"I'll scream and when Kai will c----," I was about to yell when Jillin smiled and lifted a remote control to Kai's music system. 

"I'll love to see you try." He lunged at me and grabbed my arms to push me onto the bed. I landed in the bed that Kai used to sleep on and an instant shudder took over my body. It felt so weird to be in Kai's bed with someone else. 

Before I could regain my strength, I found him jumping on me and grabbing my head tightly. The sudden fear I got from his action left me numb and the next thing I know; he was f****** my face. 

I couldn't scream or move since none of it worked on him. The moment he released in my mouth, he let go of me and laid down in the bed. I rushed up on my feet to throw up in Kai's room, my body was shivering in fright and disgust. 

"It's useless, I made you swallow it." his taunting tone disgusted me to the core. 

I wish I had turned around and punched him in his face but at that moment, I was so scared and traumatized that the only thing I decided to do was to book out of that room. I noticed that he didn't follow me, of course, he had done what he wanted. 

"Hey, watch out!" unknowingly, I bumped into Kai, who was waiting downstairs. His eyes scanned me for a moment and then he tilted his face, "Don't tell me you guys did it already?" he joked with a burst of laughter. 

I watched his face in shock and surprise, was he for real? 

Wait! Did he know his friend was going to do that to me? Is that why it took him so much time to come back to the room? 

How could he do this to me? We were friends, best friends for life, and he gave me to his friend?